Scuttle Buttin'
Demons at bay
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The internet had changed journalism in a multitude of ways. Big newsrooms and major media outlets were still around, of course, but they weren't quite as big, and their names didn't carry quite the same weight as they used to. For individual journalists, it meant working harder for a story. More doors slammed in your face, more phone calls disconnected after you identified yourself as a journalist, more editors who didn't know your work taking their hatchet to weeks, even months, of your hard work. But eventually, if you were very lucky, one of those newsrooms would notice you. Offer you a desk with chipped edges and drawers that stuck, give you a beat and a sheen of legitimacy.
James Burton had managed to find himself in just such a place. He'd done the freelance work, the blogging, chasing down politicians that wanted nothing to do with him and trying to fight for the little guy to right wrongs, and all of it had landed him the chipped desk and stuck drawers and worn carpet in the newsroom of the biggest - and only, really - daily newspaper in the city. The chair at his desk was uncomfortable, the computer painfully slow and with only a passing understanding on how to stay connected to the internet, but he didn't care. It's not like he planned to spend much time there anyway. Stories happened out in the world, not at his desk, and he wanted to be where things happened.
He was good at it, too. His eyes - a brown so dark it was difficult to tell where the iris ended and the pupil began - were keen and observant, and he seemed to have a natural skill for blending in despite his 6'4" frame, giving him the opportunity to overhear conversations never intended for his ears. At 39, he was older than most of the reporters police and victims seemed to encounter, but it lent him an air of seriousness even with his easy smile that seemed to garner an extra bit of trust.
Over time, he developed a relationship with some of the police in the area, and they would give him a head's up when there may be something of interest for him. All very hush hush, of course; the brass would not be happy to find out their officers were tipping off a reporter. He, in return, would occasionally let them know about a complaint that may be headed their way, or rumors circulating around the newsroom of misconduct. Fighting for the little guy was good, but the little guy didn't seem to have quite the same connections.
It was through those connections that he found out about her.
It wasn't, of course, how he became aware of her. He had known about her for some time now; known quite a bit about her, in fact. It was fascinating the things you could learn about a person just by observing them from a distance as they went about their life. Even more fascinating were the things you could learn with a telephoto lens and windows that weren't always covered. And didn't it work out nicely that he had a perfectly legitimate reason to be in possession of camera equipment like that? The paper had photographers, of course, but one never knows when you may need a shot and don't have time to wait for one to arrive. Or when you may want a shot for your personal collection. It was good to have hobbies.
Finding out she had contacted the police almost seemed an occurrence of serendipity. Talking casually with a pair of cops he knew at the scene of a shooting that turned out to have little in the way of interesting details - a fact that was, in itself, almost an interesting detail - he asked how the rest of their night had gone. Her name was dropped in the middle of the recounting of their shift so far, casually and carelessly really, both of them practically rolling their eyes as they recounted their conversation with her and the lack of any evidence for them to act on.
Jim felt his heart rate increase, his mouth drying up even as he kept his eyes on them and pretended to still be listening. He didn't hear a word they said after bringing her up.
"So that woman," he said as the recounting of their night finished, clearing his throat in a desperate attempt to get rid of the desert his mouth had become, "with the stalker? You're not going to do anything else for?"
"Christ," Jefferson, the shorter of the two, said with a laugh, "Her? No. She 'thought she saw someone watching her a few times,'" he waggled his fingers in the air here, miming air quotes, "but couldn't tell us much about him outside of being tall, dark hair, maybe a little gray. This idiot here," he said with a jab of the elbow at Akers, the taller of the pair, standing next to him, "asks her if we she wants us to dust her windows for prints. Thank god she said no, or we'd probably still be there."
The two shared a laugh, the taller cop holding up his hands in mock apology, and Jim forced out a laugh with them that he hoped sounded casual. The blood was rushing in his ears and he felt like a spotlight was shining directly on his head, highlighting his dark hair that had begun to gray at the temples. Ending the conversation quickly after that - "time to get back out there, I guess," he said as nonchalantly as he could - he beat a hasty path back to his car, his mind racing.
She'd seen him. Fuck.
He thought he'd been careful, but apparently not enough. Maybe it was just at a distance, though. Maybe she saw him from behind a couple times and thought it odd. Maybe she was the paranoid type. The important thing, for now, was that the police had not taken her seriously. He could work with that.
He got no more work done that night, but he did begin the next day with a plan. It was risky, potentially even dangerous, but some part of him felt almost compelled to do it. It was good to have hobbies.
He dressed deliberately, with intent; dark suit on his tall, lean frame; pressed white shirt; simple blue tie; shoes that were nice, but scuffed ever so slightly. They said that he was a professional, yes, but he was also out there on the streets hustling to uncover the truth, working hard to report the story. His hair was close dropped, his face cleanly shaven, his expression friendly but professional as he knocked on her door.
His pulse increased when he saw her open the door, but he'd prepared himself for this moment. No more dry mouth, no more awkward questions. He was in control.
"Hello, ma'am, my name is James Burton with the Post-Ledger," he said, holding offering one of his business cards as he continued, "I apologize for interrupting your morning like this, but I'll be quick if you'll allow me. I was at the station last night working on another story when I heard two officers were dispatched to respond to a call you made. I spoke to them later and got the impression that they didn't take your concerns terribly seriously. I wonder if I might speak with you for a few moments, to see if I might be able to get them to take your concerns more seriously."
