Is it just me?? or....(writing thread)

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have you gone back over old story files you have stashed away and reread stuff and thought.......when the hell did I write that?? or damn, I wrote that and its pretty good? or even, I really need to write more and do something with what I have?

Anybody?
 
Yep. I come across old files that strike me as excellent or awful.
 
Not so much these days. I took a nasty hit to my confidence last year. Still don't have it back.
 
JBJ: some can be excellently aweful...or awefully excellent.

Rob: I get that, but I also know you just need a boost....see wife for details.
 
Probably. If the hard drive hadn't crashed and, well, you know...
 
The ones I don't remember don't have much content either. Anything longer than three paragraphs is pretty well remembered inside my head.

The ones I want to finish... There's a few of them, and some need major revisions and rewrites.

There are some that aren't finished for a reason. they never should have been started...
 
Happened to me in April. I lost 1000s of pages of material and research.

Sucks. Why I'm having to redo my music files as well. Spring for the backup drive. Or maybe they even have a free backup service online now - I know there are pay sites.
 
I don't often go over old reading files. I'm in the process of reviewing and doing a little rewrite on a series of six novels I wrote over a four-year period a decade and a half ago that I've finally found a publisher for--but I've found I don't have to do as much to them as I thought I did. For some reason I was possessed by using the past perfect tense and not using contractions then, though.
 
have you gone back over old story files you have stashed away and reread stuff and thought.......when the hell did I write that?? or damn, I wrote that and its pretty good? or even, I really need to write more and do something with what I have?

Anybody?

I have saved a couple hundred short scenes and paragraphs. Whenever I am stuck, I go back and read them. Most sound unfamiliar. Whatever made me think of it at the moment is long forgotten.

It's a valuable source for material.
 
Yes, I wonder sometimes what I was thinking when I wrote some of my stories, particularly the unfinished ones.

I have back-ups on 5.25 floppy floppies for an IBM XT, on 3.5 floppies, on my hard drive, on CD-ROMs and DVDs. Everything from the earlier formats are on the DVDs.

I don't have the earlier, longer draft of my first erotic story written in the 1980s. I have the revised, shorter version but I lost the first draft when my IBM XT died and I didn't think I would need that draft again. I've regretted it ever since which is why I back-up frequently.

I ought to edit and revise some of the earliest posted stories on Literotica, which were written years before I found the site. I keep procrastinating because such writing time I have is better spent writing new stories. I'm not sure I can get back into my 1990s writing brain so any revisions would have to be drastic, so drastic that the result would be mainly new work.

Og
 
Yes, sometimes I wonder as well. Unfortunately I sometimes remember what I was thinking when I wrote it, and a wave of embarassment washes over me.

I pretty much have all of my erotic writing since I returned to the genre about ten years ago. Back in the 60s, however, before the era of electronic memory, I wrote quite a bit. Most of it was graphic vignettes, sold by page to a publisher/writer who strung them together into short stories and novels. He paid us hacks up to a dollar a page, depending on how good the vignette was (read 'how little rewriting will I have to do'). I vaguely remember some of them, and wouldn't mind seeing them all again, but, alas, I have no copies.
 
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I have plenty of things I need to finish... at least one of them is five years old. I go back and forth on whether I should try to update old stuff... it takes away from writing new.

I also go back and forth on the whole editing gig. Honestly, I have made more money as an editor...but the potential is far greater as a writer. Should I be refining skill that are never going to make me enough money to live on because they are making me more money currently? OR should I be working on something that may pay me next to nothing, but also may be what I need to finally break through to a larger audience?
 
yep. i still haven't really finished anything that i think is worthy of gracing lit as yet. still working on things, hundred of things. i doubt i will ever finish anything that will satisfy me enough to post though. :(
 
A few months ago I was too busy to write but I did have some time to go back over some older stuff. Two stories stuck in my mind. A week later, I cut a third off the end where I had stopped on one and took half off the front of the second. Tying the two together took only a couple of paragraphs and some name changes It's now posted on lit with a very nice score.

Sometimes it's not what you have but where you put it.
 
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I mostly go back over my old files to see if I can find things that I can expand into a novel.
 
I look at them, but then have no clue what to do with them, so I close the files and forget about them again.
 
Yeah. Usually it gets tossed with the thought: I can't believe I wrote that piece of shit.
 
Most sound unfamiliar. Whatever made me think of it at the moment is long forgotten.

It's a valuable source for material.

I agree. I've read some things that make me go "wow, I'm deep" or, "yeah, I'm about as deep as a mud puddle."

:)

(Abs, didja see a thread I had a week-ish ago? About those unfinished stories that are rotting.. I started a story swinging thread. If anyone is actually doing it, I don't know. I'm attached though. :rose: lol.)
 
I may be weird, but I actually make sure to delete any writing projects that end up in the doldrums. (unless it's writing for a purpose - like money or a waiting audience - and I have a deadline) Because I know from experience that once I lose the momentum, it's lost. It's just as rewarding and much easier to start sketching on a new plot.

So it very rarely happens that I dig up an old cul-de-sac of a story and get those ideas.

I have now and then seen one of my plays that I wrote and directed for independent and coumminity theatre groups over the years, that has been dug up and re-interpreted by new people, everything from High School drama groups to professional ensembles. And once as a novella film.

It's an equally exciting, delightful, bizarre and horrifying experience.
 
have you gone back over old story files you have stashed away and reread stuff and thought.......when the hell did I write that?? or damn, I wrote that and its pretty good? or even, I really need to write more and do something with what I have?

Anybody?
Well, I have a lot of confidence in my writing and so I've never actually said to myself - WHOA! That's shit. However, I have come across sentences where I've thought, 'did I write that beautiful thang?' More often than not, I'm a thinker. When I re-read old stories I constantly look for ways to improve the story, deepen the characters, be more precise with the semiotic elements. My sex never needs improving. :devil:
 
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