Confessions: What Are Yours?

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ICT I spent too much time this morning NOT writing but looking at Literotica forums and listening to the conversations the students were having at Starbucks.

<up down left right> Bless me, Father, for I have sinned...wait, not THAT kind of confession? Whew!
Lol. At least you enjoyed yourself. That's what Lit is all about. Welcome :) I'm so glad I'm not Catholic. I'd have way too many things to confess.
 
ICT I'm talking to a super sexy lit member via yahoo

IACT I'm trying to convince him to do a lit AmPic thread

IFCT b/c he's nervous about others finding out who he is that I volunteered to post for him :p
 
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ICT that although I'm glad to be visiting my sis in June, I wish I had been asked to go to one particular place instead.
 
ICT.....I'm devious.....and a deviant.
 
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ICT when I found out my friend, who I'm madly in love with, will be at my gig this weekend, I got very, very nervous.
 
ICT I dreamed about kissing a girl last night and it just made me so happy and made me feel so alone all day.

IACT sometimes I'm whiney and having a pity party

IFCT I can still feel her slender, soft lips barely touching mine
 
ICT despite the fact that you were younger than me, I at least thought you had some maturity to you, but you have proved me wrong so many damn times.

IFCT you are a BITCH.. and I don't mean Babe In Total Control of Herself. You are an immature little brat who couldn't handle having real unconditional love in front of you and you turned your back on it. TWICE-- really you didn't have to say you wanted to get back together with me just to hook up one night, honey I woulda hooked up with you that night all you had to do was ask. I do not know why there is even an OUNCE of me that cares about you, and how the fuck you are doing, but there is. And I shouldn't care because you slammed the door on me and AC without rhyme or warning in September. You have totally cut me out of your life, blocked my email address, defriended me EVERYWHERE, and yet you still have that one little spy to look at my status in case you care. A little buddy to tell you, well this is her status... I was a friend to you, I loaned you money so that you could go to school this year, but that's what friends do. I knew you wouldn't pay it back, I didn't expect you to, but I also didn't expect you to cut me out of your life because you didn't want to deal with your feelings, or you were afraid I was going to hurt you again or whatever bullshit reason you created in your mind. Because it was something you created, because I didn't say a cross word to you, or try to talk to you or anything because I was afraid of being cut out again- well look at me now, I was cut out anyways. Is that what you do to people you care about? You were dating me, saying you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me, and yet you were still in love with AC. No wonder you got so defensive when I would comment on you splitting time between us. You cut BOTH of us out of your life-- BOTH. You were the one who proposed first, and said that you wanted to marry me, and I said let's wait...Did you know that I was going to ask you seriously on our one year anniversary? Because I didn't think life could get any better, we hadn't fought, that I knew of anyways, and yet you were miserable and exploded. I gave you my heart, and the moment I did that, you threw it back in my face. I've spent a year building my life back, building my moods back, and yet every time I think I'm done-- there is something else.

ICT it bothers me that I got this worked up about it, but I'm glad I got it out.

IACT there is still a part of me that wants to be friends, and misses our friendship the way that it was before we started dating. I miss talking to you, because since it ended-- I feel like a lost one of my best friends.
 
ICT that this mad me sad.....Sorry SC TIGER.


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ICT despite the fact that you were younger than me, I at least thought you had some maturity to you, but you have proved me wrong so many damn times.

IFCT you are a BITCH.. and I don't mean Babe In Total Control of Herself. You are an immature little brat who couldn't handle having real unconditional love in front of you and you turned your back on it. TWICE-- really you didn't have to say you wanted to get back together with me just to hook up one night, honey I woulda hooked up with you that night all you had to do was ask. I do not know why there is even an OUNCE of me that cares about you, and how the fuck you are doing, but there is. And I shouldn't care because you slammed the door on me and AC without rhyme or warning in September. You have totally cut me out of your life, blocked my email address, defriended me EVERYWHERE, and yet you still have that one little spy to look at my status in case you care. A little buddy to tell you, well this is her status... I was a friend to you, I loaned you money so that you could go to school this year, but that's what friends do. I knew you wouldn't pay it back, I didn't expect you to, but I also didn't expect you to cut me out of your life because you didn't want to deal with your feelings, or you were afraid I was going to hurt you again or whatever bullshit reason you created in your mind. Because it was something you created, because I didn't say a cross word to you, or try to talk to you or anything because I was afraid of being cut out again- well look at me now, I was cut out anyways. Is that what you do to people you care about? You were dating me, saying you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me, and yet you were still in love with AC. No wonder you got so defensive when I would comment on you splitting time between us. You cut BOTH of us out of your life-- BOTH. You were the one who proposed first, and said that you wanted to marry me, and I said let's wait...Did you know that I was going to ask you seriously on our one year anniversary? Because I didn't think life could get any better, we hadn't fought, that I knew of anyways, and yet you were miserable and exploded. I gave you my heart, and the moment I did that, you threw it back in my face. I've spent a year building my life back, building my moods back, and yet every time I think I'm done-- there is something else.

