COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

I’m very proud especially when the guy I am blowing gives me a nice compliment but I would be very embarrassed if my wife found out how much I love it and how many guys I’ve blown and have fucked me. Perhaps if my wife had a cock or loved sucking cock as much as my buddies it wouldn’t be an issue. Oh well.
 
First time

The first time I sucked a cock, the next day I felt ashamed of myself. But that soon passed and now I love the feel of a cock in my mouth. The ultimate reward is a mouthful of cum and I feel that if I suck their cock and they come then I have done a good job.
 
My first cock

Was a sissy; she was riding me cowgirl, flopping, I just had to suck it. After a few sissies, I began dating a gay cock, and loved being his bottom. Love the feeling of his cock spurting into my mouth and swallowing cum.
 
The first time I sucked a cock, the next day I felt ashamed of myself. But that soon passed and now I love the feel of a cock in my mouth. The ultimate reward is a mouthful of cum and I feel that if I suck their cock and they come then I have done a good job.

There was a time when I used to feel guilty for flirting with women, other than my wife. Before I sucked my first cock, I was preparing myself for a whole lot of guilt. When the time came and I did the 'deed', I was remarkably guilt free. In fact, I drove home, kissed my wife and made plans to suck my new, best friend the following week.
 
Never felt guilty. Felt it was natural thing . My first made me swallow, glad he did too. I sucked him 2-3 times a week and that was about 10 years ago .a lot since then, still no guilt.
 
I have never felt guilty sucking cock. and I never will. it has always been above board and never hidden from whatever wife I had at the time.

and even with my first cock when I was young. it was way more exciting then negative.
 
When I first started to suck cock there was a feeling of guilt for cheating on my wife. I got over the guilt the more I sucked cock and got fucked. I came to realize how natural and easy sex between two men is. No mysteries as to what turns us on. I need this COVID thing to gel away so I can get back to my normal routine
 
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

I have sucked 7-8 cocks and have played with about that many more. I never found it to be something I felt prideful about. In fact, I think pride is an odd emotion to have when referring to sucking cock. I certainly never felt the need to brag about it and would find it very odd to meet someone who did. I see some posts in this thread from men who seem to want to brag about it but mostly in how many they have sucked. Which is kind of like tallying up cocks as a fighter-pilot tallies up kills. Odd behavior for a sexual experience. Then again, some men tally up women they have fucked the same way. But I never did that either.

I don't want the fact that I suck cock to be public knowledge. My desire to do it is something I was aware of since I was around 15 years old, but my thought were only to do it to an older man. Not a peer. I have no idea why I found the idea of doing it to be so arousing. I just knew I would have been very receptive to an older man hitting on me and encouraging me to suck him. I could have been very easily seduced to my knees by the right man. That never happened though. I finally sucked my first cock at age 38. I am not sure bragging about it ever crossed my mind. Even here, or similar sites where others would be open to hearing of it.
 
Never felt guilty. Felt it was natural thing . My first made me swallow, glad he did too. I sucked him 2-3 times a week and that was about 10 years ago .a lot since then, still no guilt.

It felt natural to me also. I am not sure it would have felt as natural if he in any way "forced" me. It was a mutual first experience for us both. I would prefer being with a man who only want to be sucked without reciprocation and I would not need to be forced. I have plenty of desire. Forcing would not be needed. All of my very limited experience has been mutual JO and oral, only. I would love to find a mature man who I could suck occasionally. Someone who would enjoy me edging him and worshiping his cock for hours if he desired.

BTW, beautiful smooth cock and balls there my friend. I love to see men who are smooth that way. I don't like seeing hair where I want my mouth and tongue to be.
 
I started fucking sissies, and then became a gay bottom. Loved it.......when you feel his cock in your mouth start to twitch and then spurt, I came all over myself, what afaggot!



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Got to agree 100%, had my cock sucked at ABS dozens of times then had a guy ask me to just lick his cock! Well .... we all know what happened next
Now I can’t get cock often enough
 
I didn't start sucking cock until later in life, 42, when my wife encouraged me to try it. I have never stopped and couldn't be more proud of becoming a cock sucker, and also getting my butt fucked regularly.
 
If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

Nothing to be embarrassed about. But I have very limited experience and am not very good at it despite the desire to do it much more often. I'm sure my enthusiasm and the fact that I really enjoy doing it helps. Technique, not so much. Practice makes perfect, I guess.
 
Depending on my mood, I find cocksucking to be quite natural. I prefer shaved like myself. I wish I could reach myself, I'd never leave the house....
I'm not embarrassed or proud, I just like it.
 
Nothing to be embarrassed about. But I have very limited experience and am not very good at it despite the desire to do it much more often. I'm sure my enthusiasm and the fact that I really enjoy doing it helps. Technique, not so much. Practice makes perfect, I guess.

I was always an excellent pussy eater so I thought that I would be great at sucking cock. Wrong!!! I had a lot to learn about sucking cock especially keeping my teeth from touching. My poor girlfriend suffered through my learning process but eventually I got good at it.
 
I was always an excellent pussy eater so I thought that I would be great at sucking cock. Wrong!!! I had a lot to learn about sucking cock especially keeping my teeth from touching. My poor girlfriend suffered through my learning process but eventually I got good at it.

Your girlfriend was not a girl. What is the purpose of calling to him a girl?
 
Your girlfriend was not a girl. What is the purpose of calling to him a girl?
I don't know why you say that. Our grandson married a young male a couple years ago. His spouse has had several cosmetic surgeries, breast implants, throat surgery, etc. but still has his cock. We now refer to his spouse as his wife.
 
both at different times

I was completely embarrassed the first few times. In fact, I swore I would never suck cock again after each of my first 4 or 5 times. Then one of the guys I was sucking starting making compliments about my skills and enthusiasm. I cant deny I was proud of myself and my mindset shifted away from embarrassment to pride. At least for the during of my time on my knees. Still felt regret after for a long time
 
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