Betticus
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- Joined
- Apr 9, 2004
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Does anyone else feel completely lost in life without having that special lil subbie or that Dom?
With me in particular, when I have that lil subbie my life works like a swiss watch. I enjoy my career, I hit the gym religiously, I stick to a clean and healthy diet and my crazier urges are curbed by my relationship with her.. She centers me in a very real way.
Without her my life goes insane after a short while. A cycle of self destructive bullshit of almost legendary proportions. A cesspool of vice and substance abuse that seems to be fun for those looking in from the edge. In the middle of this cyclone of insanity though there is just me wishing that I had a single, amazing lil subbie to protect and take care of.
It's a dilemma and I wonder if it is just me who is like this or if this is something that we all share.
With me in particular, when I have that lil subbie my life works like a swiss watch. I enjoy my career, I hit the gym religiously, I stick to a clean and healthy diet and my crazier urges are curbed by my relationship with her.. She centers me in a very real way.
Without her my life goes insane after a short while. A cycle of self destructive bullshit of almost legendary proportions. A cesspool of vice and substance abuse that seems to be fun for those looking in from the edge. In the middle of this cyclone of insanity though there is just me wishing that I had a single, amazing lil subbie to protect and take care of.
It's a dilemma and I wonder if it is just me who is like this or if this is something that we all share.