Bits and pieces

[shadysmurfette]

I can... but not in a good kinda way. And not for very long.

Who said I wanted "good". Mmmm just say "take those knickers off...."short and to the point

 

[y=mx+b]

I should have wrote it.

I should have wrote it when I was here
when I had the chance
before I got up
and did what I did
that lead me to lose what I had

It's gone

I wish it wasn't

It was something I wanted to share
I wanted for you to read it
and hold it
just for a second
or for however long
you felt comfortable doing so

Perhaps it's for the better
perhaps what I didn't write
needs the time to before it can be written

no matter

It still hurts me that I let her go
let her go back
to rest
just under my skin
showering naked
bathing in the emotions
behind my eyes
as they pull the memories
out from the things I have seen
from the forms I've come to believe
that I've come to hold
clenching my teeth
swallowing hard
tilting my head back
so that things flow back
instead of down
my face.

because I had her
I told her to wait
and I left her alone
I forgot
a minute for me
was forever for her
and she waited
and grew old without me
alone
broken and hurt
reaching out for me
while my back was turned
her silent screaming
once again haunt my emotions
as she dreams herself
back to sleep
somewhere deep inside
near a place that doesn't exist.

 

[Vixxennn]

Perfection. Absolutely perfection.

 

[Sweetone70]

Perfection. Absolutely perfection.

DITTO

 

[JessiePi]

It makes me so angry to think that you may not realize the extent of your talent.

 

[y=mx+b]

I am 34.

 

[Vixxennn]

I am 34.

Good to know... I wondered.

I am 23. (So not part of the 'older women' that you are fond of... which I'm sure you knew )

 

[shadysmurfette]

I like your piece Y. Its interesting. I feel like this could be about a lover or your creativity. Nicely done



ps Look at your fine ass mmmmm 34 huh?

 

[JessiePi]

I am 34.

Lol.... I should probably thank you for answering my question cause it sounds like you just randomly felt the need to throw that bit of information out there... We don't need to give people any more of a reason to think you got a few screws loose....

 

[Sweetone70]

I am 34.

I'm fond of younger men

 

[y=mx+b]

Something of mine I had stashed away...

Shhh I said

Why be quiet?
She responded.

Shhh I said caressing her face.

I watched her.
Her eyes of blue closed
her lips softly parting.
I felt myself moving forward

and we touched.



In the spring time the snow melts
water pools
and flows
and moistens the ground
hard with frost.

Encompassing,
it conforms to the body
holding it
inundating it
breaking it down
until finally the two come together
and become each others individual.



I watch the snow melt
and witness the passion of Spring take hold of the Earths body.

Shhh she says
as their fingers entwine.

Why?
He responds

Shhh she says
closing his eyes with her touch.

Summer is near.

 

[Vixxennn]

Shhh I said

Why be quiet?
She responded.

Shhh I said caressing her face.

I watched her.
Her eyes of blue closed
her lips softly parting.
I felt myself moving forward

and we touched.



In the spring time the snow melts
water pools
and flows
and moistens the ground
hard with frost.

Encompassing,
it conforms to the body
holding it
inundating it
breaking it down
until finally the two come together
and become each others individual.



I watch the snow melt
and witness the passion of Spring take hold of the Earths body.

Shhh she says
as their fingers entwine.

Why?
He responds

Shhh she says
closing his eyes with her touch.

Summer is near.

You are so good at what you do.

 

[y=mx+b]

so my wife is over there across the room reading whatever she's reading on her Barnes and Nobel Nook while I was sitting here browsing the porn vids. Because I'm me and well, I'm confident in my sexuality and don't give so much a fuck what other's think, I was surfing through the men's jackoff section. It doesn't so much turn me on as it does entertain me because as it turns out... a number of guys take jerking off to a whole different kind of level and quite frankly... I find hands free ejaculation rather captivating... with or without the electrodes.

But I let myself digress much further than I intended...

but before I continue on, an fyi...

I like my cock. I am happy with it's size, heft, and performance. I do not wish it was anything other than what it already is. It is perfect for me, for it's intended (and otherwise) use. Are there guys with bigger cocks? Yes. Are there guys with smaller cocks? Yes. Do I wish I could be bigger/smaller? Of course! But only for three fuckings.

okay... so now that all that's out of the way. I'm watching men jerk themselves off when I say to my wife... "I wish my cock was bigger." and she's like... "no." and I go... "But look at what I could be!"

 

[y=mx+b]

and she says... "no."

and goes back to reading.

 

[y=mx+b]

and she says... "no."

and goes back to reading.

actually... that's not the truth. She was a bit more like "fuck no!" but I wanted to play it down as if she were placating me... telling me what I wanted to hear so you all could be like... "I bet she's sitting there 'reading' while she's actually secretly wishing his cock really was that big. And really... that guys cock really isn't that big to begin with... and if y=mx thinks that that is big..."

 

[Vixxennn]

actually... that's not the truth. She was a bit more like "fuck no!" but I wanted to play it down as if she were placating me... telling me what I wanted to hear so you all could be like... "I bet she's sitting there 'reading' while she's actually secretly wishing his cock really was that big. And really... that guys cock really isn't that big to begin with... and if y=mx thinks that that is big..."

Um, no... She's right. Too big, way too big for me.

