A Journey In Vulnerability

Hi... Did anyone miss me?

A lot has happened since I've been away. Some good changes and some not so good things still going on. I've been so focused on outside things, that I've not been taking very good care of myself, and it shows. I'm exhausted, can't sleep a lot of the time, and the tiniest things have been making my anxiety worse, or just pissing me off to a ridiculous extent.

I'm very grateful to have someone to lean on, and I don't know what I'd do without him. But some things you just have to deal with personally. Is it bad that my method of dealing with the shit in my life is so public? I can't tell...

Sorry you're going through shit but I'mglad someones there for you.....

BTW You're Rocking the flannel :heart::rose::kiss:
 
I Really Shouldn't Have...

...Taken a 2 hour nap when I got home today! Now I'm wide awake, which is bad because I have to be up at 5:30am for work tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm just laying here, not sleeping, thinking about him and wishing there was a way we could be together for the holidays. It's not an easy time of year to be away from the one(s) you love, is it? It's a new experience for me. I don't know how I came to need him so much, but it's a part of who I am now, and it just doesn't feel right to not be there with him. And I know it's worse because of how difficult this time of year is for him. It makes me very protective, at the same time as I just want to curl up in his lap and be protected. :heart:
 
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...Taken a 2 hour nap when I got home today! Now I'm wide awake, which is bad because I have to be up at 5:30am for work tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm just laying here, not sleeping, thinking about him and wishing there was a way we could be together for the holidays. It's not an easy time of year to be away from the one(s) you love, is it? It's a new experience for me. I don't know how I came to need him so much, but it's a part of who I am now, and it just doesn't feel right to not be there with him. And I know it's worse because of how difficult this time of year is for him. It makes me very protective, at the same time as I just want to curl up in his lap and be protected. :heart:

Lovely legs:heart:
 
Merry Christmas!

It's way too early, but 's Christmas!!! Even now, the excitement of the holiday is dampened by knowing that My Bear won't be here with me :heart: The fact that we haven't talked for 2 days is heavy on my heart... I know he is struggling with the season and I just want to help him.

I know one of the ways I can is by enjoying myself. He always says he loves how much I love things. So I'm going to Christmas the heck out of today! There have been a lot of questions and uncertainties in my mind the last couple of days. New ideas to explore in the New Year, maybe? But for today, all I want is to be with him and my family :kiss::rose:
 
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Merry Christmas Dani!

May your day be peaceful, thoughtful, and very Christmasful!
 
You are with him. In his heart and his mind and even in his soul. Your Bear loves you beary much and is happy to see you posted. He reads all of your posts and knows how lucky he is.

Merry Christmas MY Buggy. <3 (kiss) (rose)

As usual you knew exactly what I needed to make every thing ok. :heart:
 
If you can't lean on us anonymous commentariat for support, who can ya lean on?!?! Other than Mr. Bear of course. +1 for flannel, ladies rocking a button up are sexy as all get up, especially when its on such a lovely model. Merry New Christmas Holidays Happy Year! That covers them all right? Sorry I've been overly caffeinated!
 
If you can't lean on us anonymous commentariat for support, who can ya lean on?!?! Other than Mr. Bear of course. +1 for flannel, ladies rocking a button up are sexy as all get up, especially when its on such a lovely model. Merry New Christmas Holidays Happy Year! That covers them all right? Sorry I've been overly caffeinated!

Thanks :)
 
The New Rules

When I decided to start posting again, I of course told my Bear, who was supportive as always. The only thing he asked was that I not post pictures of nipples or bush which I agreed to readily. It just occurred to me however, that he never said anything about posting certain other things. I think because he was secretly hoping to see more pictures like this one :p

Either that, or I'm about to be in trouble :devil:
 
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When I decided to start posting again, I of course told my Bear, who was supportive as always. The only thing he asked was that I not post pictures of nipples or bush which I agreed to readily. It just occurred to me however, that he never said anything about posting certain other things. I think because he was secretly hoping to see more pictures like this one :p

Either that, or I'm about to be in trouble :devil:

Beautiful.

More is better :devil:
 
When I decided to start posting again, I of course told my Bear, who was supportive as always. The only thing he asked was that I not post pictures of nipples or bush which I agreed to readily. It just occurred to me however, that he never said anything about posting certain other things. I think because he was secretly hoping to see more pictures like this one :p

Either that, or I'm about to be in trouble :devil:

I see neither nipple or bush so I would say this is well within the rules and is a very sexy pic
 
When I decided to start posting again, I of course told my Bear, who was supportive as always. The only thing he asked was that I not post pictures of nipples or bush which I agreed to readily. It just occurred to me however, that he never said anything about posting certain other things. I think because he was secretly hoping to see more pictures like this one :p

Either that, or I'm about to be in trouble :devil:

An AMAZING tush :kiss:
 
When I decided to start posting again, I of course told my Bear, who was supportive as always. The only thing he asked was that I not post pictures of nipples or bush which I agreed to readily. It just occurred to me however, that he never said anything about posting certain other things. I think because he was secretly hoping to see more pictures like this one :p

Either that, or I'm about to be in trouble :devil:

Damn that's nice!!!
 
When I decided to start posting again, I of course told my Bear, who was supportive as always. The only thing he asked was that I not post pictures of nipples or bush which I agreed to readily. It just occurred to me however, that he never said anything about posting certain other things. I think because he was secretly hoping to see more pictures like this one :p

Either that, or I'm about to be in trouble :devil:

Thanks for sharing, that's one fine booty you have. :rose::rose:
 
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