MagicaPractica
Alchemist
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Hey Babe Just stopping by to say hi. Seems like forever since we chatted. Hope all is relatively well with you.
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Magica! better today, lol...yesterday had me assessing my life...eep! tch...tch....messy...soooo messy. So that led to despair and angst.......the big picture is not that of optimism....sigh...so I will cling to the shreds of happiness and denial to cope.....the dream, I must stay true to the dream.MagicaPractica said:Hey Babe Just stopping by to say hi. Seems like forever since we chatted. Hope all is relatively well with you.
Gi_Venus said:The kind words of a loving soul
carefully delivered within love
healing thoughts that succor light
touching, kissing in the night
my heart is warmed with delight
time for sleep and all is right.
eep! *looking around*jomar said:Ahhh, there you go. Told you I was watching.
Borrow any time dear*comfort*Luna_Wolf72 said:Thoughts:
Sometimes strength is over rated. There are days when the strength to overcome becomes an inability to fall apart, even when it is most needed. I feel like a jagged piece of glass, not yet broken but one good whoosh of wind and I will disintegrate.
There are pieces of my soul chipped all over the floor here, and all I want is for someone, anyone, to pick them up for me. I don't think I can bend far enough to do it myself.
Missing someone for any length of time is like looking up and realizing that you are completely alone, though you feel convinced that the conversations you heard were not in your head. Psychosis? Maybe, just a little.
Anger is black, deep unrelenting black. Never bleak, just black, with crystal chips of explosions scattered about for colour.
I want to lay down and sleep an eternity.
Gi_Venus said:Borrow any time dear*comfort*
You are welcome, I like your words.....and thoughts, they are beautiful and poignant.Luna_Wolf72 said:thanks lovey...
Gi_Venus said:eep! *looking around*
it is nice that you have my interests at heart. Thank you. I will look forward to your appearances.jomar said:Ha! No worries. Just noticed you on another thread and followed up. It'll happen again because you deserve to be happy. Not fake happy, but real happy. Or content. You know.
Gi_Venus said:* Really I could say I have gone through
life in a frightened state....it is this that has worn me down to
despair... *and then trying to do what I am doing is practically
unbearable....My life has been a constant battle of controlling panic
attacks as each new situation arises
Gi_Venus said:*
*I want to grasp the world and teach it the beauty I sometimes
see.....the light is there damn it...lol...we do not see it for our
human nature, call it God, *call it what you will.....but beauty is
there in all its endless guises for us to perceive.
Me too... I think I am in for it for a while...sigh.MagicaPractica said:You know, I'd forgotten this until I read what you wrote. I felt that way so completely last year, like I was living each day in fear. For a while I really thought I should look into anti anxiety meds. Somewhere along the way of what I've been through in the past four or five months, that has gone away, so completely that I'd even forgotten the feeling. I hope you find your way out the other side as well.
*blush*You do that so well already.
Thanks for making me smile. I thought I should tell you I lurk in this threadGi_Venus said:.....I want to be
dynamic....I want to flourish.....to burst forth and dazzle the world...*I want to grasp the world and teach it the beauty I sometimes
see.....the light is there damn it....but beauty is
there in all its endless guises for us to perceive....the key is
within each of us......we have to open ourselves to it.... be a part of the rainbow.
[/quote]Gi_Venus said:... damn *this coffee has me going ..Are'nt you glad I am not a preacher? * *You see my pattern....I just rendered a pep talk to walk the walk.....you know...mincing might be fun....*giggle* associative thought is so much fun. My therapist noticed the little girl in the waiting room came in to announce me...."Mommy there is a person in the waiting room"....lol I will take it.