LittleByLittle
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Hello all, hope you're having a lovely day!
I've been on this site for many years previously, but after beginning to understand more about myself and what I'm looking for, what I want, and perhaps what I need, I have created a new account in order to be more honest with this new side to me.
I'm just going to apologise in advance for what is likely to be a long, frustrated, quite possibly rambling, though hopefully intriguing (at least to a small few) expression of thought and longing.
Phew, ok, now where to begin...
This 'new side to me' is one that I've slowly come to realise is into a variation of the 'DD/lg' dynamic. I still have many reservations about it, but the more I imagine it, the more easily I see myself being part of that kind of relationship, at least, in the way that I view it.
So, how do I even define a 'Daddy' or a 'little girl'? From every bit of research I've done, from the few people I've spoken to, the definitions and expectations of both vary wildy, yet even within those, I struggle to find something I can relate to. For most, there seems to be a large emphasis on 'ageplay' with the 'little' regressing to a much younger age, and that, well, is just not for me. (Please note I'm in no way saying anything against those who do enjoy it!).
However, other parts of the dynamic do interest me; the caring, the teaching, the belonging, the safety, the smiles, the laughs... the butterflies. Hehe, yup, I'll take some of those, please ^_^
Ok, time for a quick anecdote! On my old account, I had a friend who I'd been talking with for probably at least a year if not more, and he understood me like no one ever had before. Everything just clicked. Everything was just so natural. Though we didn't want to set anything in stone, if our relationship were to be classed as anything, it would be closer to 'DD/lg'.
Anyway, the more things progressed with this friend, the more I realised just how much I crave and need that feeling of being held tight, of being reassured that things will be ok, that someone is there for me just as much as I am ready to be there for them. I want teaching and guidance, I want to make someone proud of me, I want to make someone smile just by being as good as I can be to them. I want to be cherished and tucked in at night by someone I trust completely. That feeling when someone calls you 'mine' has got to be one of the most intense emotions one could possibly experience. I want to be your equal and I also want to be 'yours'. No, they are not mutually exclusive.
However, with this friend it eventually became what I felt was a little too one-sided on my part, time differences became too much of an obstacle, and I was surprised to learn that I needed more attention than he could give, unfortunately. Yes, we have talked this out and we now remain happy friends.
Do the sexual aspects of 'DD/lg' intrigue me? Yes, I'd be lying if I said they didn't! However, the prospect of going that far with anyone right now is still pretty terrifying to me. I'm not the most experienced when it comes to these things, so if things were ever to progress anywhere near that kind of level, extremely high levels of patience would certainly be needed! But I imagine something like that is so far off it could be considered crazy to even think about it haha.
So, what was my purpose in writing this post in the first place? I think, ultimately, I'm looking for a connection; a connection that's deep and powerful and all-consuming. Do I think I'll find it here? I want to say never-say-never, but then life has shown me it is much easier to be a pessimist. Perhaps I'd like to find someone who could potentially be this 'Daddy' to me, but I also imagine that what I've written is likely to be terrifying to a lot of people on here so I don't expect much or even a reply, ha. But maybe, just maybe, there's someone out there who thinks 'Well, she sounds unpredictable and challenging and stubborn and entirely impossible. I must talk with her some more'.
However, I know for sure that I would love to hear from people who've had experiences along these lines. Have you ever had a 'Daddy'? Have you ever had a 'little'? Have you ever had similar thoughts to me? Have you never even thought about anything 'DD/lg' related but something in what I've written makes you stop and think for a moment?
Do you want a friend with whom you can have an actual conversation? Do you have a brain and can string a full sentence together?
Message me ^_^
LittleByLittle
I've been on this site for many years previously, but after beginning to understand more about myself and what I'm looking for, what I want, and perhaps what I need, I have created a new account in order to be more honest with this new side to me.
I'm just going to apologise in advance for what is likely to be a long, frustrated, quite possibly rambling, though hopefully intriguing (at least to a small few) expression of thought and longing.
Phew, ok, now where to begin...
This 'new side to me' is one that I've slowly come to realise is into a variation of the 'DD/lg' dynamic. I still have many reservations about it, but the more I imagine it, the more easily I see myself being part of that kind of relationship, at least, in the way that I view it.
So, how do I even define a 'Daddy' or a 'little girl'? From every bit of research I've done, from the few people I've spoken to, the definitions and expectations of both vary wildy, yet even within those, I struggle to find something I can relate to. For most, there seems to be a large emphasis on 'ageplay' with the 'little' regressing to a much younger age, and that, well, is just not for me. (Please note I'm in no way saying anything against those who do enjoy it!).
However, other parts of the dynamic do interest me; the caring, the teaching, the belonging, the safety, the smiles, the laughs... the butterflies. Hehe, yup, I'll take some of those, please ^_^
Ok, time for a quick anecdote! On my old account, I had a friend who I'd been talking with for probably at least a year if not more, and he understood me like no one ever had before. Everything just clicked. Everything was just so natural. Though we didn't want to set anything in stone, if our relationship were to be classed as anything, it would be closer to 'DD/lg'.
Anyway, the more things progressed with this friend, the more I realised just how much I crave and need that feeling of being held tight, of being reassured that things will be ok, that someone is there for me just as much as I am ready to be there for them. I want teaching and guidance, I want to make someone proud of me, I want to make someone smile just by being as good as I can be to them. I want to be cherished and tucked in at night by someone I trust completely. That feeling when someone calls you 'mine' has got to be one of the most intense emotions one could possibly experience. I want to be your equal and I also want to be 'yours'. No, they are not mutually exclusive.
However, with this friend it eventually became what I felt was a little too one-sided on my part, time differences became too much of an obstacle, and I was surprised to learn that I needed more attention than he could give, unfortunately. Yes, we have talked this out and we now remain happy friends.
Do the sexual aspects of 'DD/lg' intrigue me? Yes, I'd be lying if I said they didn't! However, the prospect of going that far with anyone right now is still pretty terrifying to me. I'm not the most experienced when it comes to these things, so if things were ever to progress anywhere near that kind of level, extremely high levels of patience would certainly be needed! But I imagine something like that is so far off it could be considered crazy to even think about it haha.
So, what was my purpose in writing this post in the first place? I think, ultimately, I'm looking for a connection; a connection that's deep and powerful and all-consuming. Do I think I'll find it here? I want to say never-say-never, but then life has shown me it is much easier to be a pessimist. Perhaps I'd like to find someone who could potentially be this 'Daddy' to me, but I also imagine that what I've written is likely to be terrifying to a lot of people on here so I don't expect much or even a reply, ha. But maybe, just maybe, there's someone out there who thinks 'Well, she sounds unpredictable and challenging and stubborn and entirely impossible. I must talk with her some more'.
However, I know for sure that I would love to hear from people who've had experiences along these lines. Have you ever had a 'Daddy'? Have you ever had a 'little'? Have you ever had similar thoughts to me? Have you never even thought about anything 'DD/lg' related but something in what I've written makes you stop and think for a moment?
Do you want a friend with whom you can have an actual conversation? Do you have a brain and can string a full sentence together?
Message me ^_^
LittleByLittle
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