girlsmiley
catastrophe
- Joined
- Sep 8, 2010
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I say I'm quitting at 20k, then Laurel goes, and now... *sigh* kbate. Who has become a very dear friend during my time here. A person I admire and look up to. The person I turn to when I have a question or something is bothering me. When I'm sad or happy or tired or horny as fuck. The person who has always stood by me on the board, even when I was a little cunt.
I was hoping that the end would be a happier time, but it's like that's all gone to hell. And I'm heartbroken. Not because she's gone - Well...that too, but because I feel like by saying I was quitting and making her sad has just... pushed it too far. Like it's my fault.
I'm really sorry, K.
I will message you.
I was really hoping goodbye would be fun. And you would all be fine about it and happy and carry on. But I see now that was just all bullshit and I should have known better than to get my hopes up. And now the person I respected the most isn't even here to say goodbye to me. Come back and say goodbye you cunt.
Making me cry. How am I supposed to leave without saying bye? Ugh.
I was hoping that the end would be a happier time, but it's like that's all gone to hell. And I'm heartbroken. Not because she's gone - Well...that too, but because I feel like by saying I was quitting and making her sad has just... pushed it too far. Like it's my fault.
I'm really sorry, K.
I was really hoping goodbye would be fun. And you would all be fine about it and happy and carry on. But I see now that was just all bullshit and I should have known better than to get my hopes up. And now the person I respected the most isn't even here to say goodbye to me. Come back and say goodbye you cunt.
Making me cry. How am I supposed to leave without saying bye? Ugh.