ICT it bothers me that I got this worked up about it, but I'm glad I got it out.

IACT there is still a part of me that wants to be friends, and misses our friendship the way that it was before we started dating. I miss talking to you, because since it ended-- I feel like a lost one of my best friends.
 
I C T .. the surge of drama this evening has upset the hormones and baby therefore causing a bout of morning sickness.. I am not amused *growls*
 
ICT despite the fact that you were younger than me, I at least thought you had some maturity to you, but you have proved me wrong so many damn times.

IFCT you are a BITCH.. and I don't mean Babe In Total Control of Herself. You are an immature little brat who couldn't handle having real unconditional love in front of you and you turned your back on it. TWICE-- really you didn't have to say you wanted to get back together with me just to hook up one night, honey I woulda hooked up with you that night all you had to do was ask. I do not know why there is even an OUNCE of me that cares about you, and how the fuck you are doing, but there is. And I shouldn't care because you slammed the door on me and AC without rhyme or warning in September. You have totally cut me out of your life, blocked my email address, defriended me EVERYWHERE, and yet you still have that one little spy to look at my status in case you care. A little buddy to tell you, well this is her status... I was a friend to you, I loaned you money so that you could go to school this year, but that's what friends do. I knew you wouldn't pay it back, I didn't expect you to, but I also didn't expect you to cut me out of your life because you didn't want to deal with your feelings, or you were afraid I was going to hurt you again or whatever bullshit reason you created in your mind. Because it was something you created, because I didn't say a cross word to you, or try to talk to you or anything because I was afraid of being cut out again- well look at me now, I was cut out anyways. Is that what you do to people you care about? You were dating me, saying you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me, and yet you were still in love with AC. No wonder you got so defensive when I would comment on you splitting time between us. You cut BOTH of us out of your life-- BOTH. You were the one who proposed first, and said that you wanted to marry me, and I said let's wait...Did you know that I was going to ask you seriously on our one year anniversary? Because I didn't think life could get any better, we hadn't fought, that I knew of anyways, and yet you were miserable and exploded. I gave you my heart, and the moment I did that, you threw it back in my face. I've spent a year building my life back, building my moods back, and yet every time I think I'm done-- there is something else.

ICT it bothers me that I got this worked up about it, but I'm glad I got it out.

IACT there is still a part of me that wants to be friends, and misses our friendship the way that it was before we started dating. I miss talking to you, because since it ended-- I feel like a lost one of my best friends.

ICT I can empathize. And I hope the venting helped.
 
Thanks :)

I feel like I owe the thread an apology for unloading.. haha
No apologies needed. That's what this thread is for, good or bad. Its good to have a place where no one knows you and you can say exactly how you feel without worrying what people think. I'm sorry you've been hurt so deeply. Unfortunately, that's part of life. I hope better days come soon :rose:
 
ICT I just shed a tear...........
IACT it's not a good sign....
IFCT sometimes it sucks to be a woman because a mere thought brings forth avalanches of the past and the pain is still fresh.

ICT I know exactly the type of thought you are referring to.
 
ICT two birthday parties on a school night is a very bad idea.2 kids hyped up on cake and kool aid is a very bad idea. One tired dad who was ready to sleep, but won't be able to is a very bad idea. 6 am coming quickly in the morning is a very bad idea. Ok, let's fight!
 
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ICT I may be getting sick.....

Instead of a hardcore fuck, I may just want someone to lay in bed and cuddle with.....

What's wrong with me?!?
 
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