Very_Bad_Man
Evil Genius Incognito
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- May 15, 2011
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Sometimes I wonder if men like me are a dying breed. At one time I thought gay/bi men a rarity. I thought them a freak of nature. I never held any hate or ill will yet I still thought of them as peculiar. Most times I never gave them any thought.
Most of my adult life has been spent in the Marine Corps where men were men or were they? I wonder now how many Marines, in the shower, were gazing covertly at my heavy artillery with nefarious thoughts? Many "heterosexual" men would be creeped out but I think a secure straight man could care less. I know I never gave much thought to it. Oh there were a few Marines I had suspicions about because I saw them looking. But even straight men check out other guys packages to compare. It is natural since most men are concerned if they measure up.
I have been described as an insensitive, beer guzzling, whiskey chugging, meat eating, chest beating, testosterone dripping, jarhead muthafucking Marine. I take pride in those descriptions except for the sensitivity remark. My ex-wife chastises me frequently that I am no longer a Marine and need to mellow out. My response is always, "Once a Marine always a Marine". You Marines on this board understand. My ex-wife just smiles her secretive smile. She knows beneath the Marine persona lies a much more complex man than the outside world knows.
I have always believed the (DADT) Don't Ask, Don't Tell rule in the military was ridiculous. President Clinton took the easy way out with that directive. The view that having gays in the armed forces would undermine morale, discipline, and here is the big one "unit cohesion" are totally bogus. They said the same thing about blacks and women. We adjusted. Sure it will cause some upheaval but change generally does. Men and women, no matter their race or sexual orientation can serve their country with honor and distinction and already have albeit from the closet. Courage knows no race or sexual orientation. Of course you must leave your pink tutu and fairy wings at home.
I do confess when I read these boards I wonder if men like me still have a place. Do women still love us men that just want to drink some booze and fuck them all night? Must I crave a dildo in my ass or your friends dick in my mouth to please you? I know I will not change. I am one of those testosterone dripping chest beaters that simply love women. I am incapable of change.
Most of my adult life has been spent in the Marine Corps where men were men or were they? I wonder now how many Marines, in the shower, were gazing covertly at my heavy artillery with nefarious thoughts? Many "heterosexual" men would be creeped out but I think a secure straight man could care less. I know I never gave much thought to it. Oh there were a few Marines I had suspicions about because I saw them looking. But even straight men check out other guys packages to compare. It is natural since most men are concerned if they measure up.
I have been described as an insensitive, beer guzzling, whiskey chugging, meat eating, chest beating, testosterone dripping, jarhead muthafucking Marine. I take pride in those descriptions except for the sensitivity remark. My ex-wife chastises me frequently that I am no longer a Marine and need to mellow out. My response is always, "Once a Marine always a Marine". You Marines on this board understand. My ex-wife just smiles her secretive smile. She knows beneath the Marine persona lies a much more complex man than the outside world knows.
I have always believed the (DADT) Don't Ask, Don't Tell rule in the military was ridiculous. President Clinton took the easy way out with that directive. The view that having gays in the armed forces would undermine morale, discipline, and here is the big one "unit cohesion" are totally bogus. They said the same thing about blacks and women. We adjusted. Sure it will cause some upheaval but change generally does. Men and women, no matter their race or sexual orientation can serve their country with honor and distinction and already have albeit from the closet. Courage knows no race or sexual orientation. Of course you must leave your pink tutu and fairy wings at home.
I do confess when I read these boards I wonder if men like me still have a place. Do women still love us men that just want to drink some booze and fuck them all night? Must I crave a dildo in my ass or your friends dick in my mouth to please you? I know I will not change. I am one of those testosterone dripping chest beaters that simply love women. I am incapable of change.