About writing...I know I'm not alone.

BOSTONFICTIONWRITER

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I know I'm not the only one here who not only enjoys writing stories but also who must write stories. Much like artists who paint, sculptors who sculpt, we writers are tortured. While others are living life, we're sitting home alone writing, creating characters, plot, and dialogue. We can't wait for our spouses and/or children to leave us alone to write.

Fortunately for me, I've already lived my life, more than most, I dare say. I could tell you stories, only you wouldn't believe me. I've seen and experienced more that others will, if they lived 3 lifetimes.

With all the characters I've met, I have a lot of stories to tell, too many, only I'm running out of time to tell them. Whatever stories that I write now, are those that I'll be leaving behind. Maybe someone will do something with one of my stories, I don't know.

I always wanted to write but had nothing to write about, so I read. I read everything, mostly classics. Back then, I'd rather read than anything else. I hated team sports anyway, so played music, boxed, and lifted weights. Those physical activities seemed to balance me, kept me in check, so that I wasn't lost in my creative side of reading, while waiting to write. Being an accountant kept the balance, too.

Then, it happened. I started writing and couldn't stop. It just poured out of me. The only time I turn it off is when I read. Suffice to say that I don't read much anymore. I thought my writing would improve after I earned my degree in English, but it didn't. No one can teach you how to write. Either you have talent or you don't. Either you want to write or you don't. It's that simple.

My best writing is inspired writing. I remember when I first started really writing, my window of inspiration was only open for a few minutes. Yet, the more that I wrote the longer it stayed open. Now, I'm able to open and close and keep my window of inspiration open for hours at a time.

I've posted more than 800 stories here and am approaching 3 million words. It's something that has more meaning for me than for anyone else. I don't care about scores, comments, or contests. I write for myself and because of that, I've seen my writing improve with every story that I write. This site gives me a reason to write every day. Without doubt, writing is a life long journey.

One man inspired me. He was in advertising. I did some freelance accounting for him in his posh digs on Marlborough Street. He was a Dartmouth graduate. Winning awards and once having a large clientele, he was very famous, so I won't mention his name here. Only, I met him at the backside of his career. He was 75 and his office was filled with artifacts of his work, pictures, awards, and pens, mugs, and hats with logos and advertising slogans that he wrote. Anyway, he came rushing into the office where I was working, doing his books, and screamed.

"I did it! I got it!"

Others may have thought he was crazy, but he lifted me up with his excitement, as if he injected me with his creative spirit. I thought he had written a masterpiece but he held a piece of paper that only had three words and I didn't get the significance of those three words until much later. Matter of fact, I read them with disappointment.

It was then that I thought he was crazy or drunk. He certainly was that, a drunk. An embittered man, after his wife of 40 years finally left him over his drinking, he was still doing the one thing that he was born to do. He was writing.

Certainly, I'm not the best writer here. There are some very great writers on Literotica. Yet, you'd have to go far to find anyone so dedicated to writing and to improving his or her writing skills.

I haven't made a lot of friends here, but I'm not here to make friends and I'll understand if no one makes a post here or even reads what I wrote. I'm here to write. Matter of fact, I'd rather stay in the background, which is why I don't post on this forum board all that much. Yet, I felt the need to tell those, who read my stories, who I am.

Now, when I'm depressed or disappointed, I think of my advertising client and what he wrote on that piece of paper so long ago. It's those three lousy words that make me persevere, whenever I want to quit.

"Just do it!"
 
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I'm reading a book about the job of editing. The author says its the most boring work there is because 99.5% of what he reads sux. He'd rather be a writer but failed to get anything published anywhere, and gave it up.

He says erotica, humor, and dialogue are hard for most writers to master; theyre my easiest writing.

I wrote and published poetry before I moved on to prose. If you do poetry right you learn to express experience distinctly and simply. And this should be the target for prose, too....to capture the experience as life sends it along but leave out the confusion and doubts and the inane.

The editor above suggests skipping inane dialogue for something like STELLA AND TORTISE MAN SAT ALONE AT THE BAR BLABBERING INANE BULLSHIT AS THE BAR-TENDER DRIED SHOT GLASSES AND CHECKED THE CLOCK EVERY FIVE MINUTES.
 
I think a lot of writers have that same feeling, BFW. Nice piece, though I do hope you still have some balance in your life.
 
