the need to satisfy the other me

[shyanalvirgin]

not sure if im posting in the correct thread but, bascially im a 23 year old slim-muscular 5'8" white/islander mix straight guy that has a totally submissive side. ive never acted out this side in real life, only in cybersex, but now im at a point id like to expand on it and maybe take it for real. reason being, i get the best orgasms when i get hard again after a first orgasm, and when ive used toys while cybering i got hard seconds after cumming while my partners watched (on cam). my dicks never been as hard as it got right then.


im not sure if that poll was appropriate but what is?

 

[shyanalvirgin]

so now...

i sit here in these tight tight jeans writing out a fantasy thats been in the back of my mind for ages. these tight tight jeans were not meant for me, but god they make my dick hard cause i know it highlights my boyish features and well, pretty nice ass. im not trying to be conceded, but at this point, im being way honest and i think most studs would want in this. its like the only reason i work out, i mean i can get girls easy but knowing my preference will change at random id like my body to be hard and inspiring? (or whatever word it is that means to make a stud horny as fuck when he realizes what a slut you are)

 

[shyanalvirgin]

time is running out..

someone reply or something. slowly im losing lust and returning to hetero mode. which means when im going to be even more of a attention whore/slut the next time if there is a next time, i get these feelings and thoughts that are completely and utterly insatiable. but the feelings pass if i dont do something to please them, and they only come back like when i have a free night to myself.

 

[shyanalvirgin]

since much of this writing was done on compulsion, feel free to PM me. for some reason i thought this was a chatlike forum. im guessing replies arent coming because theres reputations here or something... i am also now on yahoo. you can pm there, my id is pullmetighterwhenisquirm, please message me on there if well, youd like to unleash a monster.. a dominant submissive... meaning i want you in me and i want to suck you off. you can do anything you want to me, though i say no kissing i know if u were cumming inside me and i was as well i couldnt deny a kiss there... or probably when penetrated for the first time.. oh fuck it kiss me do whatever.

 

[manonthemoon37]

i'm in the same situation, wouldn't it be great to initiate each other?

 

[hoodooman]

It's pretty common for lusts to build until you get some relief. If you want to act out your impulses you'll find people to play with. I too have a desire to be submissive and a slut. I did too....smile...and glad I did.

I got to experience my lust while stripped naked and tied to a post. She took her time while selecting a strap on dildo of appropriate size. She raped me slowly with my mouth gagged.

Another time she "forced" me to wear lingerie and make up. I did triathlons at the time and kept my body shaved. When she led my by leash to look in the mirror I was surprised by how good I looked.

My point is (besides remembering this wonderful experience) you can have what you want. There's no secret to finding who you want to play with. They're out there looking for your particular kink. I enjoyed paying my domme because she was attractive, safe, convenient and readily available.

 

[DormantEvil]

In the perfect world I would be on call just to help anyone wanting to have someone dominate them occasionally, or those who wanted to experience it without going the full distance and getting someone they already know to do it with them. But that is in a perfect world, currently I'm the same as you but totally opposite. I wish to be dominant, but my relationship doesn't allow it, nor would I want that to change because my partner clearly isn't a submissive bloke. I love him the way he is, but sometimes the urges become frustrating as you are feeling.

Good luck in finding that person to help you with it.

 

[jackstud]

Your a hot bitch

 

[Tmmldr]

Bad girlie needs a spanking.

 

[jackstud]

Lets both do it Tmmldr

 

[Tmmldr]

Yesss.

 

[silver_eyes]

What are friend's for?

 

[Tmmldr]

someone reply or something. slowly im losing lust and returning to hetero mode. which means when im going to be even more of a attention whore/slut the next time......

Hmm.....

that should be quite interesting.

Not meaning to discourage you from going hetero mode, though.

 

[woman_inside]

wanting submission, being used as a slut... sounds familiar...

 

[Tmmldr]

In the perfect world I would be on call just to help anyone wanting to have someone dominate them occasionally, or those who wanted to experience it without going the full distance and getting someone they already know to do it with them. But that is in a perfect world, currently I'm the same as you but totally opposite. I wish to be dominant, but my relationship doesn't allow it, nor would I want that to change because my partner clearly isn't a submissive bloke. I love him the way he is, but sometimes the urges become frustrating as you are feeling.

Good luck in finding that person to help you with it.

Can you tell us more about the perfect world? It just plain sounds like a very, very interesting place.