What do you masturbate to that you would never admit too anyone in your normal life?

Bi cis-woman, mostly I get off on my own imagination but for porn: I like weirdly masculine & mean shit. Dominant man-man anal, humiliation hentai, incest (especially dirty old men) & forced roleplay. It's fucked up. I would NEVER admit it to any of my irl friends, although I discussed it with a therapist a long time ago. I'm a textbook case of someone who was sexualised too young & survived childhood long-term-SA. Worked through the trauma but it has definitely affected my tastes when it comes to porn. But like I said, mostly I use my fantasies, but they're usually very tame compared to what I seek from videos. My sex life is basically normal & healthy. My porn tastes are as if they're from a totally different personality.
 
To a fantasy that would involve some permanent consequences if turned into reality. Nobody in my normal life would ever understand. Neither would most other people. Likeminded souls surely would and I know they exist, but I never met one of those IRL. Not even my owner. Well, he understands, but doesn't want to execute, which allows me to keep on fantasizing.

Having said that, I please myself only with prior permission. Well, either that or with punishment afterwards as I'm under obligation to report any non-allowed activity and I do so.
 
That's also one of mine that I would never admit to irl. Something about watching a woman take a big cock while her husband or bf watches or even participates turns me on and I don't know why because I'm firmly against cheating irl.
Is it cheating though if your doing it in front of your s/o...especially if they are actively participating?
 
I hate to say it but cheating. I would never do it to someone and I would hate it being done on me, but in theory the idea of keeping that secret and sneaking around with someone outside the relationship is so hot
 
I must confess that, from time to time, I look at the social media accounts of some friends of my daughters. Those amazing 20 and 30 year old wild girls have given rise to more than a few filthy fantasies.

I've also reviewed the accounts of some of my wife's nieces. GOD!
 
All things to do with exhibitionism and CFNM.
I love to be naked for my SO and do as she wishes. I especially enjoy when she makes sure I am seen naked and hard for her enjoyment. I love her to show her control over me.
 
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