Hello All,
This is my first post and am needing some help.Not sure where to start but here it goes. I have been married to my wife for 25 years. She is highly sexual multi-orgasmic and never really wants to do anything other than conventional sex as in intercourse,oral,manual orgasms. She loves her orgasms and comes fast and wants a lot.
I have asked her if there is something more a turn-on she wants to explore and she has always said no..nothing. I know she also loves to masturbate when alone and has had forever an out of control older wand that makes a Hitachi seem tame. We have had conversations about masturbation. She knows I am turned on by watching women masturbate and orgasm and she loves to show that side when we make love. I ask her what she thinks about when she masturbates and she said nothing but me. But something inside me has always felt she is hiding something.
Last week I went out twice in the morning and left my computer in the room on audio record knowing she would have some good alone time. Both recordings of her masturbation session are almost identical. She enters the bedroom gets out of here clothes and I hear a heavy bag drop on the counter with metallic sounds. I then hear some clicks. I then hear something sound like it is being loaded and cocked a sound like chach-chick...almost like a cartridge. She removes the covers from the bed goes to the drawer pulls of the wand goes to the bed and starts vibing. In 40 secs she has an orgasm and keeps going for another 20 secs. She turns off the vibe and I hear loud sounds of metal/chains/rings something hit the floor. She then puts the stuff away and is done. I have not found any of her stuff she hides it very well or she is using things in plain site. I am thinking nipple clamps but there is some serious heavy metal.
Clearly she is into clamps/restraints..pain/pleasure. I cannot figure out what she is using that requires a cocking sound? Almost like something being loaded in a cartridge. I want her to feel free to express her sexuality. Welcome all insights for the experts.
Thanks in advance for your time and thoughts!
This is my first post and am needing some help.Not sure where to start but here it goes. I have been married to my wife for 25 years. She is highly sexual multi-orgasmic and never really wants to do anything other than conventional sex as in intercourse,oral,manual orgasms. She loves her orgasms and comes fast and wants a lot.
I have asked her if there is something more a turn-on she wants to explore and she has always said no..nothing. I know she also loves to masturbate when alone and has had forever an out of control older wand that makes a Hitachi seem tame. We have had conversations about masturbation. She knows I am turned on by watching women masturbate and orgasm and she loves to show that side when we make love. I ask her what she thinks about when she masturbates and she said nothing but me. But something inside me has always felt she is hiding something.
Last week I went out twice in the morning and left my computer in the room on audio record knowing she would have some good alone time. Both recordings of her masturbation session are almost identical. She enters the bedroom gets out of here clothes and I hear a heavy bag drop on the counter with metallic sounds. I then hear some clicks. I then hear something sound like it is being loaded and cocked a sound like chach-chick...almost like a cartridge. She removes the covers from the bed goes to the drawer pulls of the wand goes to the bed and starts vibing. In 40 secs she has an orgasm and keeps going for another 20 secs. She turns off the vibe and I hear loud sounds of metal/chains/rings something hit the floor. She then puts the stuff away and is done. I have not found any of her stuff she hides it very well or she is using things in plain site. I am thinking nipple clamps but there is some serious heavy metal.
Clearly she is into clamps/restraints..pain/pleasure. I cannot figure out what she is using that requires a cocking sound? Almost like something being loaded in a cartridge. I want her to feel free to express her sexuality. Welcome all insights for the experts.
Thanks in advance for your time and thoughts!