Being watched while used like a slut

I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
It’s fantasy, no problem
 
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I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut.
It seems like you're getting some good answers amidst the chaff, especially from @MasterDarcy, so I'm not going to clutter the airwaves too much. Just to say this:

There is no normal. “Normal” is an illusion based solely on what “everyone” thinks everyone else does or thinks.

And this: I share your desire. There is nothing I'd like more than to be in a public setting. One person there I trust implicitly, to watch over things and protect my safety. But with myself strapped down and with absolutely no control, to be freely used and degraded by exacting else there in every way they could imagine.

I completely get it.
 
I posted this in another thread but posting here again since it fit this thread as well:

I went to a birthday party of a friend who know I’m submissive and into exhibitionism awhile ago. She made me go nude in front of everyone while making me unable to cover up myself. They see my tits, pussy, butthole, everything. I was the only one there who is fully naked.

My pussy literally dripped while being in that humiliated state with everything on display and everyone looking at my privates and she go further by spreading my clit apart and played with my pussy in front of everyone before fucking it with a transparent dildo.

I cum so many times and pretty spent after the party.
Lucky you Viconiax
 
Personally would love a woman on her knees when I got home from work that I could just use. Happened with a woman I was seeing about 10 years ago. Some of the best times. Love to recreate that again and more. 😍😍😍
Yes I've often wished that would happen. If I was living with a sub, this would be how she greeted me every tine i came home
 
I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
I totally get it. I've never been in a porn flick but I've been used hard plenty of times, in front of guys with their phones out. I'm not a pretty chick so a bunch of strangers looking at my body and seeing what a filthy little animal I am is a privilege and thrill. I have to admit though, all that is magnified about a million times when things are out of my control. Which they usually are.
 
I totally get it. I've never been in a porn flick but I've been used hard plenty of times, in front of guys with their phones out. I'm not a pretty chick so a bunch of strangers looking at my body and seeing what a filthy little animal I am is a privilege and thrill. I have to admit though, all that is magnified about a million times when things are out of my control. Which they usually are.
Lucky guys..would love to see the pictures they took of you
 
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