DeepSecretLady
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Inspired by posts of some men finding out about their wives pasts
As context I’m quite sexually conservative and not a single person in my life would dream I did this. I also was very self conscious when younger and uptight. I was raised to think sex was shameful.
Fell on some dire financial times in college-and a girlfriend who’d had sex for money suggested I try it. This was before social media really took off so put an ad in the paper that was simple and something to the fact that I was a college girl, looking for a mutually beneficial relationship. Met with about 10 men a few who were regular over about the year I did it.
What was amazing about it for me, was when it was transactional and I didn’t give a hoot if he liked me I had amazing sex for the first time in my life. I was early 20’s they were pretty much all 40-50 plus. I remember one guy reacting at finding me totally wet. One guy only wanted to give me oral for an hour and would play this amazing music. It was the first time I had an orgasm with a guy. One was an older salesman type, college professor, a construction guy, and a lawyer.
I had a boyfriend at the time but didn’t feel guilty because it was a “job” and I always was safe. And at the end I walked away with cash, was able to eat and keep my place.
It’s probably one of the better sex life experiences I had and gave me a ton of confidence that I was good enough. It changed how I look at sex work if a woman can control it.
I’ve never told anyone in my life.
I would do it again under the right circumstances. It’s weird I’m pretty selective but when I just think of it as a job/task then it’s easy and the whole thing turns me on. Feel free to ask any me anything
As context I’m quite sexually conservative and not a single person in my life would dream I did this. I also was very self conscious when younger and uptight. I was raised to think sex was shameful.
Fell on some dire financial times in college-and a girlfriend who’d had sex for money suggested I try it. This was before social media really took off so put an ad in the paper that was simple and something to the fact that I was a college girl, looking for a mutually beneficial relationship. Met with about 10 men a few who were regular over about the year I did it.
What was amazing about it for me, was when it was transactional and I didn’t give a hoot if he liked me I had amazing sex for the first time in my life. I was early 20’s they were pretty much all 40-50 plus. I remember one guy reacting at finding me totally wet. One guy only wanted to give me oral for an hour and would play this amazing music. It was the first time I had an orgasm with a guy. One was an older salesman type, college professor, a construction guy, and a lawyer.
I had a boyfriend at the time but didn’t feel guilty because it was a “job” and I always was safe. And at the end I walked away with cash, was able to eat and keep my place.
It’s probably one of the better sex life experiences I had and gave me a ton of confidence that I was good enough. It changed how I look at sex work if a woman can control it.
I’ve never told anyone in my life.
I would do it again under the right circumstances. It’s weird I’m pretty selective but when I just think of it as a job/task then it’s easy and the whole thing turns me on. Feel free to ask any me anything