Cinder_Rose
Slave
- Joined
- Oct 16, 2019
- Posts
- 260
So… my trinket box of dull ramblings. Firstly, be gentle. This is not the great sexual exploration of literary merit so move on if you expecting 50 Shades of Grey. More the driftwood of my life, some sexual but mostly the amusing and sad.
About me… really? No, too complex and not of interest to anyone except except a psychologist but a childhood of being an outsider, anxiety and depression. At eighteen I gave up trying to be the tigress and became the kitten. I liked being a kitten and exploring this world I found I was submissive and like dominant men. Ah, I see some of you are getting interested!
I played in this world then at a kink party I met the one. We were both there with other partners but we chatted and a spark... I awoke. Devious me looked through the member list of people within the kink group and by an entertaining process of elimination I made contact.
He is twenty years my senior and at first unsure but we met and well…
He became my lover, Sir then Master and last year my husband.
Why am I here, I lurked a few years back so I knew of the forum and stories.
My life has changed since getting married… What I do is with consent of my Master and all the pictures are taken by Him and edited by me and approved by Master.
My life.. I live in England in the middle of nowhere on the edge of somewhere. A very secluded house in an enchanted forest (all forests in England are enchanted). The nearest humans are over a mile away and that is a campsite. The house if difficult to find.. Haha. We spend a lot of time directing people to it.
A few things,
I am a kept submissive or more accurately and owned slave. My job is to serve my Master fully and completely.
He is my Master and not anyone else so don’t try.
We are active in a D/s scene and have kinky friends in real life but most live a distance so only play once a month at most.
I am shared with whoever Master sees fit to share me with and must do what is asked of me under direction of Master.
I am only allowed to wear clothing (extremely rarely) at the specific permission of Master and then only what he allows me to wear. This means that I am often naked in the company of others (subject to Master’s approval) but mostly people who know a little about our lifestyle. If I am naked in front of them I called them Sir or Mistress and when I write I call them by this title so you know what’s going on.
We have a dog (springer spaniel) called Bracken.
We own five acres of wood behind our house which means I can walk and train Bracken without the need for clothing (subject to the English climate). Sometimes I am allowed to dress and we go on other walks.
Sometimes, Sir allows visitors to use me in some way, so I may mention things in this thread, just to warn you. .
I love nature (a passion developed since moving here), home decor, being in the garden, cooking and baking (boring).
And that is it. More will be explained through the course of my ramblings, no doubt. See how this works and if anyone is mad enough to read this…
Oh, and Cinder Rose is paint colour I love but Master doesn't haha.
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