I'm reading a book about the job of editing. The author says its the most boring work there is because 99.5% of what he reads sux. He'd rather be a writer but failed to get anything published anywhere, and gave it up.

He says erotica, humor, and dialogue are hard for most writers to master; theyre my easiest writing.

I wrote and published poetry before I moved on to prose. If you do poetry right you learn to express experience distinctly and simply. And this should be the target for prose, too....to capture the experience as life sends it along but leave out the confusion and doubts and the inane.

The editor above suggests skipping inane dialogue for something like STELLA AND TORTISE MAN SAT ALONE AT THE BAR BLABBERING INANE BULLSHIT AS THE BAR-TENDER DRIED SHOT GLASSES AND CHECKED THE CLOCK EVERY FIVE MINUTES.

I equate editing, and I apologize to all the fine editors out there, to accounting.

Maybe because I'm a terrible speller and not much better with grammar, but I hate editing my work. My happiest time is creating it and writing it. Then, once I've given life to the characters is, usually, the same time that I'm stuck and don't know where to go with the story. It is then that they take the keyboard from me with a line of their dialogue and we all go from there with me running behind them and trying to keep pace.

The way that I see things here is that I figure there are a lot of closet writers who never post a story, not even a comment here, but use our stories, thoughts, and comments as inspiration and that's okay. Only, it's gratifying to know that I'm not the only one feeling the need to write in the way that I do.

Thanks for your comment.

You too, Sine. Only, I have no idea how you can walk on those stilettos. Now that I think about it, how come they don't call them, Stilettoes, since your toes are exposed?
 
You are not alone.

I started late in my life writing. I wish I had started far earlier.

I have far more stories started then I could ever possibly finish but I'll keep pounding on them and adding more until i can't any longer. Maybe retirement will help me catch up on some but then again I do most of my writing at work. The cozy cave like feel to this work trailer, the hum of diesel engines, and the background noise of the rig have become soothing over the last 38 years.

I'll have to build me a new cave of some sort when I retire.

But stop writing? no, never. As long as three fingers work and the brain keeps spitting out words then I'll write.
 
You are not alone.

I started late in my life writing. I wish I had started far earlier.

I have far more stories started then I could ever possibly finish but I'll keep pounding on them and adding more until i can't any longer. Maybe retirement will help me catch up on some but then again I do most of my writing at work. The cozy cave like feel to this work trailer, the hum of diesel engines, and the background noise of the rig have become soothing over the last 38 years.

I'll have to build me a new cave of some sort when I retire.

But stop writing? no, never. As long as three fingers work and the brain keeps spitting out words then I'll write.

The differences that add detail to our stories is what makes them uniquely interesting. It's funny how I think of Boston and you think of big rigs.

Actually, although I admit, my exposure living on the east coast is limited and I'm sure there are plenty of bad people, but I never met a bad person from Texas. There's something honorable about Texans that we city slickers don't have.

There was this very pretty blonde woman from Texas, Dallas, actually, with an accent that I found very endearing that I met at the dog park. Okay, okay, it was her big boobs that I found enchanting. Anyway and unfortunately, she was only here for a short while...but that's a story for another day.

Funny, but I don't think I could write with the hum of a diesel engine in the background. Pardon me for a second.

"Hey, I'm trying to write here! This is a residential area and off limit to trucks. Move it, buddy, before I call a cop and have your rig towed! Oh, yeah? You're mother!"

Yet, you'd probably find it difficult to write with the Boston Marathon going by your living room window. Wait. Hold on. Watch this.

"Roar! Roar!"

Every year, I make a sound like a lion. It scares the shit out of the runners from Kenya. Only, perhaps thinking they're being chased by a lion, the sound makes them run even faster and they still win.
 
I first started writing as a way to express the things I wanted to read, but that nobody was already writing. To fill the gap of stuff I was looking for, in a way.

Then I wrote because I found out that there were a lot (maybe not a whole lot, but some) people that had the same thoughts as I did, but couldn't figure out how to express them.

Now I write because my head fills up with ideas, and I have to get rid of them before they displace more important things, like who Jonas Grumby and Roy Hinkley are.


Hmm, I think I just came up with names for characters in my next story. :)
 
I first started writing as a way to express the things I wanted to read, but that nobody was already writing. To fill the gap of stuff I was looking for, in a way.

Then I wrote because I found out that there were a lot (maybe not a whole lot, but some) people that had the same thoughts as I did, but couldn't figure out how to express them.

