Cocksuckers, how many know of your oral obsession?

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Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of helplessness and vulnerability that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a Cocksucker is a major aspect of who I am.
 
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I have told a few of my friends that I am a cock sucker and love doing it and I also told them I am bi and it doesn't seem to bother them. I have sucked a few people that I know and they were married but said I sucked good. Even my brother-in-law I told him that I am a cock sucker and it didn't bother him either. My wife has seen me suck cock just once during a game of truth or dare. To me I feel that I have power over the men whose cocks I have sucked as when I feel them coming in my mouth and I swallow then I have achieved something to get them to come, even though they are `straight.` I just love the feel of a hard cock in my mouth.
 
Over the years, aside from the men whose cocks I suck, I have admitted to a few individuals that I am, in fact, a Cocksucker and it was interesting to note their reactions, or more accurately, the difficulty they seemed to have in responding to my revelation. Some of them seemed genuinely curious to understand why I enjoyed sucking cock, considering the disrepute associated with "being" a Cocksucker. My current wife was quite surprised when I admitted to her that I particularly enjoyed the sense of subservience and degradation implicit in the role of Cocksucker, and that I loved experiencing the intense feelings of inferiority that washed over me each and every time I dropped to my knees to suck another man's cock and allowed him to hold my head as he roughly fucked my throat and ejaculated deep inside me, impersonally '"using" me as a receptacle for his semen. She couldn't understand why I enjoyed feeling degraded. I'm not sure that I understand it myself, but being a Cocksucker is a major aspect of who I am.
I can definitely relate to what you said here. To me being a male cocksucker cum slut is actually much more for me than the act of giving another guy a blowjob. To me being a male cocksucker is very much a part of who I am as a person.
 
My wife is aware; I told her a day or so after I sucked my first cock. There have been a few lady friends who were aware I also sucked cock. One of which, I've shared a cock with. And the wife of one of the guys who's cock I sucked -- she watched and participated in the threesome.

Edited after reading the below post; I've discussed it with two of my doctors.
 
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I can definitely relate to what you said here. To me being a male cocksucker cum slut is actually much more for me than the act of giving another guy a blowjob. To me being a male cocksucker is very much a part of who I am as a person.
Yes!! I like the idea that other people know that I'm a Cocksucker. I like being watched while I'm sucking cock and knowing that other people are witnessing my degradation
 
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Really, only readers of this forum. Never hooked up wth a guy, although it's been a longtime fantasy. I did tell one girlfriend that I was a little bisexual, and given that I had my face in her pussy every chance I got, she probably figured out that I was, shall we say, orally inclined in that way!
 
I'm still very much a wannabe, but no one in real life knows of my obsession and desire, most definitely not my wife.

I do think it would be exhilarating to meet someone in real life that I have confessed my desires to online. I kind of find the idea of sitting across from a table at a restaurant with someone that knows I want to suck cock rather arousing!
 
The adult desires hit me late twenty's, So I grappled with it completely quietly. My first experience as an adult, I Was kind of shocked I went through with it, I told the girl I was dating, expecting us to break up and she was excited and wanted to watch after that.
After that anyone else I dated I would tell them at some point if we continue dating, and I felt they were open enough not to judge. If I got a vibe that that wouldn't be cool, I wouldn't continue dating them.
One girlfriend was pretty upset after we broke up so she ended up telling some people, Was a big betrayal for me but thankfully we didn't Have any friends in same circles for the most part.
One friend knows as he admitted he had similar inclinations 1 time when drunk, so I opened up to him as well.
I definitely wouldn't be comfortable with anyone else knowing as most people would not understand. I've only had a handful of experiences because it has to be a very specific scenario. My friends might think I was interested in them, Or be wary around me, which is so far from reality.
I did tell one long distance friend that I thought was quite open-minded and we haven't really talked since.
Although I have not been active in quite a few years now, my partner now knows that I have the inclinations. It took her a while to truly believe that I wasn't potentially a closet gay guy I think.
 
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