txconfidential
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Well, to be truthful, it may just be that I can be pretty pessimistic about my own life, you are very right though miss TX , I'm sure that I could find someone that I could be myself and acceptable to. My history is just lined with a lot of bad luck, so sometimes I just kind of don't try. But I really should, but I don't know how to introduce a woman into the military life, might wait until I get out next year.
By the way, you in your Master's Green, absolutely phenomenal, especially taken with you leaning over the putter, I don't think that any part of your beautiful body could impede you in anything![]()
I hear you on that, ShadowFyre. I tend to be pessimistic on my relationship outlook, myself. I know what I had, I know what we lost, I spent years telling trying to protect myself from being hurt. For example, when my best friend's husband would sneak her away for a romantic getaway, I'd tell myself "That's the kind of husband she has... not you." Well, say that enough and it get's shorthanded and translated into "That's not for you - that's for someone else." And it does't take long to start believing the twisted version of that message. So on one level, I know it's ridiculous to believe, but at the more powerful (for now) subconscious level, that's the message that I feel. It sucks.
I imagine it would be difficult for a woman without a military background (via her father/ family) to endure the hardships.

Glad you like the photo - if I make it to a driving range, and if I suck, you can bet I'm gonna blame it on the girls.