wanderingslave
Virgin
- Joined
- Nov 16, 2013
- Posts
- 3
I've always found myself attracted to the BDSM lifestyle and couldn't be more delighted when I started talking to this man who is a self professed Dom. He's very well mannered and respectful when we are in public but we've only so much as kissed when we are alone. He knows I'm not experienced romantically/sexually and is well aware of the reservations I have about losing my virginity (I was raised in a very conservative household and was unfortunately brainwashed to believe that my desire to be dominated and even sexually active is wrong) and letting him have full control of my body. The thing is I don't know if if I want to be bound, gagged, and blindfolded when he pops my cherry and not having control of myself during that time is rather frightening to me. He is very earnest about me allowing him to do it and he has been pressuring me for some time and I don't know if I want to go through with it but I certainly don't want to disappoint him either. Perhaps he knows what he's doing and I should just go through with it? What do you guys think?