first post, will be long, this seemed the place to put it

Dutch76

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OK, I'm just typing this because I have to tell someone and who better than a bunch of strangers I will never meet lol.

First off I have been visiting literotica for a long time and was a member back in '03 but forgot all my login info and the e-mail no longer exists so I had to make a new acct.

A little background. I got married right out of high school. I am still married to the same woman some 16 years later. We have been totally monogamous the entire time, well up until about 2 months ago. That is when my life got turned upside down.

The sex was always good, but after 16 years it becomes routine as I'm sure some of you know. It had gotten boring to the point we would rather just masturbate alone to internet porn. We have slept in separate rooms for about 8 years now because she is a light sleeper and couldn't get a good nights sleep anymore with me in the room. She is also very jealous and posessive, so she knows nothing of the following events.

Our marriage was failing. We were arguing all the time. We had a lot of stress in our lives and it reached a point where she was bringing up the idea of a separation.

Then it happened. I was hosting a poker party in my garage with a bunch of friends. One friend was a swinger who couldn't stop txting during the game. So we asked him what was up and he said this lady he knows wants fucked and wanted to come over. We said yeah right whatever have her come over. Well she did. She was a sexy number. A chubby girl with amazing 40DD tits. I am a chubby chaser and adore a fine set of boobs. Well I was drunk and a little high from smoking some weed, her top came off, one thing led to another, and we ran a train on her for a good 3 hours. She sucked and fucked 3 of us, of the other 2 one was recovering from an injury that prevented sex and the other was a friend whos girl was gonna pop with their first baby so he didn't do anything.

What amazed me during all this is that normally I am a one and done kind of guy. But with all the fucking going on I stayed hard all night. This was my first group experience ever so I chalked it up to that.

After that happened I found out what I had been missing all my life. I wound up fucking that chick a few more times, she threw me my first orgy as a birthday present. A MMMFF party. It was then that I learned it wasnt just the girls keeping me hard all night, it was watching the guys with them. I also wound up in a threesome with a friend and his 50yo fucktoy chick. And just this weekend found myself in a threesome with my aforementioned friend whos girl was pregnant (she had the baby by now). It was their first threesome. Just last night I learned he is bi, never woulda guessed.

Well anyway as it starts with most guys a few years back my wife fucked my ass with her dildo and I loved it. Then the thoughts started. I just kept them as fantasy. By now I got my own dildo that sticks to the shower wall.

So anyway last night I am texting with my newly discovered bi friend and let him know I have been curious for years. He tells me he was checking out my cock during our threesomes and wants to suck it. This makes me rediculously horny and we wind up masturbating together in chat. Did I mention this guy works for me in my company? I pick him up every morning for work. This morning he grabs my cock through my shorts and instant boner. I am so looking forward to having some fun with him.

Now I am planning a party with 3 other couples and myself next week, at least 3 of the guys are bi or curious like me. And all three girls are damn sexy chubbies. I can't wait.

Now the ironic thing is since all this started my marriage couldn't be better. My wife and I are having kinky sex again. I almost have her talked into letting another guy fuck her, something I have been asking for years. She has also mentioned during sex she would love to see me suck cock. but it's hard to tell if she is serious or just saying stuff that gets her hot.

I am hoping eventually I can come clean to her about everything and bring her into the lifestyle. But until then I am happy to keep doing what I am doing. I hate lying but these last few months have been our best together in a couple years and I don't want it to end.

Incidentally I have begun writing a story about all this for the site. Should be a good read when I get it finished.

sorry for the long post, just had to get it all out. I'm sure I left something out.
 
Hi Dutch. I intended to send you a PM, but apparently, you don't want any.

I just think you are flirting with total life changing disaster.

Send me a PM, and I'll give you my thoughts.

About your profile: You really don't tell us much. As one example: If you have been married for 16 years, you could be as young as mid 30's, to late 60's. Just my personal observation, but age would have a lot to do with this.
 
sorry. I'll have to check my forum settings. didn't know PMs were disabled.

I am 34 BTW, hence the 76 in my name ;-)
 
I just think you are flirting with total life changing disaster.
I think this is a definite possibility, for the sole reason that the wife is jealous and possessive. Women always find out. Always. And that's going to spell tragedy for the relationship. However, there is always the possibility that if she is willing to open the relationship by fucking another guy, it might not be a disaster. I'd say the chances are 75/25 in favor of disaster, but there's always hope.

Dutch76, I'm glad you are having fun, but tell me one thing: all this sex you're having involves condoms, right?
 
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