When did you realise you were a sub sissy?

[SissyAngelicaLu]

When I watched porn, I wanted to experience what the man was feeling but then I also wanted to experience the sensations of the woman as well. I wanted a man to kiss me, suck on my breasts and nipples, and make me suck his big cock. The desire to act and dress feminine, to present myself as a woman and submit myself to a man (or a woman) grew within me and built up as I got older. It was taking that first step to go to my dominatrix, who put makeup on me and dressed me up in feminine clothes that made me realize that this was a permanent part of who I was.

 

[Slvr4Younger]

When I watched porn, I wanted to experience what the man was feeling but then I also wanted to experience the sensations of the woman as well. I wanted a man to kiss me, suck on my breasts and nipples, and make me suck his big cock. The desire to act and dress feminine, to present myself as a woman and submit myself to a man (or a woman) grew within me and built up as I got older. It was taking that first step to go to my dominatrix, who put makeup on me and dressed me up in feminine clothes that made me realize that this was a permanent part of who I was.

It sounds as though you've developed into a very good, obedient, girl. Well done!

 

[SissyAngelicaLu]

It sounds as though you've developed into a very good, obedient, girl. Well done!

I definitely am. When I'm a woman I'm completely submissive and will do whatever my daddy asks of me.

 

[Slvr4Younger]

I definitely am. When I'm a woman I'm completely submissive and will do whatever my daddy asks of me.

Your daddy is a lucky man! I envy him!

 

[Funguy63]

After sucking my first cock

 

[RoanMtn]

A year ago I never would have believed I'd be having sissy fantasies, but that's all I masturbate to now. I'm shaved, wear panties, suck a dildo, and occasionally wear a butt plug. The benefits of having such a small sissy clit, I can wear panties like these:

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[FeelingLikeMyself]

I've been a submissive bottom since the beginning. Bottoming is why I tried cock in the first place. Topping feels like being straight with extra steps. Anyway...

When I started experimenting with crossdressing and chatting to guys online, the only excitement I got was from being the girliest, most submissive, most eager sissy (it was the late 90s and sissy porn hadn't really taken off yet, even in the dark circles of the Internet I inhabited then), even if I didn't yet know what that was. It got me attention and it felt natural.

Fast forward to a few years ago. I'm in a not happy marriage, watching too much porn and wishing I could start dressing up again. I'm still in denial but watching sissygasm videos. Eventually it lead to the sissy hypno videos because more than a few are just 20 minutes of cocks and cum shots.

After awhile and some deep introspection, I eventually put 2 and 2 together. I was a sissy the entire time. I just didn't have the words for it.

 

[RoanMtn]

I've been a submissive bottom since the beginning.

That's how I see myself in my fantasies.

 

[magic_rat]

Not sure I'd describe myself as a sissy but I've always been sub for men (dom with women, go figure!)

I'd been fucked a few times but the turning point for me, when i knew what I really wanted, was when I was about 20, I'd been sent on a management training course by my employer and I was sharing a room with a black guy (yeah I know, sounds like fantyasy but isn't).

After drinking in the bar the first night he took a shower and I couldn't stop looking at him. He was quite athletic and muscular and I'd never seen a black guy right in front of me in a towel before.

He got annoyed at me and asked if I was a fucking queer. I think I nearly cried. I was very firmly closeted (it was the 80s) and had a girlfriend.

He laughed at me and stood right in front of me and dropped his towel and told me to suck it if I was a queer. I didn't move and he pushed my head down on it. I couldnt help myself, I sucked it and got him hard.

He was verbally abusive but it just got me more excited. Then he said he was going to teach me a lesson, pused me face down on the bed, poured a load of (I think) baby oil an my arse and got on top of me.

He wasn't gentle, and it was all about him getting off, nothing for me. He fucked me roughly and hard for a few minutes then came in me, then told me if I ever told anyone he'd hurt me bad, then went to bed. We never exchanged a single word after that, but I knew I'd had the best fuck of my life til that point.

