Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

I have my phone back and Misty is playing with the Twinzees. Reading through, I'm pretty impressed at the restraint. I was sweating it a little when she said what she was doing... 🙄
We were never going to go full "non avatar inbox invading" pervert on you. To be fair you share a lot and we're just happy that you're happy when we come here
 
Enjoyed all the catch up l, glad that Jenni got some fun.

Little disappointed that nobody asked if Misty had enjoyed the taste of Jenni’s milk.
 
Enjoyed all the catch up l, glad that Jenni got some fun.

Little disappointed that nobody asked if Misty had enjoyed the taste of Jenni’s milk.
She said it was weird tasting, but kept going back for more, so... 🤷‍♀️

But enough about that. It may be a weird thing to be embarrassed about, but... I'm embarrassed about talking about my milk. Even typing it is all shudders. 😳
 
I saw 7 notifications and thought "what did I do" that's a record for me.

On a slightly related note I'm guessing you had a great evening
 
She said it was weird tasting, but kept going back for more, so... 🤷‍♀️

But enough about that. It may be a weird thing to be embarrassed about, but... I'm embarrassed about talking about my milk. Even typing it is all shudders. 😳
My wife was the opposite. She couldn't stop talking about breastfeeding, the nutrients it gives kids over formula, freezing it, taking herbs to get more milk, etc. 🤣
 
Misty is headed back home. She doesn't want to miss working a weekend night. She's trying to save up enough she can go back to college and finish her last year next year without having to strip. So, she's says she's going to be working every weekend until September. Anyway, she wanted me to tell you guys she liked interacting with you and the she liked even more how supportive you guys are if me. Me too, by the way. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

On other subjects, I am thinking about dying my hair this color (and no, it's not me in the pic, of course 🙄):
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What do you guys think? And what about the cut? I've had long hair a long time. Maybe shorter would be fun? 🤷‍♀️
 
Misty is headed back home. She doesn't want to miss working a weekend night. She's trying to save up enough she can go back to college and finish her last year next year without having to strip. So, she's says she's going to be working every weekend until September. Anyway, she wanted me to tell you guys she liked interacting with you and the she liked even more how supportive you guys are if me. Me too, by the way. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

On other subjects, I am thinking about dying my hair this color (and no, it's not me in the pic, of course 🙄):
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What do you guys think? And what about the cut? I've had long hair a long time. Maybe shorter would be fun? 🤷‍♀️
Well, that's less hair that can fall in your face when you're... oh, you know what I mean. :D
 
I have an appointment on Thursday, and sent my stylist the pic. She's going to dye my eyebrows too. My freckles are quite a bit lighter than the woman in the pic, but I should still look like her older, less attractive sister. 🤣🤣🤣
I took feel the need to call bullshit on the less attractive part.
 
You could just prove us wrong.
Sorry... No pics is both a smart policy and the only restriction Hubby puts on my time here. I put some other restrictions on myself, but that's his one and only. Well, that and meeting anyone from here. I guess keeping it out of real life is the actual condition. And I'm rambling in my attempt to correct what I I initially posted. 🙄🤣😏

At the risk of being a tease, I look cute AF with my shorter cut and darker red hair. It's a bit darker than the pic above, and by far the darkest I've ever had my hair, either with temporary or permanent color, but I fucking love it. I did learn the eyebrow dye is actually a henna and will wash out. I probably need to get them touched up every couple of weeks to keep them a shade close to my new hair color. 🙄

So, I feel really good about my hair, but have really mixed feelings about some news I heard... no, not mixed... guilty feelings about my reaction to the news, maybe?

The asshole predator, who at least greatly contributed to me being as fucked up as I am, and who was a primary reason for my cousin's suicide, is dead. Killed himself a couple of months ago, evidently. He couldn't handle life out of prison, I hear. And no, he wasn't in prison because of me; one of his later victims was a lot braver than I ever was and didn't let the system keep her down. She's my fucking hero, even if she never knows it.

Anyway, my immediate reaction on hearing the news was elation. But then I felt bad about being gleeful about the death of another human being. Not too bad, mind you, but... 🤷‍♀️
 
Sorry... No pics is both a smart policy and the only restriction Hubby puts on my time here. I put some other restrictions on myself, but that's his one and only. Well, that and meeting anyone from here. I guess keeping it out of real life is the actual condition. And I'm rambling in my attempt to correct what I I initially posted. 🙄🤣😏
I hope you know that I was mostly (like 90%) just playfully joking. I'm never one to ask anyone here ever to post in any seriousness - I completely understand the safety/security component and fully respect anyone's boundaries to not put themselves at risk.

At the risk of being a tease, I look cute AF with my shorter cut and darker red hair. It's a bit darker than the pic above, and by far the darkest I've ever had my hair, either with temporary or permanent color, but I fucking love it. I did learn the eyebrow dye is actually a henna and will wash out. I probably need to get them touched up every couple of weeks to keep them a shade close to my new hair color. 🙄

So, I feel really good about my hair, but have really mixed feelings about some news I heard... no, not mixed... guilty feelings about my reaction to the news, maybe?

The asshole predator, who at least greatly contributed to me being as fucked up as I am, and who was a primary reason for my cousin's suicide, is dead. Killed himself a couple of months ago, evidently. He couldn't handle life out of prison, I hear. And no, he wasn't in prison because of me; one of his later victims was a lot braver than I ever was and didn't let the system keep her down. She's my fucking hero, even if she never knows it.
If you have a way to contact her - may I suggest that you do? Telling her how she's positively impacted your life may be good for her, and it may help you.

Anyway, my immediate reaction on hearing the news was elation. But then I felt bad about being gleeful about the death of another human being. Not too bad, mind you, but... 🤷‍♀️
Long story short here - you're human, you're having a completely normal reaction, so don't feel bad about your reaction. Loss of life, under any circumstance, isn't good, but in this case, I understand why you feel the way you do, and it's not like you were out there as some vigilante trying to exact your own form of justice.
 
Too bad we won't get to see the new hairstyle!

As far as the other stuff goes. You're free to feel whatever you want to feel. While I tend to agree that it's generally not good to be glad about someone's death, I'd say you have a hall pass on feeling that way for this person. Whatever way you feel, I hope it gives you some closure.
 
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