What Are YOU Thinking? Continued 3

[tnman03]

I don’t want to do this...it’s taking every ounce of strength i have not to cry, but it’s important to hubs, so I’ll suck it up and put on a happy face and hold that newborn baby and try not to die inside

I think you probably need a big (((hug))).

I don't know the particulars but I'm certain that a big ole hug from Jenny will help a whole bunch!!!

 

[barefootgirl69]

I don’t want to do this...it’s taking every ounce of strength i have not to cry, but it’s important to hubs, so I’ll suck it up and put on a happy face and hold that newborn baby and try not to die inside

Oh, sweetheart.

Sending prayers your way

 

[Wild_Honey_66]

Thank you all, finally back home. Watching my husband’s face light up as he held his newborn niece and knowing we’ll never get that moment with one of our own, it broke my heart.
I feel like my heart is in a vice right now, it physically hurts and I can’t breathe

 

[emsway]

Thank you all, finally back home. Watching my husband’s face light up as he held his newborn niece and knowing we’ll never get that moment with one of our own, it broke my heart.
I feel like my heart is in a vice right now, it physically hurts and I can’t breathe

I’m so sorry that you are going through this.

 

[PNWKitten]

I don’t want to do this...it’s taking every ounce of strength i have not to cry, but it’s important to hubs, so I’ll suck it up and put on a happy face and hold that newborn baby and try not to die inside

Thank you all, finally back home. Watching my husband’s face light up as he held his newborn niece and knowing we’ll never get that moment with one of our own, it broke my heart.
I feel like my heart is in a vice right now, it physically hurts and I can’t breathe

I'm so sad to know you are going through this. Please know that you are not alone. You have my deepest empathy and heartfelt hugs and comfort to you.

 

[Saucy_Minx_2_Flirt_With]

Need to find a babysitter sooon for some " play time " this weekend

 

[lacandy]

Where did I put that ignore button...

 

[DarkSimian]

I don’t want to do this...it’s taking every ounce of strength i have not to cry, but it’s important to hubs, so I’ll suck it up and put on a happy face and hold that newborn baby and try not to die inside

Infinite hugs, Shy....you can do this.

 

[surrenderedfaith]

I'm sorry for your hurt shy. Nothing can make it ok or make it better. You are very brave for holding it together.

 

[barefootgirl69]

I have to see my ex tomorrow. I still hate him for what he did to me.

 

[DarkSimian]

I have to see my ex tomorrow. I still hate him for what he did to me.

*brings the baseball bat*

 

[barefootgirl69]

*brings the baseball bat*

 

[tnman03]

Thank you all for the love and support and pm’s.

I’m grateful that Lit is a place you can be open about more than just your sexuality.

My emotions are still raw, trying to figure out how to deal and not end up down the rabbit hole of depression and I think I’m losing the battle

As simple and nonsensical as it may sound the tried and true, one step after another into the next day etc. and not dwelling on the unhappy stuff actually does work. Keep adding other little things to what you do and your busier than you have time to dwell on any unhappiness. Even better you sleep remarkably well. I wish you well and hope you find your zen soon.

I have to see my ex tomorrow. I still hate him for what he did to me.

Ah!!! You kill him with kindness in every word and action while secretly thinking of all of the ways you could gleefully take him apart. All while smiling sweetly and making him squirm while trying to figure out what's going on.

 

[DarkSimian]

You know I got your back (and bail money)

 

[barefootgirl69]

You know I got your back (and bail money)

I know you do, darlin. I know you also have big shoulders and tissues, too. Love you. x

 

[lurkingguy1978]

Today has been a better day.

I'll take it.

 

[DarkSimian]

I know you do, darlin. I know you also have big shoulders and tissues, too. Love you. x

Well, the tissues are for other things.....but you can have some

 

[AlpineFresco]

I'm a total tool sometimes. This evening is one of those times.

 

[catherinewheel77]

The joys of crippling anxiety.

 

[tnman03]

The joys of crippling anxiety.

That its past time for a great big raucous fun filled and filthy party that's loud enough someone calls the police on it wanting it shut down....

Perfect cure all to the doldrums and golly gee blues for sure!!!!!

 

[catherinewheel77]

That its past time for a great big raucous fun filled and filthy party that's loud enough someone calls the police on it wanting it shut down....

Perfect cure all to the doldrums and golly gee blues for sure!!!!!

Sounds like you’ve already started partaking in the festivities, TN.

 

[tnman03]

Sounds like you’ve already started partaking in the festivities, TN.

Not yet...yard mowing first before the rains come in. But I've got cold beer and more for after. Bring on the party!!!

 

[mnbreastluver]

Everything ever invented in the world that exists or existed is because of people having sex.

 

[AnalCreampieGiver]

I'm thinking that was the best meal I've had in awhile.

I fried some chicken and tater tots, sprinkled this good cheese I had on the tots

 

[emsway]

Today is not a good day for all these needy people wanting a piece of me.