Wishes I could be a girl

[Wanna_B_Girl]

Hi, I'm a guy who isn't homosexual and aren't attracted to men, however I want to suck a guys cock. Yet, I wish I were a girl...id get a sex change if I could afford it and go all the way with it, and id still be with girls...so I supose I'm a lesbian trapped in a mans body who would be willing to suck a guy off from time to time. When I look at blowjob porn I imagin how that girl must feel sucking the dick and how good they make it look. Weird I'm sure...but I'm envious of women, their bodies, clothes...how they can be so seductive and sexual. How at times they are instraments of sexual desire. Id be willing to explore my strange desire through roleplay for this is the first time I've openly admited this wish (desire). I'm also greatly turned on by the idea of a woman forcing me (non-violent) into sucking a mans cock and humilitating me as I do it, such as calling me names pertaining to blowjobs...but I wouldn't be a man doing it, id be a woman. If that makes scene. Id be willing to roleplay this all out if you want to send me a PM. Thanks for your time & for not judging me.

 

[YoungLisa]

No one judges anyone here. Welcome to Lit and enjoy your fantasies.

 

[gagginforit]

As confusing as it might be (it is for me anyway because I have similar desires) it's not that uncommon. Check out this thread here. Ok it's a porn post but it will give you some idea of how common it is for straight or mostly straight guys to share the same desire if only temporarily.

http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?t=596222

Welcome to Lit and feel free to express yourself here in Fetish Central. I've found it to be a completely friendly and supportive place.

 

[ElijaRDC]

No one judges anyone here

I hate to say it but that's not exactly true. While the good majority of Lit members are open-minded and at worse just keep their mouths shut about things they themselves aren't into, there are (sadly) a few here and there who like to demean those whose sexual interests are more taboo than their own.

I myself had my first haters on my pic thread today, after I posted a set of photos I took of myself peeing in the bathtub, one of whom proclaimed me "fat and nasty" after having previously posted compliments about my body many times. Just an example of the ignorance you may see here.

I expect you will find that the good experiences on the Lit forums will greatly outweigh the negative ones. I certainly hope so, as this can be a wonderful outlet of expression for and means of information about a myriad of sexual topics.

Your personal situation of wishing to suck cock despite an otherwise straight orientation is quite common if the Fetish board here is any indication. There is a quite extensive thread on this topic already going, I believe. You may wish to take a look at that.


In any case, welcome aboard and best wishes to you

 

[Svejk]

Dude this is the third thread you've started on this subject in two days. Fuck knows I understand the need to vent on the net, but maybe keep in constrained to just the one thread, eh? Or in any of the many (many) other threads on dedicedly similar subjects.

On topic though, there was a thread on the GLBT board in which someone offfered a wueer female perspective on the idea of a lesbian trapped in a man's body. I'm paraphrasing, but what I think she was saying was that guys like you (and me) see lesbian porn that expresses kind of tenderness that isn't present in hetro porn and project ourselves onto that image of tender loving, the gender queer element is something that doesn't really go beyond the surface.

 

[Stella_Omega]

Dude this is the third thread you've started on this subject in two days. Fuck knows I understand the need to vent on the net, but maybe keep in constrained to just the one thread, eh? Or in any of the many (many) other threads on dedicedly similar subjects.

On topic though, there was a thread on the GLBT board in which someone offfered a wueer female perspective on the idea of a lesbian trapped in a man's body. I'm paraphrasing, but what I think she was saying was that guys like you (and me) see lesbian porn that expresses kind of tenderness that isn't present in hetro porn and project ourselves onto that image of tender loving, the gender queer element is something that doesn't really go beyond the surface.

yeah, something like that.

And to contrary too, I know a lot of women who identify with what they think male sexuality is-- rough, aggressive, confident. In the writing communities, these women become so fixated on that ideal that they say they don't like women's bits, and think women are icky.

But the truth is, the desire to be rough and confident comes from within those women, and is in no way a sign of masculinity.Similarly, the softness and tenderness that you guys fell shows you're feminine side-- is part of you already.

You don't need tits to be sweet and docile. I don't need a cock and balls to be confident and proactive.

But I'll be the first to admit-- it sure would be nice to have 'em!

 

[blade_rocknut]

yeah, something like that.

And to contrary too, I know a lot of women who identify with what they think male sexuality is-- rough, aggressive, confident. In the writing communities, these women become so fixated on that ideal that they say they don't like women's bits, and think women are icky.

But the truth is, the desire to be rough and confident comes from within those women, and is in no way a sign of masculinity.Similarly, the softness and tenderness that you guys fell shows you're feminine side-- is part of you already.

You don't need tits to be sweet and docile. I don't need a cock and balls to be confident and proactive. But I'll be the first to admit-- it sure would be nice to have 'em!

Golden.

 

[Kitkat103]

On lit its not out of the ordinary to have a gender envy/ I wish I was her/him thread. I actually went through a phase where I wish I had a penis so I could imagine how it felt to have a blow job. So don't worry about people being so judgmental. Welcome to Lit!

 

[Stella_Omega]

On lit its not out of the ordinary to have a gender envy/ I wish I was her/him thread. I actually went through a phase where I wish I had a penis so I could imagine how it felt to have a blow job. So don't worry about people being so judgmental. Welcome to Lit!

yep-- and sounding and CBT, and prostate games. I want a dick-- but I'd probably break my new toy pretty quick after getting it!

 

[Leslie51]

Hi, I'm a guy who isn't homosexual and aren't attracted to men, however I want to suck a guys cock. Yet, I wish I were a girl...id get a sex change if I could afford it and go all the way with it, and id still be with girls...so I supose I'm a lesbian trapped in a mans body who would be willing to suck a guy off from time to time. When I look at blowjob porn I imagin how that girl must feel sucking the dick and how good they make it look. Weird I'm sure...but I'm envious of women, their bodies, clothes...how they can be so seductive and sexual. How at times they are instraments of sexual desire. Id be willing to explore my strange desire through roleplay for this is the first time I've openly admited this wish (desire). I'm also greatly turned on by the idea of a woman forcing me (non-violent) into sucking a mans cock and humilitating me as I do it, such as calling me names pertaining to blowjobs...but I wouldn't be a man doing it, id be a woman. If that makes scene. Id be willing to roleplay this all out if you want to send me a PM. Thanks for your time & for not judging me.

I am a sissy and love to be dressed in sexy lingerie. I love to suck cock and swallow a hot load of cum. I don’t consider myself a homosexual. I’m a female in a male body.