Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

[joelslwalker]

What do you imagine them doing that turns you on so much?

Well... it's not so much what I imagine them doing, but rather the look of surprise (sheer terror?) when my wife is used for the first time. Her body feeling for the very first time - the first of many - shaking uncontrollably. Tensing up only to be wound up one notch further. I mean, how would you, for example take my slightly-used-never-fully-penetrated wife?

 

[joelslwalker]

Joel, it would seem like you get sexual gratification on imagining or seeing your wife being sexually gratified. That is not an uncommon in itself.

I am curious to understand what you ultimately mean when you say, "I am a sissy". You follow on by saying that you thrive on lingerie.

If I may, and don't feel you need to answer my questions if you do not want to, but, I will ask anyway.

Do you think that, when you say you are a sissy, are you covering up a feeling of femininity? Would you want to feel like a woman?

No judgement here...

Hi,

Yes, much as it's something I know I've been repressing for the longest time, more and more I'm starting to realize and accept that there is a feeling of intense femininity welling up inside. Softer colours, silkier fabrics, smaller portions, rose wine, the likes.

Yes, I know it's wrong and taboo and whatever you'd want to say, but yes, there are moments when I really want to feel like a woman.

Really.

Also, a bit taken by surprise by your question.

 

[joelslwalker]

joelslwalker - So how does your wife feel about your Submissive tendencies?

Is she a Dom or a sub herself?

Iris_66, to be fair, my wife is more like an efficient Dom. Fast, quick, to the point, get it done and let's move on. Not allowed, really, to dwell on the things I'd like. It's more like speed and time are of the essence for Kitten.

Does that make sense?

There are times when a thought will come to mind. I'll have a spontaneous and involuntary ejaculation. She'll see the evidence and make it known without words that further sex will therefore be unnecessary.

I think, and it's probably wrong, that the ultimate small penis humiliation is martial tease-and-denial.

Does that too make sense?

 

[Vitriolhack]

Hi,

Yes, much as it's something I know I've been repressing for the longest time, more and more I'm starting to realize and accept that there is a feeling of intense femininity welling up inside. Softer colours, silkier fabrics, smaller portions, rose wine, the likes.

Yes, I know it's wrong and taboo and whatever you'd want to say, but yes, there are moments when I really want to feel like a woman.

Really.

Also, a bit taken by surprise by your question.

Sweetie, there is absolutely NOTHING WRONG with what you are feeling and it certainly is not Taboo. Get that out of your head.

Coming to the realization of what we are internally is a journey and for some takes more courage than others especially when we do not fit the "normal" mold.

(((Virtual Hugs)))

 

[joelslwalker]

Sweetie, there is absolutely NOTHING WRONG with what you are feeling and it certainly is not Taboo. Get that out of your head.

Coming to the realization of what we are internally is a journey and for some takes more courage than others especially when we do not fit the "normal" mold.

(((Virtual Hugs)))

Thank you, Vitriolhack
(I just don't know what else to say or do.)

 

[Vitriolhack]

That I'd love to watch a bbc pound her pussy so hard she cums all over it, making it shoot a huge load deep inside her as her toes curl. Love discussing her

Interesting, that would make you a cuckold, but somehow, I think you would enjoy it.

Would you participate?

 

[1960curious]

It always changes but currently it would be to watch another man take my husband.

I picture it in our bedroom, me sitting on the love seat next to our bed. The man is very gentle but also firm with him.

I picture my husband all femme in something lacy and white. He is after all a gay sex virgin.

They kiss gently at first, then my husband is put on his knees and his lover takes his pants down and a semi hard cock is put in my husbands face. He looks over at me. I just smile and say. “You had better get busy.”

Ahh I could keep going, but my lunch is ready..

That I enjoy being with a man!
I want to be with a man and have his wife watch and cheer us on!

 

[Vitriolhack]

It always changes but currently it would be to watch another man take my husband.

I picture it in our bedroom, me sitting on the love seat next to our bed. The man is very gentle but also firm with him.

I picture my husband all femme in something lacy and white. He is after all a gay sex virgin.

