DeepGreenEyes
Whittled
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- Dec 23, 2007
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It has been a long-ass time since I last posted, gotdamn.
So an update. Mental health pretty poor, physical health reasonable, sexual health non-existent. Grandfather passed away around a month ago and still having trouble remembering that. Passed one-year anniversary with current girlfriend back in April (coincidentally, on the same date as my late grandfather's birthday) but sense things will be ending incipiently for a number of reasons. Firmly entrenched in the London scene to the point where I'm very much part of the furniture.
Currently at a pretty low ebb because of relationship woes - in last couple of weeks, she met a guy who shares a lot of her interests and communication between the two of us have been sparse and terse. Friends advocate staying the course, but if she's decided to end it then there's not much I can do about it. It's a real shame and a serious disappointment, but onwards and upwards.
Will likely disappear again in the near future. Catch me while you can.
Did you ever think that if you posted here more regularly that your life would be a utopian cloudbank of lemonade virgins and caramel rainbow superpowers?
Think about it.
I'm a teensy bit nervous. I have shoulder surgery in the morning...fixing the joint replacement that was done last December. I stripped a gear or got a screw loose or something dumb like that. I'll be back to square one with healing, physical therapy, etc.
I know it will go well, my surgeon is excellent. I just HATE being put under.
I'm thankful that Master will be with me, and helping me. He's so wonderfully patient and thoughtful when I'm out of commission like this.
I have this feeling it is going to go very well.
JOB INTERVIEW TOMORROW!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! *panic* *mad studying spree* *runs into wall* OOF!
You got this.