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A bit embarrassed and humiliated as he held me between his leg rubbing his cock in my face pulling around his cream as he had that look in his face that I went from being a buddy to being his sexual relief...I just had this look...
 
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gk6h said:
A bit embarrassed and humiliated as he held me between his leg rubbing his cock in my face pulling around his cream as he had that look in his face that I went from being a buddy to being his sexual relief...I just had this look...
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I dated a gay hunk, figgered out quick I was the sissy bottom...........
 
I don't know why any guy would be embarrassed to suck a cock, or get fucked by one either.
 
For most of my life I have been fascinated with oral sex almost to the point of obsession. My interest is exclusively from the perspective of the performer and primarily as that of an insatiable Cocksucker. As I view videos and photographs taken of myself and other people performing oral sex, I am moved to observe this intimate, symbiotic relationship between the cocksucker's mouth and the receiver's erect phallus as it inexorably and progressively penetrates deeper and deeper into the eager cocksuckers welcoming mouth and throat. This is performance art at it's most expressive. When I first began sucking cock as a teenager, I would become consumed with shame immediately after having allowed my best friend to savagely plunder and ravage my passively accommodating throat with his impressive, abnormally thick cock. and I would vow to never again allow him to degrade and denigrate me so. But within hours my resolve would dissipate and I would once again become consumed with an irresistible need to surrender to his extreme sexual demands and to my own intense craving to be sexually subjugated and impersonally, orally "used"!! This pattern would repeat itself almost daily until eventually, these opposing emotions would meld and gradually become fused into one where I could no longer distinguish between the two and I would associate the feelings of shame and humiliation as being inseparable from the sublime ecstasy I experience while subjugating myself to his oral rape. Today I welcome and look forward to being degraded and feeling humiliated as preliminary precursors to the erotically arousing episodes to follow. I do feel proud of my acquired ability to tolerate and withstand having cocks forced completely down my throat and to use my throat muscles to squeeze and massage the cock embedded deep in my throat and to encourage him to orgasm and to ejaculate his semen directly into my esophagus. Oh the joys of being a Cocksucker!
 
drobert44 said:
I dated a gay hunk, figgered out quick I was the sissy bottom...........
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I think I just became his sissy bottom...He gave me a call this morning and asked what I was doing. I went over to his place...when I got to his garage he was already rubbing his cock though his jeans then placed his hand on my shoulder and gave me the push down. I held for a second then just when to my knees and finished him off right there...then he said he stuff to do with his wife and kids...I did a walk of shame with dry cum in the corners of my mouth and and chin and one drip on my shirt...
 
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gk6h said:
A bit embarrassed and humiliated as he held me between his leg rubbing his cock in my face pulling around his cream as he had that look in his face that I went from being a buddy to being his sexual relief...I just had this look...
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And why, exactly, was his rubbing his cock and spunk around your face a cause for feeling a bit embarrassed and humiliated? I don't really understand what there is to feel a bit embarrassed and humiliated about! Isn't that what it's all about? Isn't that part of the smug satisfaction of being a submissive cock-sucker?
 
tristantrotsky said:
And why, exactly, was his rubbing his cock and spunk around your face a cause for feeling a bit embarrassed and humiliated? I don't really understand what there is to feel a bit embarrassed and humiliated about! Isn't that what it's all about? Isn't that part of the smug satisfaction of being a submissive cock-sucker?
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We can have different feelings and reactions to the same event without meaning any harm.

For instance, we can all have a vanilla ice cream cone with varied feelings about it. Some will love the cool, rich and creamy taste and be left with a desire for more. Some will be left with with a slightly satisfied feeling, but still wish it had been chocolate ice cream. Some of us will be left feeling guilty that we just blew our strict diet and yet others will suffer that excruciating pain of an ice cream headache, never wanting to try ice cream again. Sometimes we just can't help how we feel about things.

So, let's just eat as much vanilla ice cream as we can, and feel what we feel.
 
tristantrotsky said:
And why, exactly, was his rubbing his cock and spunk around your face a cause for feeling a bit embarrassed and humiliated? I don't really understand what there is to feel a bit embarrassed and humiliated about! Isn't that what it's all about? Isn't that part of the smug satisfaction of being a submissive cock-sucker?
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There is often a period of adjustment before a cocksucker can fully accept, who, and more importantly, WHAT, he is. For me, I used to alternate between having intense cravings to be down on my knees, being denigrated and orally "used" as a human cock sleeve by my best friend Larry, followed by episodes of equally intense feelings of shame for having these "unnatural" urges and for having succumbed to them. Eventually, I came to see these opposing emotions as being part and parcel of what it means to 'be' a 'Cocksucker' and to welcome those feelings of humiliation and embarrassment as essential elements of my oral obsession.
 
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sterculius said:
There is often a period of adjustment before a cocksucker can fully accept, who, and more importantly, WHAT, he is. For me, I used to alternate between having intense cravings to be down on my knees, being denigrated and orally "used" as a human cock sleeve by my best friend Larry, followed by episodes of equally intense feelings of shame for having these "unnatural" urges and for having succumbed to them. Eventually, I came to see these opposing emotions as being part and parcel of what it means to 'be' a 'Cocksucker' and to welcome those feelings of humiliation and embarrassment as essential elements of my oral obsession.
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This is pretty much the essence for my original post. The conflict of fighting submission and society’s disdain vs the hunger of blowing cock. It seems many of us are adjusting well.
 
Hushlover said:
Who wouldn’t want a cocksucker, embarrassed or proud, in their lives that craves cum so bad they show it on their face. 🤤
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That's the spirit. Some just want their cock to be sucked, and some of us just want to be there to make sure they get what they want.
 
My man is not proud of it, he does enjoy it now and not only for my sake. However, I am VERY proud him! I brag on him to the other wives quite often, they do as well for their hubbies. We love our men and love what they do for and with us, even more so when they just do it!
 
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