They kiss gently at first, then my husband is put on his knees and his lover takes his pants down and a semi hard cock is put in my husbands face. He looks over at me. I just smile and say. “You had better get busy.”

Ahh I could keep going, but my lunch is ready..

This is the beginning of a very hot story....eat quickly, we need the next few lines

I'll help you along.

All dressed up for the occasion, Amber, the female name his wife chose for him looked at his wife for a sign of encouragement she simply answered.

"Go ahead dear, remember, this is your gift to me," and went on to explain, "you know how much it has made me horny thinking of you all dressed up as a girl and accept a nice hard dick in your mouth and boy pussy."

 

[newhere2learn]

So, you live your entire life submitted according to what your mistress is saying to you.

Don't you think your wife/partner should also have a say in it?

No judgement here, I am just wondering.

I do during this month of trial.

My wife has zero libido. Sex two or three times a year. If I'm lucky.

Effectively, combining the two... Has little effect.

 

[Vitriolhack]

I do during this month of trial.

My wife has zero libido. Sex two or three times a year. If I'm lucky.

Effectively, combining the two... Has little effect.

I feel for you.

Have you two considered seeking the help of a therapist?

Has this always been this way between you two?

 

[newhere2learn]

I feel for you.

Have you two considered seeking the help of a therapist?

Has this always been this way between you two?

She's no interest or desire to change things. That'd mean accepting responsibility.

No, this is since kids/health issues. She used to want regular, and varied sex.

 

[jackbird]

secrets

Mine are that I love to cross dress and suck cock. Told her years ago I was curious but didn't tell her I am a cock sucker. Been trying for years to get her into a 3 way and share her with other guys.

 

[Chuck Darwin]

While she's away on business I use her dildo to fuck my ass good.

 

[newhere2learn]

While she's away on business I use her dildo to fuck my ass good.

We've all been there. Only gets interesting if she arrives home early and her 10" dildo is in your ass as you ride it in her wedding lingerie, on cam for a lady on lit.

(So I'm told)

 

[toocurious1974]

Mine are that I love to cross dress and suck cock. Told her years ago I was curious but didn't tell her I am a cock sucker. Been trying for years to get her into a 3 way and share her with other guys.

My secret is the same... never told her of my experiences but finally, just the other night, she told me she really wants to have a MMF three way, and watch me and him exchange oral and see me get fucked! I told her (for the millionth time) I am always willing to do whatever turns her on... going to make this happen soon!

 

[Jcam1980s]

Interesting, that would make you a cuckold, but somehow, I think you would enjoy it.

Would you participate?

Absolutely

 

[jackbird]

My secret is the same... never told her of my experiences but finally, just the other night, she told me she really wants to have a MMF three way, and watch me and him exchange oral and see me get fucked! I told her (for the millionth time) I am always willing to do whatever turns her on... going to make this happen soon!

good for u thats my dream to be a cuckold

 

[Ahusband76]

Sometimes I cum all over her toothbrush

 

[Smallchange4]

Haven't told her yet but at the moment I am getting very aroused by the thought of her seeing me in a pair of panties before some well hung guy fucks me in front of her. My tiny penis jiggling about after he pulls them aside and pumps my ass.

 

[PFWilly]

Pretty sure she has no idea about how I think about her with her grandfather....

 

[o2baPrince]

Sometimes I cum all over her toothbrush

That deserves a pic...

 

[PFWilly]

My secret is the same... never told her of my experiences but finally, just the other night, she told me she really wants to have a MMF three way, and watch me and him exchange oral and see me get fucked! I told her (for the millionth time) I am always willing to do whatever turns her on... going to make this happen soon!

My lady know of my past experiences with other guys...well, most of them anyway, lol. She gets pretty hot talking about that at times. I’m more than willing to entertain her with some MMF action, especially the idea of me sucking cock and getting fucked, but she just won’t follow through.

Dammit!

 

[sterculius]

That I'm a closet cocksucker

 

[Muwarr90]

Pretty sure she has no idea about how I think about her with her grandfather....

Does she have a history of that with her grandfather?

 

[PFWilly]

Does she have a history of that with her grandfather?

She does have a history with her grandfather.