What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

[pinkparkhorse]

The Ghost of the Unsent

It isn’t silence that ruins me.
It’s the words I almost gave you.

The I miss you burning holes in my chest.
The I adore you that claws at my throat -
a truth so sharp I fear it would drive you away.

So I erase.
Rewrite.
Erase again.

But the unsent never dies.
It hunts me.
Follows me into sleep.
A phantom pressing against my ribs,
a wound that refuses to close.

You will never read the words.
Yet they live inside me - feral, restless, unrelenting - until the day they break free.

And when they do -
they will not whisper.
They will not plead.

They will turn inward.
They will claw me open from the inside.
They will tear me apart for every moment
I chose fear over truth.

The ghost will not ruin you.
It will ruin only me.
And I will carry that destruction alone.

For every word I buried
will return as a curse -
etching its silence into my bones,
haunting each breath,
until I wither into nothing
but longing left unfinished.

And in the end,
you will forget me -
but I will never escape you.

(Reposted from The Art of Getting Lit Laid)

Wow! This is incredibly moving. You are so gifted.

 

[Carmina24]

Wow! This is incredibly moving. You are so gifted.

That's very kind of you to say so, thank you!

 

[Crownvic]

Coming off a night shift and transitioning back to normal hours sucks.

Done that many times..always sucks.

 

[LittleMissSunshine12]

I'm thinking maybe it isn't too early for a cocktail

 

[BongoGal]

I'm thinking maybe it isn't too early for a cocktail

Hey, it’s almost noon somewhere.

 

[pinkparkhorse]

I wish someone was massaging my aching head

 

[ReallyRandyReader]

I wish someone was massaging my aching head

We all wish that

Hope you feel better soon. Sending you virtual Indian head massage vibes

 

[BongoGal]

Cheese. Cheese on toast. Cheese with marmite. Cheese with more cheese. Cheese with lashings of pickle.

Cheese.

May I present….Cheez-it Pizza!

 

[Crownvic]

It’s noon here...

 

[HopefulRetirement]

About time for the second coat and then off to be a real life Handy Manny for a couple of hours.

 

[munch2much]

I fear this is what every Uber driver thinks 5 minutes into a ride with my sister and I.

Somehow I’m more interested in your conversations than theirs!!

 

[Ms_Mia1]

You should see how prevalent this is in the live chat. There is a guy (can only be a guy) that is pretending to be a woman. In January 2025 their profile had these stats;

Stats: 22F 5-1 approx 100lbs. 32b Petite blonde blue eyes, no tats as of yet. I am fair skinned so not much hair.. so waxed. Small tight ass from the running (soccer) playing. Nerdy Accountant.

Then in August 2025 it was these stats;

Stats: 21F 5-1 approx 115lbs. 32b Petite blonde blue eyes, no tats as of yet. I am fair skinned so not much hair.. so I wax. Small tight ass from the running (soccer) playing. Working towards my degree - to be a nerdy Accountant with glasses.

In 7 months; they went back a year in time, put on 15 lbs (this is probably because 5'1" 100 lbs is somewhat unhealthy according to BMI tables so they looked it up and picked the halfway point in the healthy range), and because they went backwards in time they have to redo their degree. This is valuable information now we know that if we go back in time we don't take our current knowledge base with us.

do we have a name for this young lad .....

 

[Lit_shreya]

I started thread .
Thinking was it really needed...

 

[LordofDargaardkeep]

well that was less eventful than I thought it would be..

 

[Hornymwtxn]

I started thread .
Thinking was it really needed...

Inbox overload coming your way

 

[Lit_shreya]

Inbox overload coming your way

Welcome

 

[Wand3rlust]

well that was less eventful than I thought it would be..

Amateur.

 

[jeff_is_smiling]

I had high hopes for thread play...giving at least an hour after the last post before adding my own - only to have the same thing as often happens occur. The same person instantly posted over me. Takes all the enjoyment out of posting. Why come to lit if there's no joy in posting at times?

 

[barefootgirl69]

Does she realize she is the problem?

 

[cheekygirl75]

Does she realize she is the problem?

I am?

 

[Shady_nz]

Random tbought. Good girls are made from sugar and spice and bad girls are made from vodka, lemonade and ice ...

 

[cheekygirl75]

Random tbought. Good girls are made from sugar and spice and bad girls are made from vodka, lemonade and ice ...

I guess that makes me a bad girl!

 

[Shady_nz]

I guess that makes me a bad girl!

Me too .. for the right person...

 

[AmberLGreen]

I guess that makes me a bad ass girl!

FIFY

 

[AmberLGreen]

I think I need a JD and coke or four