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Midnightmoon02

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I wish you listened when I voiced my needs in our relationship. I wish you realized that I made every effort to listen to your wishes and provided the things you asked to be happy. Instead of rewarding me with the passion, intimacy and love I crave you said it was me being needy and horny.

I miss the amazing sex we had when we were dating. You lured me with the idea that once we married we’d get to try my kinks, fantasies and desires but instead you kept postponing it. If it wasn’t your cup of tea you should’ve mentioned it, instead of leading me on and saying it would happen.

Instead of rolling your eyes and making faces of disgust when I grab your ass in public or compliment your looks, take it as a compliment that I still find you attractive and want to spark something between us. Don’t just shoot me down and make feel like a pervert and childish. I sincerely mean it when I tell you that I love you.

I want to role play, explore our desires and find the fun in the bedroom. Fuck it, let’s escape and make love in the car, in the woods, on the beach. We both say life is too short to live with the what if’s.

I don’t want to watch porn. I want to make our own scenes that are passionate, dirty, sexy and satisfying. You don’t appreciate me for what I am. It saddens me that I love you so much but you could care less. Maybe I’m just your money tree to live comfortable or just don’t care. I don’t know.

I wish you listened me when I jokingly said I’ll have to find someone to give me the pleasure I need instead of laughing and trying to make me feel that I’m not capable. I’ll show you.

I wish I didn’t feel the need to have an affair to get my fix and satisfaction that I need as a man. But I guess this is the way I’ll be able to supplement my sexual desires, so they don’t consume my mind and limit my potential. I’m ready.
 
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