The Bunny Thread

I meant do you like the idea of it?

It's not gonna happen for a while, Cookie has pretty heavy caring responsibilities she cannot up and leave.

Oh, yes, I love the idea. I'm just unfortunately not in a position where I can do much traveling at the moment.
 
This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)


I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.
 
I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I know it sounds trite but, "fake it 'till you make it" does have a certain kernel of truth in it.

We love you hunni-bunni. :heart:
 
This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)

I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.

It's so fucking hard. It really is. Hang on until it's easier.

I'm kind of partial to this, and especially the last line for you:

https://farm8.staticflickr.com/7339/13478667455_a9cc8b7410_o.jpg
 
I so wanna kick this guy's ass for Bunny.
But that would probably get him in the hospital, me in jail and Bunny more upset.

The sentiment is there though. :heart:
 
This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)


I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.



Hugs for you Bun-miester.

I've looked in from time to time on you here.

I wish I had, or anyone had, anything that would wrap this up and make it all better for you. I do.

Quite a few folks here have some good words and fine feelings here for you. Lean on them, on us.

As an aside, Azul has a really great voice, may be he can be convinced to do a happy song for us all? And not the Barney song like last time, eh?

Get it all out, dear.

You are doing the best you can. :rose:



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Hi to Bunz

This post is just me being tragic. Nothing to see here; move right along. (Cross-posted from my Tumblr.)


I had to drive right past the road he lives on today, for the first time since I lost him, and it got to me a lot more than I thought it would.

I pretend like I'm getting better, but I'm not. I'd say the only thing I'm getting better at is pretending, but I suspect I'm not actually fooling anyone, least of all myself.

I'm so angry. I fucking hate that bastard for leading me on, lying to me, using me, and then throwing me away when he was finished without a single fucking word. I hate him so much.

But I still love him.

Goddammit.

In my weak moments, I wonder and worry about him. He's more self-destructive than I am, and I used to be the one he'd come to when it all got to be too much. And even though he's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me, I can't help but worry. Is he ok? God, I hope so.

Anger gets me through the day, and liquor gets me through the evening. But still, it's rare that a night goes by that I don't hide in my bed under the covers and whisper, "Daddy, please come back."

I'm not going to be ok for a long, long time.

I prolly dont belong on this thread, but its interesting. I am in no position to give anyone advice, but lemme tell U a story of me and my woman. I became a widower suddenly, at 69. Met her on dating site; she had been widowed and dating for 14 years. A mismatch. We travelled, loved it, took her all over USA and to Paris, where she broke a hip. She travels well, is sexy, pretty, and not a mean bone in her. In March 2016, she "set me free." But, I had a trip to Germany booked, and wanted her to see Europe a bit. Did it, got back about a year ago, and decided she needed to see Ireland. Did it in April, now still breaking up. There isnt any sex; I am unfit for a commitment.

I am determined to be her friend; and we still date. I talk, email, txt or chat on IM daily. I keep in touch with my friend. She is hurt more than me, but I wont go away. In many ways we are good for each other. I keep thinking, why cant she have a friend? Her kids hate my guts, of course. So now, on a date, we sneak around so as to hide from her kids; which is funny as hell. I should write a note, and ask if its OK for a friend to take granny on a roadtrip, if I promise not to fuck her.

The point: she was a friend first. Excellent character and personality. I think you are lucky to be rid of this selfish bozo. You are young, the world is a big place and your dating pool.Lit is a peach. I suspect you did not pick well. I think the reason B and I are so close is that we are, and shall remain, dear friends. Maybe we are both fools, but we do for each other, and every man needs a lady friend with whom to share.
 
I prolly dont belong on this thread, but its interesting. I am in no position to give anyone advice, but lemme tell U a story of me and my woman. I became a widower suddenly, at 69. Met her on dating site; she had been widowed and dating for 14 years. A mismatch. We travelled, loved it, took her all over USA and to Paris, where she broke a hip. She travels well, is sexy, pretty, and not a mean bone in her. In March 2016, she "set me free." But, I had a trip to Germany booked, and wanted her to see Europe a bit. Did it, got back about a year ago, and decided she needed to see Ireland. Did it in April, now still breaking up. There isnt any sex; I am unfit for a commitment.

I am determined to be her friend; and we still date. I talk, email, txt or chat on IM daily. I keep in touch with my friend. She is hurt more than me, but I wont go away. In many ways we are good for each other. I keep thinking, why cant she have a friend? Her kids hate my guts, of course. So now, on a date, we sneak around so as to hide from her kids; which is funny as hell. I should write a note, and ask if its OK for a friend to take granny on a roadtrip, if I promise not to fuck her.

The point: she was a friend first. Excellent character and personality. I think you are lucky to be rid of this selfish bozo. You are young, the world is a big place and your dating pool.Lit is a peach. I suspect you did not pick well. I think the reason B and I are so close is that we are, and shall remain, dear friends. Maybe we are both fools, but we do for each other, and every man needs a lady friend with whom to share.

Why wouldn't you belong in this thread?

I agree with you. The friendship is the most important part. It really is.
 
Well, Far....

Why wouldn't you belong in this thread?

I agree with you. The friendship is the most important part. It really is.

It seemed to me that it was built for female Litsters, after I read it a bit.
 
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