Cocklust Leads To Weirdness

[reg_roch]

Okay... I'm a str8 m with a GF and a massive case of cocklust (as evidenced by my prior posts... I've even written a highly rated story posted in the gay section of Lit). Anyway, until I found the forums here on Lit and started chatting with others online, I pretty much kept my cocklust in check in my R/L.

Now I just let loose with full on masturbation sessions where I fantasize about cock. But that's led me to fantasize about other things too... like shemales/cds etc. Those fantasies have led to cybersex and even phone and mic sex on occassion.

Here's where the weirdness comes in... I think that since I've let loose with my cocklust fantasies I've found myself turned on by anything with a long hard cock on it. Someone sent me a link to an artist who draws these cartoon animal shemale characters with enormous cocks and breasts... and I can't stop stroking to them. Then I found a 3D cartoon video on Lit's VOD with this little gnome creature with a giant dick... I fantasize about him now too!

WTF! I'm to the point where I'm so embarrassed by this stuff that it was really hard to even post this.

So... does anyone else find themselves turned on by this stuff too??? Please let me know... I feel like I'm all alone out here with these lusts and no one to enjoy them with.

 

[blklthrjkt]

Not that wierd. I've been turned on my anime a few times myself.

 

[mynameiskate]

Don't worry about it. I've heard of weirder things.

 

[Draggonfli]

I think you should find a cock to suck in the real world, hell, you may even like it, I do and its better than fantasy.

 

[limplizzard]

I agree with draggonfli

 

[cramer-FL]

It sounds like you are becoming addicted to porn and have a ever deepening need for something more sensational and taboo. This is something I battle with from time to time. If you see it going down a dangerous path get help.

 

[reg_roch]

I'm not so much addicted to porn... what I meant in my 1st post was that when I do jack, I find I jack to this weird stuff. Which apparently is not so weird according to a couple of the replies. I just don't know where to find other guys into this stuff to jack with.

I also can't go to my GF and say... "hey babe, long dong shemale squirrels give me massive boners." That's just the situation I'm in. My cocklust is in the closet which doesn't make things any easier.

 

[carlisme]

I don't know if this fits here, but since I have "come out of the closet" and told my girfriend about my desire to suck cock, I have become a little obsessed with it. I am not attracted to men, just hard cocks; however, when my girl and I are making love, I fantasize about sucking cock!

Just a little worried here.....

 

[DanielOC]

I don't know if this fits here, but since I have "come out of the closet" and told my girfriend about my desire to suck cock, I have become a little obsessed with it. I am not attracted to men, just hard cocks; however, when my girl and I are making love, I fantasize about sucking cock!

Just a little worried here.....

Don't be worried, I was the same way. Then I took the leap and sucked a real cock fro the first time a couple weeks ago and now I know that I am comfortably bi. Don't get me wrong, I am married and I love pussy but sometimes I just need a nice hard cock to satisfy me.

 

[blklthrjkt]

It's always nice to see guys getting comfortable with their desires.

 

[ttm_mtt]

Think about it

Does all of this lead to any of the following?

Injury to yourself or others?
Not having sex with your SO?
Spending your money of lots of porn (vs free internet)
Missing work or school?
Shutting yourself away from other people for long amounts of time?
Causing you to commit crimes?
Lead you into child porn (I'm not talking the could be 17 type, the real child porn stuff, obviously 12 and under)?

If you answer no, then you have your own little fantasy, nothing else.

As for "normal" when it comes to sexual matters, well that is pretty broad.

Go over to the BDSM board. Most of what they talk about there I consider well outside of what I would do, or want to do. Are they normal?

 

[Itigirl]

Not weird just hot!!!

Okay... I'm a str8 m with a GF and a massive case of cocklust (as evidenced by my prior posts... I've even written a highly rated story posted in the gay section of Lit). Anyway, until I found the forums here on Lit and started chatting with others online, I pretty much kept my cocklust in check in my R/L.

Now I just let loose with full on masturbation sessions where I fantasize about cock. But that's led me to fantasize about other things too... like shemales/cds etc. Those fantasies have led to cybersex and even phone and mic sex on occassion.

Here's where the weirdness comes in... I think that since I've let loose with my cocklust fantasies I've found myself turned on by anything with a long hard cock on it. Someone sent me a link to an artist who draws these cartoon animal shemale characters with enormous cocks and breasts... and I can't stop stroking to them. Then I found a 3D cartoon video on Lit's VOD with this little gnome creature with a giant dick... I fantasize about him now too!

WTF! I'm to the point where I'm so embarrassed by this stuff that it was really hard to even post this.

So... does anyone else find themselves turned on by this stuff too??? Please let me know... I feel like I'm all alone out here with these lusts and no one to enjoy them with.

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[reg_roch]

My lover has just finally told me that he has been with men. No kissing or sex just oral sex. I am so turned on by it we are trying to find a well endowed male and woman to join us. I loved that cartoon VOD!!! And it started the same cock fetish for me (I've always been enamored by a big beautiful cock but now it's just driving me crazy) I was so relieved to here by lover is open to me watch him suck another man. Can't wait till we find the right person.

Wow!!! I need to find me a gal like you!!!

 

[Bill3250]

My lover has just finally told me that he has been with men. No kissing or sex just oral sex. I am so turned on by it we are trying to find a well endowed male and woman to join us. I loved that cartoon VOD!!! And it started the same cock fetish for me (I've always been enamored by a big beautiful cock but now it's just driving me crazy) I was so relieved to here by lover is open to me watch him suck another man. Can't wait till we find the right person.

I wish my wife had your attitude. She has seen me suck cock a couple times and once she and I shared a cock with another woman. All three happened in the heat of the moment and she refuses to plan or even talk about such pleasures. Luck for me, she doesn't if I have a cock from time to time......as long as I carefully choose a healthy partner and don't talk about it.

 

[Itigirl]

Lucky

I wish my wife had your attitude. She has seen me suck cock a couple times and once she and I shared a cock with another woman. All three happened in the heat of the moment and she refuses to plan or even talk about such pleasures. Luck for me, she doesn't if I have a cock from time to time......as long as I carefully choose a healthy partner and don't talk about it.

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[none2_none2]

I think ttm_mtt explained it very well. If your fantasies start affecting the rest of your life or causing harm, then you have a problem. Otherwise, you just have a fantasy as most do. I don' t think there is a perfect sexual fantasy that wouldn't shock someone. I suppose a close to perfect fantasy wold be a fantasy where a man imagines that his wife was June Cleaver and that she wants to have missionary sex so that Beaver could have a little brother or sister. She puts on religious music of your choice, and hangs your country's flag over the windows so that the neighbors as well as Beaver cannot tell what is going on...

That aside, I'm sure most fantasies would shock someone.

Just realize that any permutation of fantasy exists. It is such a common theme on this board that guys crave cock. I'll never understand it. If I have to wear a label it would be gay. That being said, I really don't care for cock. I would sire a child by a handsome, butch, muscular, masculine, very hairy man. I've had that fantasy since I was a child and now I'm 48. It is my old reliable way to get me in the mood.

I have a few variations on that , so basically this is my fundamental fantasy. Its weird (and in my case it won't happen), but it gets my equipment working every time. Since it gets things working and doesn't hurt anybody else nor interfere with other parts of my life, there is nothing wrong with it. (It helps that my partner doesn't mind it! )