What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

I’m thinking that sometimes my intuition feels like a liability.

It’s strange, how often my vulnerability becomes someone else’s content. Something to be consumed, repurposed, and reshaped into something easier to digest. Not just here, but in so many places in my life.

And I guess I’m wondering…
Is it just me who feels that way?

Like your original thoughts or pieces of yourself are seen, but only in the hands of someone else?

Yes and it’s often used to fulfill themselves while your missing pieces are still scattered about, slowing blowing away in the wind and no one around you notices…

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
 
It feels more like silent erasure - emotional siphoning, really - which at its core is dejecting.

Not so much a main character vs. NPC conflict, but a reflection of a broader societal shift, one marked by quiet greed and entitlement, as opposed to the grandiose spectacle we’re used to seeing.

Even the most intimate expressions, even someone’s vulnerability, can be treated like raw material: refined and reused, as long as it serves the next hot topic.
Ah, you speak of all the negativity spreading. Yeah. It can stick to you like gum in your shoe. I often have to remind myself that I can't save everyone. I can only control myself and direct my journey. It sucks because kind souls want everyone to thrive and survive. But as I stated some folks are just NPCs. Cogs in the machine of negativity helping it spin.
 
It feels more like silent erasure - emotional siphoning, really - which at its core is dejecting.

Not so much a main character vs. NPC conflict, but a reflection of a broader societal shift, one marked by quiet greed and entitlement, as opposed to the grandiose spectacle we’re used to seeing.

Even the most intimate expressions, even someone’s vulnerability, can be treated like raw material: refined and reused, as long as it serves the next hot topic.
Dont know your age but had these feelings more often at younger age. Still have fuck the world mentality but also can find joy and happiness and humor in some things.

Hang in there and dont let the bastards grind you down.

 
Dont know your age but had these feelings more often at younger age. Still have fuck the world mentality but also can find joy and happiness and humor in some things.

Hang in there and dont let the bastards grind you down.


Very fitting, my 30th life anniversary will be in November!!

And I’ve been trying to fuck and grind on
the bastards but…

Oh! Oh, I understand the lyrics now 🤭
 
I have a thermometer in my bedroom that tells me the temperature outside. Two days ago, when I woke up it said 39 degrees. Today, it says 69 degrees. A 30-degree swing is not unusual for this time of year, and I feel like I should take advantage and sit outside with my coffee. But I feel like that hesitant hibernating animal, waking up and unsure.

Fuck it. I'm going for it.:D:nana:
 
I have a thermometer in my bedroom that tells me the temperature outside. Two days ago, when I woke up it said 39 degrees. Today, it says 69 degrees. A 30-degree swing is not unusual for this time of year, and I feel like I should take advantage and sit outside with my coffee. But I feel like that hesitant hibernating animal, waking up and unsure.

Fuck it. I'm going for it.:D:nana:
Living on the edge, I see! Enjoy your day.
 
How exactly does a childless man get invited to not one but two egg hunts outside of his own family 🤔

What happened to a quite Easter. For those curious I said no because my mother hosts one every year. For her grandkids
Don't look a gift horse....
 
How exactly does a childless man get invited to not one but two egg hunts outside of his own family 🤔

What happened to a quite Easter. For those curious I said no because my mother hosts one every year. For her grandkids

Would you at least get chocolate if you went? Otherwise, they’re pointless.

30? Jeez. Just keep moving. Do things you like to do. Every so often something nice for someone else. Travel. Try not to be a dick unless someone deserves it. Cheers.

This is actually great advice. I wish someone had told me this when I was 30. Heck, even when I was 40! Too many of us get stuck in our heads, I think.
 
Would you at least get chocolate if you went? Otherwise, they’re pointless
Oh I did, probably ate too much, I helped my nieces and nephews to find eggs, my sister was very happy with a pic of me picking up my nephew to find an egg, he's 19 🤣. Oh and what might have been my favourite moment was my sister telling her daughter (who's on the spectrum) that she'd eaten enough chocolate, to which she replied "Ok" and instantly opened a packet of Jelly Babies 🤣
 
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Oh I did, probably ate too much, I helped my nieces and nephews to find eggs, my sister was very happy with a pic of me picking up my nephew to find an egg, he's 19 🤣. Oh and what might have been my favourite moment was my sister telling her daughter (who's on the spectrum) that she'd eat enough chocolate, to which she replied "Ok" and instantly opened a packed of Jelly Babies 🤣
Well, that’s no fair - I hid the damn eggs for my nieces & they gave me nothing! 😂
 
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