ProfZamorra
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My girlfriend and I have been together for over three years and we live together. A little bit of background about her. She is 47, I am 51. When she was 16 (the youngest of 4 sisters), she was kicked out of her home by her father, a drunk, and her stepmother (her real mother past away when my girlfriend was 13). She was homeless for about 2 years then got together with a much older black guy who was in his 30s.
He got her into drugs and a sexually extremely kinky lifestyle. According to her, he routinely made her have sex with his buddies, or anyone who came to his house to buy or sell drugs for that matter. This went on for about 8 years, at which point she left him for some other drug addict, and then another, and another...all with similar sexual activities.
This all ended when she was 35. She decided she didn't want this life for herself anymore, started to go church (she doesn't anymore), joined Narcotics Anonymous, and has been clean ever since. She told me all this about herself freely and early on, and I accepted her past without holding it against her in any way. I'm no saint, either, plus she is hot.
She is a very attractive woman for her age, despite her past lifestyle, and she has a very outgoing personality. A little too outgoing for my taste sometimes. About a year ago she started a new job at a Safeway Starbucks in a very bad neighborhood. In fact, around here we actually call it The Ghetto. The population is predominantly Black and I feel very uncomfortable about that. Not because I don't like Blacks but because she DOES...and they like her. She is an older white woman, with a fit yet curvy body and very large breasts. She is a magnet for black guys, and I've been witness to that on many occasions. And she is a bit of a flirt.
So, in light of all this, early last week she told me that she would have Friday off and would play golf with someone from work. No problem there, she plays golf a lot. I don't. On Thursday I find out that it wasn't a coworker she was going with, it was a customer. Not just any customer, mind you, but someone who had bought her flowers one time, when she first started her job. And, you may have guessed it, he is a black man, who, apparently doesn't normally play golf.
Add to this that my girlfriend, despite her attractiveness, is very plain in appearance. She NEVER wears makeup, never uses fingernail polish, never wears jewelry, not even ear rings. And lastly, at my preference, she keeps her pubic hair long.
However, on Wednesday she had a hair appointment, where she colored out what little bit of grey she had. On Thursday she had her nails done, including toe nails, and on Thursday night, when we went to bed, I noticed that she had kept her panties on, which was unusual; she always sleeps in the nude. I tried to fool around with her but she wasn't in the mood. When I playfully tried to pull her panties off her anyway, she resisted but I was able to pull them down enough to notice that she had trimmed her pubic hair extremely short. When I jokingly told her that I had noticed all this, and whether it was just a coincidence that she did all this the day before she was going to hang out with her secret admirer, she got very defensive, almost angry, calling me insecure.
So Friday she goes to play golf with this guy, then calls me at around 6 PM, informing me that she wouldn't come home that night. Apparently one of her sisters had called her and wanted to go shopping with her on Saturday and invited her to spend the night.
I guess my question has become obvious to you by now. Is she fucking that guy? Or am I really insecure about this?
He got her into drugs and a sexually extremely kinky lifestyle. According to her, he routinely made her have sex with his buddies, or anyone who came to his house to buy or sell drugs for that matter. This went on for about 8 years, at which point she left him for some other drug addict, and then another, and another...all with similar sexual activities.
This all ended when she was 35. She decided she didn't want this life for herself anymore, started to go church (she doesn't anymore), joined Narcotics Anonymous, and has been clean ever since. She told me all this about herself freely and early on, and I accepted her past without holding it against her in any way. I'm no saint, either, plus she is hot.
She is a very attractive woman for her age, despite her past lifestyle, and she has a very outgoing personality. A little too outgoing for my taste sometimes. About a year ago she started a new job at a Safeway Starbucks in a very bad neighborhood. In fact, around here we actually call it The Ghetto. The population is predominantly Black and I feel very uncomfortable about that. Not because I don't like Blacks but because she DOES...and they like her. She is an older white woman, with a fit yet curvy body and very large breasts. She is a magnet for black guys, and I've been witness to that on many occasions. And she is a bit of a flirt.
So, in light of all this, early last week she told me that she would have Friday off and would play golf with someone from work. No problem there, she plays golf a lot. I don't. On Thursday I find out that it wasn't a coworker she was going with, it was a customer. Not just any customer, mind you, but someone who had bought her flowers one time, when she first started her job. And, you may have guessed it, he is a black man, who, apparently doesn't normally play golf.
Add to this that my girlfriend, despite her attractiveness, is very plain in appearance. She NEVER wears makeup, never uses fingernail polish, never wears jewelry, not even ear rings. And lastly, at my preference, she keeps her pubic hair long.
However, on Wednesday she had a hair appointment, where she colored out what little bit of grey she had. On Thursday she had her nails done, including toe nails, and on Thursday night, when we went to bed, I noticed that she had kept her panties on, which was unusual; she always sleeps in the nude. I tried to fool around with her but she wasn't in the mood. When I playfully tried to pull her panties off her anyway, she resisted but I was able to pull them down enough to notice that she had trimmed her pubic hair extremely short. When I jokingly told her that I had noticed all this, and whether it was just a coincidence that she did all this the day before she was going to hang out with her secret admirer, she got very defensive, almost angry, calling me insecure.
So Friday she goes to play golf with this guy, then calls me at around 6 PM, informing me that she wouldn't come home that night. Apparently one of her sisters had called her and wanted to go shopping with her on Saturday and invited her to spend the night.
I guess my question has become obvious to you by now. Is she fucking that guy? Or am I really insecure about this?
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