What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

[ShaneoD]

Right now, I’m thinking about the people I started to connect with here. I miss them, even though I know I slipped into my old pattern of pulling back the moment I felt myself letting someone too close, afraid I’d scare them away. I do that, often. Pull away that is.

Yet, time away from here, as usual, has been healing and specifically grounding in ways I didn’t expect…I’ve had more space for myself….more time for me. For jotting down stories and scraps of thoughts, for letting my mind wander without a single ounce of distraction.

And most of all, walking. Yes, walking. It might sound silly but it’s healing and getting back to it has woken something in me again. Around 16 to 18k steps a day… all before 9am, a stone and a half lighter, my routine finally back in a stable rhythm…I feel like my soul is breathing again.

Yet part of me misses the chaos of being here each and every day….staying up until 1 or 2 a.m., chatting, being turned on, intelligent conversations with sexually stimulating people. laughing…. waking up and checking this place first thing to see if those special few had replied. That wasn’t healthy, I know.

A lot on my mind.

Breaks are good, everything in moderation, and remember you can't help anyone else if you're not in a good place yourself

 

[Paul_Chance]

"I must die. Must I then die lamenting? I must be put in chains. Must I then also lament? I must go into exile. Does any man then hinder me from going with smiles and cheerfulness and contentment?" - Epictetus

(Contemplating Epictetus as I wind through the afternoon. A wise man. If you're not familiar with it, there is an app called "We Croak" that, once you load it on your phone, will periodically through the day send you various quotes contemplating life, death, and mortality. A post-modern memento mori.)

 

[ALovelyNudist]

What’s in the kitchen?

 

[GallantWriter]

Right now, I’m thinking about the people I started to connect with here. I miss them, even though I know I slipped into my old pattern of pulling back the moment I felt myself letting someone too close, afraid I’d scare them away. I do that, often. Pull away that is.

Yet, time away from here, as usual, has been healing and specifically grounding in ways I didn’t expect…I’ve had more space for myself….more time for me. For jotting down stories and scraps of thoughts, for letting my mind wander without a single ounce of distraction.

And most of all, walking. Yes, walking. It might sound silly but it’s healing and getting back to it has woken something in me again. Around 16 to 18k steps a day… all before 9am, a stone and a half lighter, my routine finally back in a stable rhythm…I feel like my soul is breathing again.

Yet part of me misses the chaos of being here each and every day….staying up until 1 or 2 a.m., chatting, being turned on, intelligent conversations with sexually stimulating people. laughing…. waking up and checking this place first thing to see if those special few had replied. That wasn’t healthy, I know.

A lot on my mind.

Breaks are always good. Even if it causes me to miss you even more. I'm glad you're back though, life never is the same without you in it.

So happy you're feeling fulfilled and that time away from distractions has been worthwhile. Don't be a stranger for too long, but yes to all the breaks you're beautiful self might need.

Missed you Squirtle.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Chatting with certain people can't help but make you smile. (nothing sexual, believe it or not!)

 

[ridemybeard69]

I can't stop thinking about the dream I had last night about going to a sex club with a friend and having fun with a stranger

 

[Taegul]

Three notifications since Monday of "women" with 0 posts and no activity/reactions at all putting me on follow. Kinda sus.

Remember, ladies....I probably think you're a dude. Because a fair number of you are.

 

[morelikeasong]

Whoever decided to put CHIA SEEDS on the Thomas’ everything bagels is a MONSTER

 

[Whiskeyjack]

Whoever decided to put CHIA SEEDS on the Thomas’ everything bagels is a MONSTER

I'm more worried for you living in a part of the country where your best option for bagels is Thomas's.

 

[morelikeasong]

I'm more worried for you living in a part of the country where your best option for bagels is Thomas's.

I buy the Thomas’ mini bagels for my kids

But also… yeah this area is a bagel desert

 

[Chloe_Harper]

this area is a bagel desert

 

[ericalauren]

My nightmare last night was a real doozy.

 

[lifeisgood3976]

Three notifications since Monday of "women" with 0 posts and no activity/reactions at all putting me on follow. Kinda sus.

Remember, ladies....I probably think you're a dude. Because a fair number of you are.

I received a series of PMs from someone. I looked at their "about," and it said they had joined 2 hours ago.

I was born on a Wednesday, but it wasn't LAST Wednesday.

 

[SalaciousMonkey22]

Excuse me, her bagel is far from arid and dry. Bagel oasis maybe.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Kittens are adorable but terrorists. One bit me all night, wanting attention. Even bit my eyebrow when I hid my arms under me.

 

[AmberLGreen]

Three notifications since Monday of "women" with 0 posts and no activity/reactions at all putting me on follow. Kinda sus.

Remember, ladies....I probably think you're a dude. Because a fair number of you are.

@barefootgirl69 has a word for this

 

[~Elizabeth~]

Another coffee or no?

 

[beachbaby179]

I'm more worried for you living in a part of the country where your best option for bagels is Thomas's.

WORD. My son moved to Wisconsin. He makes his own now. Apparently the bagels there are donuts in disguise.

 

[Chloe_Harper]

Excuse me, her bagel is far from arid and dry. Bagel oasis maybe.

And all the roads you have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead you there are blinding
There are many things that you would like to say to her
But you don't know how
Because maybe
She's gonna be the one that saves you
And after all
She's your wonderwall

 

[cheekygirl75]

Is that who I think it is?

 

[MrPimms]

It is time for Hercule Poirot?

Monsieur, is this Rocher? Nope, that’s not Poirot

 

[Oralexplorer]

Why can't I sleep

 

[Tallulah82]

Three notifications since Monday of "women" with 0 posts and no activity/reactions at all putting me on follow. Kinda sus.

Remember, ladies....I probably think you're a dude. Because a fair number of you are.

This is what a lot of dudes say in the hope bait that some woman will fall for it and send nudes to "prove" otherwise. I know, because I fell for it too. Took me 76 nudes to realise what was going on.

It was so time consuming to keep finding women's nudes on the net to hide my dick.

 

[gisade]

I really dont want to go and exercise

 

[Tallulah82]

Is that who I think it is?

I was thinking it was who I was thinking, but I don't know if it is who I was thinking. If it IS who I think I am thinking then I'd be happy to say hello, but if it's not who I'm thinking then I'm keeping my distance until I witness more.