Tricialen
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True that. All life stories end with the hero's demise *sigh*
Btw. I hope you're not a motivational speaker in real life, because you sure aren't very good at it...![]()
I caught some flak for doing an HEA in my SWB series. The entire thing was dark and at times described as "brutal"
I spent 18 months conditioning people to-although they hoped for better-expect them or one of them to die.
In the end I gave them the HEA and many were thrilled(especially after I faked their deaths) but several said I wimped out.
One of them is a very good author and the one person I deigned give an explanation to.
Simply put a lot of me and how I grew up was in that series. I lost a lot of people and friends to addiction or the other things that come with it.
I exorcised some demons writing it and for me to kill them would have been me perpetuating the cycle of garbage I had been conditioned to expect growing up.
So my HEA was the ending I had sorely wished for some that had been close to me and a "fuck you" and flipping the finger to that past life.
For those who truly didn't like the ending all I can say is I have another finger
It was my baby my way from the start with low vote and view totals(for the category) all the way through and many "why don;t you do this, or why is it so dark and you're sick" all the way through.
I thought nothing of it, but I see so many threads dedicated to being concerned-overly many times- with with how to make a reader happy that I guess I was a bit of an anomaly for a new writer.
I'm glad I wrote here for a year before coming to the boards. I think they would have affected what I as doing. By the time I did come I had enough of a following to not be paranoid I was doing something wrong.
Sorry I am nursing a very broken heart. I feel so sad and broken. I just don't believe in HEA anymore..... except in fiction.