AnitaMann
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I confess that yesterday afternoon my best friend verbally assaulted me telling me that I was the worst person she had ever known; that I'm smug, angry, wrathful, spiteful and arrogant. She said that I can't stand to see happiness in my friends and family and will try to destroy it when I do. She said I'm judgment and condescending towards the views and beliefs of others. She said it was impossible for me to take care of myself and that I was so incompetent that I could not preform even the basic skills of a mentally challenged child. Finally, she said that I'm incapable of love. She said that I don't love anyone or anything and when I claim to it's a fallacy. She cut me off when I tried to defend myself. She put words in my mouth and imagined thoughts in my head. When my eyes began to well and quiver she told me that she was an actor too and so the stage tricks wouldn't work on her.
Finally, when the tears came and all I could do was stand there staring at the floor she told me that she was going to stay with me as I was having a nervous break down and couldn't be trusted by myself. Thus, I ended up on a "suicide watch" all evening.
Today was a complete 180, it seems... I'm really not sure how I feel right now...
((((hugs)))) That sucks. People can just be downright hateful sometimes.
ICT: I am in a really foul mood. Being stuck in my house - snowbound, spending countless hours today shoveling only to have the wind blow all the snow back onto my nicely cleared areas, not having a clue why my favorite thread is GONE, and hearing nothing from him is kinda working my nerves. I really need some sunshine, some warmth, and some piece of mind.


Merci.