Samuelx
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I have been through a lot this year.
I've come out to a few people. I finally admitted to myself that I was a bisexual black man. I dated both sexes and ended up with Wendy, whom I thought was a good woman. Our relationship ended when she revealed a violent side to herself --- she hit a kid ! She got 1 week in jail, probation and mandatory counseling plus community service for it. I walked away angry and bitter. I loved her. My best friend Karl moved away. I am currently friends with John, a very handsome gay man. He helps me deal with issues. We are just pals. Nothing else.
Through it all, someone remained never far from my thoughts. Brigida. A beautiful tomboy from the town of Plymouth. She was something else. I met her in late 2003. She had a boyfriend at the time. I was suffering from sexuality confusion at the time. I was bi but couldn't accept it then and was self-destructive and self-loathing. I never stopped thinking about Brigida. Now, the school year is ending. I'm thinking of going to her town and try and see her. I haven't seen her since May 2004. I hope she hasn't forgotten about me. I liked her a lot and could tell that she liked me but she always mentioned her bf this and her bf that. That confused me !
Back at school, we were just friendly. I talked to her often. She was so damn cool. I always wondered what it would be like to date her. That
was long before I met Wendy. I met Wendy in September 2004 and began dating her not long after. I met Brigida in October 2003 and haven't stopped thinking about her since that day !!!! I've been with guys and girls but she holds a special place in my....mind.
Should I go visit her ? Is this too forward ? We didn't know each other all that well but she made a really good impression.
Anyway.....
I gave her a call and she was really surprised to hear from me. I hadn't talked to her in a long time. She told me that she was doing fine.
After talking to her, I felt so excited that I went running at full speed around my town. I think I might be in love with that chick or something.
What do you think ? What should I do ?
I've come out to a few people. I finally admitted to myself that I was a bisexual black man. I dated both sexes and ended up with Wendy, whom I thought was a good woman. Our relationship ended when she revealed a violent side to herself --- she hit a kid ! She got 1 week in jail, probation and mandatory counseling plus community service for it. I walked away angry and bitter. I loved her. My best friend Karl moved away. I am currently friends with John, a very handsome gay man. He helps me deal with issues. We are just pals. Nothing else.
Through it all, someone remained never far from my thoughts. Brigida. A beautiful tomboy from the town of Plymouth. She was something else. I met her in late 2003. She had a boyfriend at the time. I was suffering from sexuality confusion at the time. I was bi but couldn't accept it then and was self-destructive and self-loathing. I never stopped thinking about Brigida. Now, the school year is ending. I'm thinking of going to her town and try and see her. I haven't seen her since May 2004. I hope she hasn't forgotten about me. I liked her a lot and could tell that she liked me but she always mentioned her bf this and her bf that. That confused me !
Back at school, we were just friendly. I talked to her often. She was so damn cool. I always wondered what it would be like to date her. That
was long before I met Wendy. I met Wendy in September 2004 and began dating her not long after. I met Brigida in October 2003 and haven't stopped thinking about her since that day !!!! I've been with guys and girls but she holds a special place in my....mind.
Should I go visit her ? Is this too forward ? We didn't know each other all that well but she made a really good impression.
Anyway.....
I gave her a call and she was really surprised to hear from me. I hadn't talked to her in a long time. She told me that she was doing fine.
After talking to her, I felt so excited that I went running at full speed around my town. I think I might be in love with that chick or something.
What do you think ? What should I do ?