Chris_KBHR
Virgin
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- Jan 9, 2020
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I could attempt to mask this post with a bunch of bloated vocabulary about finding a deep psychological connection with someone or relating on an intellectual level to a kindred spirit.
But I think I'm just too downtrodden for all of that.
I'm lonely. There, I said it. I never thought life would get to this place, but here we are.
Early 40s, feeling invisible. Wondering where the heck my youth went. Wondering when the spark flickered out. Wondering if I just need to get used to this pervasive feeling of isolation.
I've tried this search a couple of times before, usually to no avail. One side loses interest or it just sort of fades away. And I suppose that makes sense. Circumstances change, feelings change, and we are all picky in our own way.
I guess some small part of me hasn't given up completely, because here I am, throwing one more message in a bottle out to sea.
If you happen to stumble across this bottle and, like me, you're feeling a bit lonesome, maybe think about dropping me a line. I'm not overly picky, but it'd be nice if you were active and a good conversationalist, and perhaps intellectually curious about the world in general. Be open minded, be curious.
Tell me you've read a book recently that didn't involve vampires. Tell me about a favorite hike. Tell me about an old pair of shoes you just cant throw away, and all the places they took you. Tell me about the craziest thing you ever did in college. Tell me...something.
But I think I'm just too downtrodden for all of that.
I'm lonely. There, I said it. I never thought life would get to this place, but here we are.
Early 40s, feeling invisible. Wondering where the heck my youth went. Wondering when the spark flickered out. Wondering if I just need to get used to this pervasive feeling of isolation.
I've tried this search a couple of times before, usually to no avail. One side loses interest or it just sort of fades away. And I suppose that makes sense. Circumstances change, feelings change, and we are all picky in our own way.
I guess some small part of me hasn't given up completely, because here I am, throwing one more message in a bottle out to sea.
If you happen to stumble across this bottle and, like me, you're feeling a bit lonesome, maybe think about dropping me a line. I'm not overly picky, but it'd be nice if you were active and a good conversationalist, and perhaps intellectually curious about the world in general. Be open minded, be curious.
Tell me you've read a book recently that didn't involve vampires. Tell me about a favorite hike. Tell me about an old pair of shoes you just cant throw away, and all the places they took you. Tell me about the craziest thing you ever did in college. Tell me...something.