Did anything make you cry today?

The meeting with command today. I appreciate trying to bring some levity to the situation but the fact is my chain of command is all Army and they are not affected by what’s going on. It’s not a joke for me…it’s my income, my retirement and most importantly my medical insurance. And on a more personal note I grew up in this hospital and I want to finish my career here like my dad and my mom did.
 
Yes, missing my bestie/bro.

That’s also tough. Sorry you’re dealing with that 🫂

The meeting with command today. I appreciate trying to bring some levity to the situation but the fact is my chain of command is all Army and they are not affected by what’s going on. It’s not a joke for me…it’s my income, my retirement and most importantly my medical insurance. And on a more personal note I grew up in this hospital and I want to finish my career here like my dad and my mom did.

That is horrible. I wish that things could work out better for you, truly. 🫂
 
Rewatching the last episode of Gilmore Girls on Hulu and the

scene at the end of Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life miniseries on YouTube
 
The only difference is you've got integrity, I don't
Only difference is I'll do a lot of things you won't
You'd like to think I'm sleeping very peacefully, I'm not
I'm cryin' drunk, I'm cryin' drunk, I'm cryin' drunk
I'm cryin'


 
Rewatching the last episode of Gilmore Girls on Hulu and the

scene at the end of Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life miniseries on YouTube

Never actually saw Gilmore girls… but I get it… I think?

Yeah... Not crying but totally hurt.
Lies from the persons you loved the most and then told you are not trusting them. And they act hurt themselves that you are not believing them.

Honestly it’s worse when we don’t cry. It just burns more. 🫂
 
I started watching a video on Limerence. None of the information was new. I knew and understood all of it already.

The mix of the shame from that and because today marks 15 months of the most toxic, fucked up bullshit I may never be able to escape... it’s a lot. The Little side of me has seized control and I have been nonfunctional today.
 
I started watching a video on Limerence. None of the information was new. I knew and understood all of it already.

The mix of the shame from that and because today marks 15 months of the most toxic, fucked up bullshit I may never be able to escape... it’s a lot. The Little side of me has seized control and I have been nonfunctional today.

Well I hope you’re on a path that heals. I’m sorry that you were in that situation and I’m sure it doesn’t mean that much but 🫂

Feeling stressed and lonely.

You have no idea how much I get that Indie 🫂
 
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