He paused then, just for the space of a heartbeat.
"Before something more serious happens."
James Burton had managed to find himself in just such a place. He'd done the freelance work, the blogging, chasing down politicians that wanted nothing to do with him and trying to fight for the little guy to right wrongs, and all of it had landed him the chipped desk and stuck drawers and worn carpet in the newsroom of the biggest - and only, really - daily newspaper in the city. The chair at his desk was uncomfortable, the computer painfully slow and with only a passing understanding on how to stay connected to the internet, but he didn't care. It's not like he planned to spend much time there anyway. Stories happened out in the world, not at his desk, and he wanted to be where things happened.
He was good at it, too. His eyes - a brown so dark it was difficult to tell where the iris ended and the pupil began - were keen and observant, and he seemed to have a natural skill for blending in despite his 6'4" frame, giving him the opportunity to overhear conversations never intended for his ears. At 39, he was older than most of the reporters police and victims seemed to encounter, but it lent him an air of seriousness even with his easy smile that seemed to garner an extra bit of trust.
Over time, he developed a relationship with some of the police in the area, and they would give him a head's up when there may be something of interest for him. All very hush hush, of course; the brass would not be happy to find out their officers were tipping off a reporter. He, in return, would occasionally let them know about a complaint that may be headed their way, or rumors circulating around the newsroom of misconduct. Fighting for the little guy was good, but the little guy didn't seem to have quite the same connections.
It was through those connections that he found out about her.
It wasn't, of course, how he became aware of her. He had known about her for some time now; known quite a bit about her, in fact. It was fascinating the things you could learn about a person just by observing them from a distance as they went about their life. Even more fascinating were the things you could learn with a telephoto lens and windows that weren't always covered. And didn't it work out nicely that he had a perfectly legitimate reason to be in possession of camera equipment like that? The paper had photographers, of course, but one never knows when you may need a shot and don't have time to wait for one to arrive. Or when you may want a shot for your personal collection. It was good to have hobbies.
Finding out she had contacted the police almost seemed an occurrence of serendipity. Talking casually with a pair of cops he knew at the scene of a shooting that turned out to have little in the way of interesting details - a fact that was, in itself, almost an interesting detail - he asked how the rest of their night had gone. Her name was dropped in the middle of the recounting of their shift so far, casually and carelessly really, both of them practically rolling their eyes as they recounted their conversation with her and the lack of any evidence for them to act on.
Jim felt his heart rate increase, his mouth drying up even as he kept his eyes on them and pretended to still be listening. He didn't hear a word they said after bringing her up.
"So that woman," he said as the recounting of their night finished, clearing his throat in a desperate attempt to get rid of the desert his mouth had become, "with the stalker? You're not going to do anything else for?"
"Christ," Jefferson, the shorter of the two, said with a laugh, "Her? No. She 'thought she saw someone watching her a few times,'" he waggled his fingers in the air here, miming air quotes, "but couldn't tell us much about him outside of being tall, dark hair, maybe a little gray. This idiot here," he said with a jab of the elbow at Akers, the taller of the pair, standing next to him, "asks her if we she wants us to dust her windows for prints. Thank god she said no, or we'd probably still be there."
The two shared a laugh, the taller cop holding up his hands in mock apology, and Jim forced out a laugh with them that he hoped sounded casual. The blood was rushing in his ears and he felt like a spotlight was shining directly on his head, highlighting his dark hair that had begun to gray at the temples. Ending the conversation quickly after that - "time to get back out there, I guess," he said as nonchalantly as he could - he beat a hasty path back to his car, his mind racing.
She'd seen him. Fuck.
He thought he'd been careful, but apparently not enough. Maybe it was just at a distance, though. Maybe she saw him from behind a couple times and thought it odd. Maybe she was the paranoid type. The important thing, for now, was that the police had not taken her seriously. He could work with that.
He got no more work done that night, but he did begin the next day with a plan. It was risky, potentially even dangerous, but some part of him felt almost compelled to do it. It was good to have hobbies.
He dressed deliberately, with intent; dark suit on his tall, lean frame; pressed white shirt; simple blue tie; shoes that were nice, but scuffed ever so slightly. They said that he was a professional, yes, but he was also out there on the streets hustling to uncover the truth, working hard to report the story. His hair was close dropped, his face cleanly shaven, his expression friendly but professional as he knocked on her door.
His pulse increased when he saw her open the door, but he'd prepared himself for this moment. No more dry mouth, no more awkward questions. He was in control.
"Hello, ma'am, my name is James Burton with the Post-Ledger," he said, holding offering one of his business cards as he continued, "I apologize for interrupting your morning like this, but I'll be quick if you'll allow me. I was at the station last night working on another story when I heard two officers were dispatched to respond to a call you made. I spoke to them later and got the impression that they didn't take your concerns terribly seriously. I wonder if I might speak with you for a few moments, to see if I might be able to get them to take your concerns more seriously."
He paused then, just for the space of a heartbeat.
"Before something more serious happens."