Leaving for good.

[NeedleNaHey]

I feel like a nobody
I have nothing to hold on to
My mind descends deeper into hell
Why I’m a here
I want to give up already

Life is death to me
Death is like the curse to the cure on me
Heaven is hell to me
Hell is my haven
I have nothing to fall back on to.

Once I was sane
Now I am a man gone insane
Fuck I am the embodiment of unhappiness
Drugs are my guardian Angels
I no longer know the difference between love and hate
Worthless is my name
I have stress to fall back on to.

No one is listening
Even the animals are more acute than me
Envy him I do
Now I even hate him
Always getting the better half
While I’m left with nothing to fall back on to.



It’s coming
I can feel it my flesh and blood
Leaving I thought I would be happy
Now he laughs in my face
It’s happen I’m loosing grip
Someone, somebody, something, Help me!
Shit I’m about to do it

I count 1,2.….3
I pull the plug
My breathing becomes erratic
I gasp for air
But I want this
I need this
I am this
This feeling of relief
Yes it’s done
I have some many regrets
Oh forgive me
I have committed suicide

 

[NeedleNaHey]

This is just a poem, Don't take it literally.

 

[shykittyme]

Jesus...this is powerful.

And scary.

I'd so hate for it to be literal.

I feel like a nobody
I have nothing to hold on to
My mind descends deeper into hell
Why I’m a here
I want to give up already

Life is death to me
Death is like the curse to the cure on me
Heaven is hell to me
Hell is my haven
I have nothing to fall back on to.

Once I was sane
Now I am a man gone insane
Fuck I am the embodiment of unhappiness
Drugs are my guardian Angels
I no longer know the difference between love and hate
Worthless is my name
I have stress to fall back on to.

No one is listening
Even the animals are more acute than me
Envy him I do
Now I even hate him
Always getting the better half
While I’m left with nothing to fall back on to.



It’s coming
I can feel it my flesh and blood
Leaving I thought I would be happy
Now he laughs in my face
It’s happen I’m loosing grip
Someone, somebody, something, Help me!
Shit I’m about to do it

I count 1,2.….3
I pull the plug
My breathing becomes erratic
I gasp for air
But I want this
I need this
I am this
This feeling of relief
Yes it’s done
I have some many regrets
Oh forgive me
I have committed suicide

 

[NeedleNaHey]

Jesus...this is powerful.

And scary.

I'd so hate for it to be literal.

Yeah usually I do love poems but I wanted try something new and dark. If you want more of my poems just ask.

 

[shykittyme]

Yeah usually I do love poems but I wanted try something new and dark. If you want more of my poems just ask.

Absolutely, I'd love to read some more.

 

[NeedleNaHey]

Absolutely, I'd love to read some more.

Thanks well you want to PM it too or just post another one.

 

[shykittyme]

Thanks well you want to PM it too or just post another one.

Whatever you'd prefer. Only post here if you feel like it. A PM is fine, too.

 

[NeedleNaHey]

Whatever you'd prefer. Only post here if you feel like it. A PM is fine, too.

Sounds good to me, well more is on it's way.