 

[Lori_Lux]

I think I knew pretty much immediately after my first hook up with an older man.

 

[madlapper]

I knew when the first time my ass was fingered and came almost right away. I wanted it again right away and when I took a dildo with dirty talk I was hooked for life!

 

[ellisandy1000]

When I watched porn, I wanted to experience what the man was feeling but then I also wanted to experience the sensations of the woman as well. I wanted a man to kiss me, suck on my breasts and nipples, and make me suck his big cock. The desire to act and dress feminine, to present myself as a woman and submit myself to a man (or a woman) grew within me and built up as I got older. It was taking that first step to go to my dominatrix, who put makeup on me and dressed me up in feminine clothes that made me realize that this was a permanent part of who I was.

I think a lot of us experience this, I know I did. Watching porn and wanting to be the girl and feel that domination, and to be smooth and lean while the man is tough and burly.

 

[crem]

When I was blowing some guy and all of a sudden he pulled my face off of his dick, told me to look up at him then he slap my face and spit on it, took turns slapping and spitting, it happen so fast then he put his dick back in my mouth and I was getting face fucked, he stop and said you want more and I just looked up at him and nodded my head and started slapping and spitting in my face and I loved it. That was the most exciting blow job I have ever given at that time.

 

[Goyl]

I think I knew pretty much immediately after my first hook up with an older man.

Me too! I was 20 something, he was 60 something and had a nice 7” cock that was always hard. He liked that I wear panties and he let me come over and suck his dick whenever I wanted to- which was all the time! I miss his cock and cum!

 

[Lily Peg]

When being forced feminised by a dominant woman definitely changed my own self perception of being a sissy. Submissiveness was always there from an early age.

 

[tristantrotsky]

Me too! I was 20 something, he was 60 something and had a nice 7” cock that was always hard. He liked that I wear panties and he let me come over and suck his dick whenever I wanted to- which was all the time! I miss his cock and cum!

Those first times with a well-hung lover leave indelible memories of such intense pleasure that the need never quite leaves you forever after...

 

[SeminoleMeaghan]

I remembered another fun one...

When you put your panties back *ON* after cumming, realizing that this is what you really want, who you really are. That's a life affirming moment.

 

[Goyl]

I remembered another fun one...

When you put your panties back *ON* after cumming, realizing that this is what you really want, who you really are. That's a life affirming moment.

 

[Goyl]

That’s when i realized I’m a cocksucker and I like it!!

 

[SPARTAN047]

'I'm a cocksucker and I know it'!

*LMFAO theme keeps playing *

 

[Ciceri]

Does feel wonderful and liberating, doesn’t it?

Feels like home. When I dress at home everything feels normal

 

[Ciceri]

The day I noticed nothing in my top drawer was cotton. All nylon, satin and lace

 

[amigayorbi]

Have been reading and getting introduced to SPH, Femdom, which makes me wonder ?

 

[tristantrotsky]

That’s when i realized I’m a cocksucker and I like it!!

I was lying on my back on the bed, naked, he was crouched over my head face-fucking and throating me, I had already cum, early on, from the sheer excitement of it, and my cock was slumped in a glistening puddle of spunk, but he was still fucking my mouth after twenty-five minutes until my eyes were glazed hypnotised by his virile power... eventually he drew back, out of my mouth, so that his trembling cockhead was poised an inch above my face, and he shot two jets of spunk across my nose and forehead, then a third spasm that was more of an oozing trickle that went drip-drip-drip across my mouth, lips, teeth and tongue. My eyes glowing, I waited for a moment, then simply and very naturally took his spunk-messy cock back into my mouth and resumed sucking it gently and contentedly. I knew instinctively that this was my place, this was what I had been born to do...

 

[SPARTAN047]

I knew I loved to watch sexy femboys and sissies bent over or with their knees up, lying sideways while exposing their fat asses to the camera. I thought of licking and sucking their assholes much more than I wanted to fuck them.