Now I write because my head fills up with ideas, and I have to get rid of them before they displace more important things, like who Jonas Grumby and Roy Hinkley are.


Hmm, I think I just came up with names for characters in my next story. :)

It's good to have a dream and to pursue a goal and, certainly, don't answer if it's personal but, of all things, an avatar, and one named George, at that (lol)?

I can't help but think of George Costanza from Seinfeld (lol), short, fat, and bald.

I'm gratified that you were indirectly inspired by my post and directly inspired by your post to come up with a couple of character names for your story. Names are always more difficult to come by than descriptions.
 
I started writing when I was 60. I retired early and began reading stories. I really don't care to read all that much but decided it was a good way to pass late nights instead of watching the boob tube.

One day I read a story and hated the ending. I wrote the author and he told me to write my own ending, so I did. It got rejectd twice by Literotica. Eventually it got excepted.

I was reading other stories and I said to myself, "Self, I have better stories in my head and stories I have lived that are better than the shit I was reading." So I began writing. I wrote about things that interested me. I guess it interested other as well.

I was lucky that a couple of great editors took me under their wing. I have the ideas but I wasn't and still am not the best with grammer and sentence structure. I just write what's in my head. I still have a great editor today in Mistress Lynn who isn't afraid to tell me what she thinks.

I often think that every story is my last but then I get an idea and like BFW I want to write about it. As long as I have someone willing to edit my shit, I'll be writing it.

BFW, a personal note: I know that you've had a lot of arguments with others on the threads. Some have argued with me too. I guess we all have said things we shouldn't but like they say. "Once it's spoken, it can't be returned.
I wish you the best in your writing endeavors. As for me, I'll write until that time that when I can't find an editor or it's no longer fun.
With respect
DG Hear:)
 
The differences that add detail to our stories is what makes them uniquely interesting. It's funny how I think of Boston and you think of big rigs.

Actually, although I admit, my exposure living on the east coast is limited and I'm sure there are plenty of bad people, but I never met a bad person from Texas. There's something honorable about Texans that we city slickers don't have.

There was this very pretty blonde woman from Texas, Dallas, actually, with an accent that I found very endearing that I met at the dog park. Okay, okay, it was her big boobs that I found enchanting. Anyway and unfortunately, she was only here for a short while...but that's a story for another day.

Funny, but I don't think I could write with the hum of a diesel engine in the background. Pardon me for a second.

"Hey, I'm trying to write here! This is a residential area and off limit to trucks. Move it, buddy, before I call a cop and have your rig towed! Oh, yeah? You're mother!"

Yet, you'd probably find it difficult to write with the Boston Marathon going by your living room window. Wait. Hold on. Watch this.

"Roar! Roar!"

Every year, I make a sound like a lion. It scares the shit out of the runners from Kenya. Only, perhaps thinking they're being chased by a lion, the sound makes them run even faster and they still win.

Yes. The neighbors get very angry for some reason whenever an oil rig goes up in their street.

But you're right. All Texans are nice. The rest are dead. :devil:
 
I started writing when I was 60. I retired early and began reading stories. I really don't care to read all that much but decided it was a good way to pass late nights instead of watching the boob tube.

One day I read a story and hated the ending. I wrote the author and he told me to write my own ending, so I did. It got rejectd twice by Literotica. Eventually it got excepted.

I was reading other stories and I said to myself, "Self, I have better stories in my head and stories I have lived that are better than the shit I was reading." So I began writing. I wrote about things that interested me. I guess it interested other as well.

I was lucky that a couple of great editors took me under their wing. I have the ideas but I wasn't and still am not the best with grammer and sentence structure. I just write what's in my head. I still have a great editor today in Mistress Lynn who isn't afraid to tell me what she thinks.

I often think that every story is my last but then I get an idea and like BFW I want to write about it. As long as I have someone willing to edit my shit, I'll be writing it.

BFW, a personal note: I know that you've had a lot of arguments with others on the threads. Some have argued with me too. I guess we all have said things we shouldn't but like they say. "Once it's spoken, it can't be returned.
I wish you the best in your writing endeavors. As for me, I'll write until that time that when I can't find an editor or it's no longer fun.
With respect
DG Hear:)

Thank you for your special note. Live is too short to be angry. If those who harbored ill will towards me met me in person, they'd like me. I'm a likeable guy (lol), and modest, too.

