An Apology

A Counter Apology to BonnyBlue,

I feel as much to blame on some things. Though it is too late, you should know I have always loved you. I just never communicated this to you in the ways I should have. Though I possess a myriad of skills and abilities the one I should have focused on the most was communication. Wrapped up in my own career and blinded by my own arrogance thinking my way was always the best course of action. I never stopped to really just listen and understand what you wanted though you did try repeatedly. I just never listened. For that I will forever be sorry. I sit here looking at an unopened boardgame and a pair of new walking shoes you bought me that you intended to use as an attempt for us to reconnect. I didn't get it yet again. The hurt we both have caused each other is irrepairable. I have no excuse for my lack of understanding and my arrogance and can only ask your forgiveness for that.

Forever Yours,
Jeff
 
Is it considered rude to just hang out here and watch, waiting for these two who are obviously attracted deeply to each other, to start a real nice slow cyberfuck... is it getting warm in here?
 
Have you ever done anything you feel terrible about?

I have, and I must apologize though I know it's too little too late. In starting this, thinking it was safe and benign, I have discovered that I have caused hurt to someone I never intended to. To this person, I must say I'm sorry! Truly sorry for the things I've done and said.

Im thinking this will be my last post, forever? Dont know. But at least for now.

If you really want to make amends and show the best possible contrition, you will let this person have sex with you.

Let him fuck you hard, fast and raw. Let him climb between your thighs and pound your pussy bareback like it was his last meal on earth, until he gnashes his teeth, his muscles stiffen, his toes curl, his ass cheeks clench up and his hard cock spurts streams of hot, creamy, curdy seed deep inside your tight, loving warm womb.

Everything will be right as rain after this.
 
No.

These are actually two truck drivers, one on a layover in Toledo, the other in Bakersfield, CA.

They shared some steamy, killer cyber on Lit Chat last night. Problem is, both got drunk and can't remember which one is suppose to be the fun sexy housewife.:cool:

Somehow, I just didn't really need to know that ... back to my fantasies!
 
Hey guys, as long as you are both still alive its never too late to forgive and move forward, some would even say it could beyond life as long as you both still care on some level.

You can never go back to what was, the innocence and benefit of doubt is no longer there so new ways of communication and trust must happen.

It drives me insane when people let communication problems and such drive them out of each others lives. Maybe you can't be lovers or whatever but there was something there that made you smile about them, so you could at least be friends.

So many things are a time and place thing, and you never know what might happen in the future, life has strange changes and you can never have too many friends.

Several years ago, a friend was complaining during his divorce that he wasn't meeting women he liked, nothing wrong with them but he just wasn't into it. He said told me he would like to meet someone like B. I asked about her, and he said she would never speak to him because of what he did. I found out her last words were about meeting for coffee someday, so I said "call her, ask her for coffee!" Which he did, and they worked things out, they have been happily married for a while now through some pretty tiring circumstances. If he had continued in his belief that she wouldn't speak to him and they couldn't find a new way forward, his life would be very different.
 
Love means never having to say you're sorry:cool:


I think this is bullshit except in the case where someone sick/dying doesn't need to say they are sorry for being ill or leaving which is how the quote was used in the movie.
 
A Counter Apology to BonnyBlue,

I feel as much to blame on some things. Though it is too late, you should know I have always loved you. I just never communicated this to you in the ways I should have. Though I possess a myriad of skills and abilities the one I should have focused on the most was communication. Wrapped up in my own career and blinded by my own arrogance thinking my way was always the best course of action. I never stopped to really just listen and understand what you wanted though you did try repeatedly. I just never listened. For that I will forever be sorry. I sit here looking at an unopened boardgame and a pair of new walking shoes you bought me that you intended to use as an attempt for us to reconnect. I didn't get it yet again. The hurt we both have caused each other is irrepairable. I have no excuse for my lack of understanding and my arrogance and can only ask your forgiveness for that.

Forever Yours,
Jeff

You joined Lit in May and already in love?:rolleyes:
 
You joined Lit in May and already in love?:rolleyes:

She was my wife of over 20 years and no, I am not into this lifestyle as I have had no real experience nor dealings with it until just a few days ago when I found out what was going on. I am just a good ole boy who accidentally found out what his wife really wanted out of life and it wasn't the life we shared. But I have accepted it for what it is now. It is what it is and I will continue to survive.

The loser that wrote the post about the 2 truck drivers was somewhat right. However the location and number of truckers was wrong. I drove trucks and HUMVEES in Kuwait and on the borders of Iraq during OIF 2,3,6 and 7, not Bakersfield. My soon to be ex-wife is not a truck driver however. I just lost her over time, too many deployments away from home and by not listening and communicating with her. I didn't even know who she really was until just a few days ago. Seems to be a reoccuring theme these days.

Regardless of my shortcomings, I still didn't deserve this shocking revelation but who ever really does? Cognizant Dissanance I believe is the term for my experience. Everything you believed is not so. It was like waking from the Matrix and being dumped into a sewer. No good can come from deceit or adultery when the other one isn't into it or sharing, which I don't share. You cannot expect to do these things behind someone's back and still continue to be loved, fed, clothed, taken care of etc. You cannot have your cake and eat it too especially when that person you are doing it to would have killed or died for you. Tragically, I may have actually explored, to a certain degree, the thoughts and fantasies she had if I would have been given a little more time to see what this was all about. I just don't share well with others. I am a one woman man and all I need is a one man woman. Its just how I am wired.

Deception is never a good practice as it hurts not only yourself, but others around you including the innocent lives that may depend upon you. Thats all I got to say about that. Again, no disrespect for your lifestyle. Just disrespect to adulterers and liars and cheaters. I guess I will see you in Hell.
 
She left you because you have a tiny dick and loads of gay porn on your hard drive.

You're fooling nobody, loser.
 
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