 

[y=mx+b]

and in other news... I love this little GIF so much I had bring here into my own little lit home.

http://queersexpositive.tumblr.com/photo/1280/4056857767/1/tumblr_lic8h6jFI41qe8p5x

 

[Kitkat103]

Thought you would enjoy these, sorry they are so big. These are actually sketches for the actual animation....


http://www.satinminions.com/img/a1-1.gif

http://www.satinminions.com/img/Blowjob-Animation-2.gif

http://www.satinminions.com/img/gfr_front1-3.gif

 

[Sweetone70]

And I got my amusement for the night...you never disappoint me Y
and your wife is right..Fuck NO!

 

[y=mx+b]

Um, no... She's right. Too big, way too big for me.

*whew!*
my neurotic self induced paranoia was starting to make me question the validity of my love and appreciation for my penis.

that said... how do I know you're not one of those creepy small cock fetish chicks?

which reminds me of an interview I heard on the radio. It was of an author (I wished to fuck I remembered who the the author was... I want to say it was Chuck Pala... Plana... Plancka... whoever the fuck it was the wrote Fight Club) and he was talking about lit clit groupies and how after the release of one book where the main character was a man with notably small penis, he started getting fan mail and was approached by women during book signings whom assumed that he (like some authors do) was projecting himself into the character and assumed he was... well... small. It was actually a pretty informative and interesting interview about fans.

and fuck now that I think about it... I think that's what the radio program was about... the relationship between fan and artist... how the works of an artist give rise to certain expectations of them by their fans.


kinda like how all you all think I'm this physically attractive, highly sexual, sensualist romantic capable of fucking your crotch with my cock as well as my mind... when in reality...


Aw fuck it. Why dash your hopes and expectations of me?

I am... I can... and I will.

 

[y=mx+b]

Thought you would enjoy these, sorry they are so big. These are actually sketches for the actual animation....

!WIN!

 

[Vixxennn]

*whew!*
my neurotic self induced paranoia was starting to make me question the validity of my love and appreciation for my penis.

that said... how do I know you're not one of those creepy small cock fetish chicks?

which reminds me of an interview I heard on the radio. It was of an author (I wished to fuck I remembered who the the author was... I want to say it was Chuck Pala... Plana... Plancka... whoever the fuck it was the wrote Fight Club) and he was talking about lit clit groupies and how after the release of one book where the main character was a man with notably small penis, he started getting fan mail and was approached by women during book signings whom assumed that he (like some authors do) was projecting himself into the character and assumed he was... well... small. It was actually a pretty informative and interesting interview about fans.

and fuck now that I think about it... I think that's what the radio program was about... the relationship between fan and artist... how the works of an artist give rise to certain expectations of them by their fans.


kinda like how all you all think I'm this physically attractive, highly sexual, sensualist romantic capable of fucking your crotch with my cock as well as my mind... when in reality...


Aw fuck it. Why dash your hopes and expectations of me?

I am... I can... and I will.

Ok, first of all, I am not a "creepy small cock fetish chick", I can promise you that. I like my cocks normal sized. I'm like Goldilocks. Not too big and not too small... Jussst Righhht. And by the few pictures I've seen of some of yours, it looks pretty good to me.

And the second part, I know you like us to question why we are all so attracted to you and you might feel like you're fooling us in some way and I don't care. I'm glad that you see it my way now and aren't going to ruin whatever facade you think you're giving.

 

[y=mx+b]

Ok, first of all, I am not a "creepy small cock fetish chick", I can promise you that. I like my cocks normal sized. I'm like Goldilocks. Not too big and not too small... Jussst Righhht. And by the few pictures I've seen of some of yours, it looks pretty good to me.

And the second part, I know you like us to question why we are all so attracted to you and you might feel like you're fooling us in some way and I don't care. I'm glad that you see it my way now and aren't going to ruin whatever facade you think you're giving.

come hell or high water I will ruin my image of me in your head and you can't fucking stop me from doing so!

I built it. I shall destroy it.

 

[Vixxennn]

come hell or high water I will ruin my image of me in your head and you can't fucking stop me from doing so!

I built it. I shall destroy it.

I hope that's not a challenge because I'm not sure its one that either of us will enjoy.

But good luck to you on that, sir.

 

[JessiePi]

so my wife is over there across the room reading whatever she's reading on her Barnes and Nobel Nook while I was sitting here browsing the porn vids. Because I'm me and well, I'm confident in my sexuality and don't give so much a fuck what other's think, I was surfing through the men's jackoff section. It doesn't so much turn me on as it does entertain me because as it turns out... a number of guys take jerking off to a whole different kind of level and quite frankly... I find hands free ejaculation rather captivating... with or without the electrodes.

But I let myself digress much further than I intended...

but before I continue on, an fyi...

I like my cock. I am happy with it's size, heft, and performance. I do not wish it was anything other than what it already is. It is perfect for me, for it's intended (and otherwise) use. Are there guys with bigger cocks? Yes. Are there guys with smaller cocks? Yes. Do I wish I could be bigger/smaller? Of course! But only for three fuckings.

okay... so now that all that's out of the way. I'm watching men jerk themselves off when I say to my wife... "I wish my cock was bigger." and she's like... "no." and I go... "But look at what I could be!"

LoL.... I saw this video yesterday on xhamster, and I literally said to myself... oh hell no! I cant believe you posted it for that exact reason. It's really no fun when it's that big. Hubby isn't even close to that and I have trouble with his at times.
TMI? ya, I'll shut up now