We're all here for the same reasons. We all enjoy reading, as much as we enjoy writing. My thing is I don't like playing games. I'm honest and straight. I don't lie and don't like liars. What I've taken exception to and have taken as a personal affront is the mean and nasty comments that were left on my stories.

I was naive then, never having posted anything in the public domain. Now, I get it and it doesn't bother me what any cyber knucklehead writes. The big picture for me is the story. I'm here to write. Whether anyone wants to read what I write, it doesn't matter because I'll still write it.

I appreciate a site, such as this, because I remember not so long ago writing in my notebook and keeping what I wrote to myself. Now, it's on the Internet. Wow.

I'm just biding my time waiting for Oprah to invite me on her talk show or for Speilberg to make a movie from one of my stories (lol). Then, again, I just may be hit by lightning (lol).

I know you've shared some personal details about your life with me and I respect that and you for trusting me with that information. I only hold you and many others here in highest esteem.

Thanks for your post.
 
Yes. The neighbors get very angry for some reason whenever an oil rig goes up in their street.

But you're right. All Texans are nice. The rest are dead. :devil:

Damn (gulp). Dead? Like in gun play?

"Draw! Hey, what are you doing, Boston?"

"I'm drawing your picture."

"No, you idiot. Draw your gun."

"Gun? I don't have a gun. I only have this pencil that fires poisonous barbs...about your mother."

"Never mind."
 
Damn (gulp). Dead? Like in gun play?

"Draw! Hey, what are you doing, Boston?"

"I'm drawing your picture."

"No, you idiot. Draw your gun."

"Gun? I don't have a gun. I only have this pencil that fires poisonous barbs...about your mother."

"Never mind."

Fires blanks, you say? :eek:
 
Fires blanks, you say? :eek:

Guns are pretty scary, but you know what they say about the pen being more mighty. Being the accountant that I am, there's only one thing more powerful than a pen...a pencil, a sharp pencil.

"Wait, what do you mean there was an accounting error done by my last accountant? How much money did we lose? The IRS is auditing me...for fraud?"

By the way that deduction that you made for lingerie, driphoney, you bought at Victoria Secrets and listed as a medical expense, especially when most times, judging by your avatar, you don't even wear a bra, (thank you), is not tax deductible.

With interest and penalties, you owe...quite a bit.

Put down the gun. Don't kill yourself, just yet. We can work something out. I still have my pencil, don't forget and it's very sharp.

After I'm done with your itemized deduction schedules I think that I can get you not only those breast implants but also that tummy tuck and maybe something around your face to give you that more rested appearance. Not that you look bad. You look very good, actually, especially considering your age, but we all can use a little help.

I know a plastic surgeon who owes me a favor, after I recorded his Bentley as an ambulance and helped him hide some cash from his ex-wife.
 
I remember when you did Scories thread for awhile. It was some really funny stuff. Made me smile, I like to smile. Your humor is quite good and funny. I see you still have it in some of these posts. Good for you!
DG:)
 
I remember when you did Scories thread for awhile. It was some really funny stuff. Made me smile, I like to smile. Your humor is quite good and funny. I see you still have it in some of these posts. Good for you!
DG:)

DG, I think the humor is that last thing that goes. No wait, that's something else in you guys:devil:
 
I remember when you did Scories thread for awhile. It was some really funny stuff. Made me smile, I like to smile. Your humor is quite good and funny. I see you still have it in some of these posts. Good for you!
DG:)

I take Scouries for who he is, entertainment and entertaining. Others may disagree, but I think he adds a lot to this site with his stories, posts, and statistics. He's very creative and insightful in his posts. Not to mention, where does he find the photos of all those incredibly beautiful and naked women (lol)?

Everyone says that he's not paid to write for Literotica, but when I was living there in his thread for the two weeks that he was on his world tour, I saw the checks that were coming in the mail. Don't tell him that I did this, but I held some of the checks up to the light and they were 5 figure payments, before the decimal and with a coma. Yeah. I know.

The only thing that bothered me was that he tore down all the redecorating that I did and put it back the way that he had it. I miss his bar. It was fully stocked with booze. I stole his red button, though. Do you remember the red button that hung from his ceiling?

I had no idea what the Hell t was. I was curious so I pushed it and when I did, all the balloons and confetti dropped from the ceiling of his thread and there were all these dancing girls. It was an incredible sight to behold.

