Cocksuckers, how many know of your oral obsession?

Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of inferiority that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a Cocksucker is a major aspect of who I am.

Me too

I applaud your honesty and the bravery that underlies it
 
My wife is well aware that I want to suck cock and that I want a regular buddy to suck. She isn't grossed out, but also doesn't offer consent.
She is, however, unaware that I have sucked a few cocks, not to completion, and that I was once buggered in a hotel room and loved it.
 
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I'm still very much a wannabe, but no one in real life knows of my obsession and desire, most definitely not my wife.

I do think it would be exhilarating to meet someone in real life that I have confessed my desires to online. I kind of find the idea of sitting across from a table at a restaurant with someone that knows I want to suck cock rather arousing!
it is hot to text to a man that you want to suck his cock and he wants you
 
With my encouragement, my wife has told a few of her close friends that I am bisexual. A couple were intrigued and wanted to know more, so she told them my favorite thing is sucking cock. I love when I see those friends, knowing that they know I am a cocksucker
 
I'm still very much a wannabe, but no one in real life knows of my obsession and desire, most definitely not my wife.

I do think it would be exhilarating to meet someone in real life that I have confessed my desires to online. I kind of find the idea of sitting across from a table at a restaurant with someone that knows I want to suck cock rather arousing!
I agree! Only had the pleasure of sucking one cock and it was long ago and no one knows. I would love another chance.
 
Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of inferiority that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a Cocksucker is a major aspect of who I am.
Mine is a very short list, other then the many guys I have sucked over 55+ years of being a cocksucker:
My female MD, my dermatologist, both the girls who wax and sugar me, one ex girlfriend who pegged me after I told her, three guy's wives that I have had MFM with.
That's it. No Ex Wives (2), no other ex girlfriends (5/6), and not my current g/f of 17 years.
I am a private type of guy.
 
Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of inferiority that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a Cocksucker is a major aspect of who I am.
No one and all of cocks have belonged to strangers. But I feel no shame in it at all.

But although I have always done anon bathhouse sucking I never quite get the degrading element of it. I find it a liberating act and I feel the power as I watch a man in pleasure and he can’t control himself when he blows. It’s the most erotic thing I do. Even when then pull my head in and I gag I always love it and feel a real ‘feminine’ power. It’s the same feeling when a guy really needs my ass. Sexy is powerful. Being the object of male lust is intoxicating.
 
I'm still very much a wannabe, but no one in real life knows of my obsession and desire, most definitely not my wife.

I do think it would be exhilarating to meet someone in real life that I have confessed my desires to online. I kind of find the idea of sitting across from a table at a restaurant with someone that knows I want to suck cock rather arousing!
you can DM me
 
I'm still very much a wannabe, but no one in real life knows of my obsession and desire, most definitely not my wife.

I do think it would be exhilarating to meet someone in real life that I have confessed my desires to online. I kind of find the idea of sitting across from a table at a restaurant with someone that knows I want to suck cock rather arousing!
I've done exactly that!
 
For me, it's 4. One was a woman I met here on lit 15 years ago with an older account. She knew I was bicurious and tried to help set up a threesome between us and another guy. Unfortunately we could never get the time right for all 3 of us, but her and I had fun. One time she joined me on an overnight work trip, and I was her first anal experience. Unfortunately she met a guy and didn't want to cheat on him, so we ended our relationship.

The 2nd is a guy I started chatting with here on lit about 7 years ago. We follow each other on social media so we know what each other look like, and all about our families, however despite him being somewhat local we've never met in person. We chat often, hopefully that will change.

Another is a local guy I met on SD. He and I chat frequently, but we're not completely compatible. He's not interested in receiving, so
 
Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of inferiority that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a Cocksucker is a major aspect of who I am.
Love the tone and raw passion in your writing, cocksucker 🥰
 
I have never specifically told anyone how much I enjoy sucking cock. Contrary to other people, I don't feel degraded when sucking a cock. I feel like I'm in control of another person's orgasm, just as I am when I am fingering a woman to orgasm., which makes me feel like I'm in control. There is one guy, who doesn't know my name, who probably has a good understanding though. We met back in the day when craigslist had M4M personals. I went to his apartment and sucked him off 3 times in succession. I only left because he needed to get some sleep.d I think that he was totally worn out by the time that I left.
 
I have never specifically told anyone how much I enjoy sucking cock. Contrary to other people, I don't feel degraded when sucking a cock. I feel like I'm in control of another person's orgasm, just as I am when I am fingering a woman to orgasm., which makes me feel like I'm in control. There is one guy, who doesn't know my name, who probably has a good understanding though. We met back in the day when craigslist had M4M personals. I went to his apartment and sucked him off 3 times in succession. I only left because he needed to get some sleep.d I think that he was totally worn out by the time that I left.
Beautiful
 
For me, it's 4. One was a woman I met here on lit 15 years ago with an older account. She knew I was bicurious and tried to help set up a threesome between us and another guy. Unfortunately we could never get the time right for all 3 of us, but her and I had fun. One time she joined me on an overnight work trip, and I was her first anal experience. Unfortunately she met a guy and didn't want to cheat on him, so we ended our relationship.

The 2nd is a guy I started chatting with here on lit about 7 years ago. We follow each other on social media so we know what each other look like, and all about our families, however despite him being somewhat local we've never met in person. We chat often, hopefully that will change.

Another is a local guy I met on SD. He and I chat frequently, but we're not completely compatible. He's not interested in receiving, so
I need to have a few more guys know!!!
 
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