To my ever patient SRP co-writers

[fuckmeat]

I've been apologising and making excuses for a while now but I actually hope to be back on form again very soon. After discussing things with my GP and counsellor I am now withdrawing from my antidepressants. Though they have helped me through a very traumatic time in my life, they annihilated my literary inspiration. I've been left flitting around the chat threads, frustrated and depressed.

Well hopefully, no more.

I'm getting headaches and in addition, I also have a mild cold. I'm quite drowsy and apathetic and at other times teary and despondent but I'm assured this will all pass to reveal the new... well, old me. Work is mad busy this weekend too but hopefully by sometime next week I'll be back to my old self and brimming with inspired depravity.

So... I'm getting there. For those of you who haven't given up on me yet, thanks for still wanting to write with me.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

slips in, arms around the little wisp of a girl, a kiss on the crown of her head


I never have, and never will give up on you

 

[fuckmeat]

slips in, arms around the little wisp of a girl, a kiss on the crown of her head


I never have, and never will give up on you

hugs back, squeezing tight as my stupid eyes brim

Thankyou

 

[yeishia]

We never made it to the story I began for you but...

Smiles shyly at you her eyes full of love and understanding.

Please remember my heart is with you always. I pray each night that would will begin to fully heal and make it to a place of peace, a place where you will be strong enough to love again.

You deserve to be fulfilled and happy.

She would expect no less for you...of that I am truly certain.

For my Sister.

 

[Emerald_Lilly]

(((HUGS))) FM, i went through antidepressant withdrawal a few months ago .... if you ever need or want to talk or just want a shoulder to lean on, feel free to pm me.

 

[monique_minx]

Hey bitch, where's my post?!

Miss you muchly babe and right now, I'm not one to judge on how much time anyone takes. My own life is hectic as hell lol!

I love'r you, cunt.

And we're gonna have to get round to catching each other again eventually lol!

In the meantime, in all seriousness; she'd be proud of you cause I know I am.
And there's not an emote in the world that can describe that.

Keep smiling...

...or I'll beat you til you do!

 

[Erlind]

You're inspiration will return. When I do eventually come back to Lit I look forward to picking up our thread again, or starting it over. Either way I had already had wonderful plans for it and I'd hate for them to go to waste.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

I'm with the minxy on this one.. get on it slut.

Good to hear you making your return.

 

[fuckmeat]

We never made it to the story I began for you but...

Smiles shyly at you her eyes full of love and understanding.

Please remember my heart is with you always. I pray each night that would will begin to fully heal and make it to a place of peace, a place where you will be strong enough to love again.

You deserve to be fulfilled and happy.

She would expect no less for you...of that I am truly certain.

For my Sister.

Thanks beautiful

 

[fuckmeat]

Hey bitch, where's my post?!

Miss you muchly babe and right now, I'm not one to judge on how much time anyone takes. My own life is hectic as hell lol!

I love'r you, cunt.

And we're gonna have to get round to catching each other again eventually lol!

In the meantime, in all seriousness; she'd be proud of you cause I know I am.
And there's not an emote in the world that can describe that.

Keep smiling...

...or I'll beat you til you do!

You'll get your fucking post when I'm good and ready cause you're the fussiest slut here with the highest literary standards!

Of all my threads, returning to Massacre terrifies me the most... and not for the reasons I signed up for the damn thing in the first place.

 

[fuckmeat]

You're inspiration will return. When I do eventually come back to Lit I look forward to picking up our thread again, or starting it over. Either way I had already had wonderful plans for it and I'd hate for them to go to waste.

Oh don't you worry yourself puddin' pie, that thread's going nowhere.

 

[fuckmeat]

I'm with the minxy on this one.. get on it slut.

Good to hear you making your return.

 

[Britwitch]

Of all my threads, returning to Massacre terrifies me the most... and not for the reasons I signed up for the damn thing in the first place.

I can't imagine how hard it has been and will be...but know that you have friends here and you've been missed

whispers

And you've nothing to worry about at all, you're awesome you know

 

[fuckmeat]

I can't imagine how hard it has been and will be...but know that you have friends here and you've been missed

whispers

And you've nothing to worry about at all, you're awesome you know

Flatterer.

smiles and blushes despite myself

 

[Britwitch]

Flatterer.

smiles and blushes despite myself

Not at all, we witches only speak the truth but that what I said made you smile means I achieved what I set out to do

 

[Vail_Indigo]

stomps in...kicks fuckmeat in the ass good and hard...then kisses her mouth, also good and hard...stomps out

 

[fuckmeat]

stomps in...kicks fuckmeat in the ass good and hard...then kisses her mouth, also good and hard...stomps out

yelps in pain, the sound cut off by her equally brutal kiss. moans and arches, only just yielding to her as she releases her grip and exits. I'm left punchdrunk and moaning, two of my holes wet and aching with emptiness

 

[Alana_]

Not a partner, but I hope you feel better very soon FM. I understand depression in a small scale, so you have my best wishes and support. Hugs.

 

[fuckmeat]

Not a partner, but I hope you feel better very soon FM. I understand depression in a small scale, so you have my best wishes and support. Hugs.

Thanks.

People here have been incredibly supportive. I just hope I haven't prevailed on their kindness and patience once too often.

Hugs x

 

[monique_minx]

You'll get your fucking post when I'm good and ready cause you're the fussiest slut here with the highest literary standards!

Of all my threads, returning to Massacre terrifies me the most... and not for the reasons I signed up for the damn thing in the first place.

We like to be scary...

Oh and I don't care how fucking scared you are, if you don't come back; I'm sending Vail out after you!...then Luna, Nina and Aus to follow shortly after...

I would watch your ass cause you'll find my stiletto planted on it if you don't come back!

*Grins wickedly*

Actually...that all sounds like a lot of fun...so I might do it anyway!

Ladies? Thoughts?

 

[Annisthyrienne]

Okay, Like Alana, I'm not one of your co-writers, but I have suffered from depression off and on since the early 90s. Sometimes it's been with meds, but not for10 years or so. It's hard sometimes, but you have the support of friends and that helps.

Hang in there, FM. This one's for you.

Everyday I have the blues

 

[BrazenFellow]

That is good to hear, I look forward to continuing with you. "Brass it up," as they say. I'd throw you to the floor and ravish you bloody, in the best style of Vail Indigo here, but I have an exam in a couple minutes.

Which is to say, I will be back for you shortly.

 

[Ausus_girl13]

Confused

Didn't I write something with brazen like a hundred years ago?

 

[BrazenFellow]

You did, Ausus. FFM with Fira as I recall.

 

[fr33ks33k]

For those of you who haven't given up on me yet, thanks for still wanting to write with me.

I, too, am eagerly awaiting your return.