What's so sad is, though, when I start a thread, this is what I get, a small box with nothing else in it. There's not even a chair for me to sit. I have to stand and write my posts. I mean, if I knew this thread was going to last, I'd definitely decorate it, as I did with Scouries thread. Yet, chances are, it will be flushed soon from lack of interest.

I'd love to install the red button here, but there's hardly any room for anyone else but me. I think that would be fun having a thread like Scouries. He had two floors with high ceilings. How the Hell did he get that? Only, with my luck, if I installed the red button and depressed it, they'd be no balloons, no confetti, and no dancing girls. They'll just be trolls (lol).
 
Hey, watch it! I'm holding my pencil and I just sharpened it, I dare say, sharper than your stiletto.

How do you feel about green stilettos, Freddie? I bought them for Earth Day next week. There not green in color, but the five inch heel is made of paba free high resistant plastic and the upper sole is made of recycled something or other. I'm just trying to help out the earth any way I can.
 
I started writing at age 11. My first publication was in the school magazine.

I then wrote non-fiction for 26 years (or fiction if you include answers to Parliamentary Questions) before I started writing fiction again in the late 1990s.

I have to write. Much of what I write stalls and ends up as unfinished unless I use it as building blocks for other stories. My average is one Lit-published story for every four or five I start.

When I'm writing I feel fulfilled and I enjoy the effort. When I'm NOT writing, something is missing from my life.

Og
 
What's so sad is, though, when I start a thread, this is what I get, a small box with nothing else in it. There's not even a chair for me to sit. I have to stand and write my posts. I mean, if I knew this thread was going to last, I'd definitely decorate it, as I did with Scouries thread. Yet, chances are, it will be flushed soon from lack of interest.

I know what you mean. I started the humor thread and have to post there most every day to keep it active. There are a number of nice people who contribute to it now. Sure does help.

I keep it going because I don't want my nay sayers to win. One day, I'll probably just stop and let it go by the wayside. Probably the same with my writing.
Have a good evening,
DG
 
I started writing at age 11. My first publication was in the school magazine.

I then wrote non-fiction for 26 years (or fiction if you include answers to Parliamentary Questions) before I started writing fiction again in the late 1990s.

I have to write. Much of what I write stalls and ends up as unfinished unless I use it as building blocks for other stories. My average is one Lit-published story for every four or five I start.

When I'm writing I feel fulfilled and I enjoy the effort. When I'm NOT writing, something is missing from my life.

Og

That's funny about your school magazine. My published first story was a parody of my classmates in my high school magazine.

I started writing poetry at 13 and didn't write my first manuscript until I was 30and then wrote one every year thereafter for 5 years, before writing here.

I commiserate with you about something missing from your life, when not writing.

Thanks for your post.
 
I know what you mean. I started the humor thread and have to post there most every day to keep it active. There are a number of nice people who contribute to it now. Sure does help.

I keep it going because I don't want my nay sayers to win. One day, I'll probably just stop and let it go by the wayside. Probably the same with my writing.
Have a good evening,
DG

You could liven it up. Decorate it. Maybe put in a bar like Scouries did. It doesn't have to be an elaborate set up like he has, but maybe a little paint on the walls, a nice rug, and some comfortable chairs for everyone to sit around, while telling their jokes.

Maybe if you check with Laurel, she'll let you knock out a wall and you can take over the thread next door. Did you know that Scouries has a pool in his thread? It's an amazing thread. Have you been in there?

It goes all the way back. He even has an outdoor space with palm trees and it continues out to the beach in back, where he has a volleyball court. I have no idea who he scored a thread like that, when I just have this little box. My neck hurts from crouching down, while typing this message.
 
That's funny about your school magazine. My published first story was a parody of my classmates in my high school magazine.

I started writing poetry at 13 and didn't write my first manuscript until I was 30and then wrote one every year thereafter for 5 years, before writing here.

I commiserate with you about something missing from your life, when not writing.

Thanks for your post.

I've just written some poetry for our local festival. I know that it will be published because there are so few entries (and I'm one of the organisers) ;)

There's another poetry competition which ends on Monday. I hope to finish a poem for it tomorrow. My prospects are again good. They've had to extend the submission date because they only had one badly-spelt poem by the original date.

Perhaps I'll manage to finish another story before the next contest. I have several hundred incomplete ones but starting yet another new one is usually a better bet. If I can maintain the impetus I can finish and edit a complete story in a couple of days.

If not?

A year, two, three or more.

Og
 
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