Mr. Briggs
Literotica Guru
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- Aug 20, 2001
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Hi. Hopefully this turns into a good discussion where we can help each other out. If not I'll probably get ridiculed. Here's hoping for the best
I'll start by laying out a little bit about myself to paint a better picture. I'm a happily married with a young family and a sexy wife. Sex was great before marriage (Some kinky stuff like outdoor sex, strapon play) but is now once a month and it's just quickies.
Over the past 10 years my online activity has picked up. Thanks to porn and some good erotica I got off harder and harder online and was watching dirtier and dirtier stuff. Stuff I would have never thought of doing in real life but after reading or seeing it i'd consider it if my wife were up for it.
Many of you have seen my posts. Some of the things I like and fantasize about are Strapons, creampies, CEI videos, pleasing women, MMF scenarios, BI MMF scenarios, female in charge, trannies, big cocks, cock sucking etc. Often times before I cum I really get consumed by these thoughts. After I cum I can find myself feeling ashamed or guilty about what I just fantasized about to cum.
So my question to you is how do you deal with those feelings and thoughts (if you feel them). I recently took a long break from online porn and literotica. It helped a lot. I found myself not thinking the dirty thoughts on a day to day basis. Then recently I got back on and the thoughts come rushing back. The orgasms are so amazing. But I'm left wondering whether it's healthy or not.
Anyhow just wondering how you guys dealing with it.
Thanks!
I'll start by laying out a little bit about myself to paint a better picture. I'm a happily married with a young family and a sexy wife. Sex was great before marriage (Some kinky stuff like outdoor sex, strapon play) but is now once a month and it's just quickies.
Over the past 10 years my online activity has picked up. Thanks to porn and some good erotica I got off harder and harder online and was watching dirtier and dirtier stuff. Stuff I would have never thought of doing in real life but after reading or seeing it i'd consider it if my wife were up for it.
Many of you have seen my posts. Some of the things I like and fantasize about are Strapons, creampies, CEI videos, pleasing women, MMF scenarios, BI MMF scenarios, female in charge, trannies, big cocks, cock sucking etc. Often times before I cum I really get consumed by these thoughts. After I cum I can find myself feeling ashamed or guilty about what I just fantasized about to cum.
So my question to you is how do you deal with those feelings and thoughts (if you feel them). I recently took a long break from online porn and literotica. It helped a lot. I found myself not thinking the dirty thoughts on a day to day basis. Then recently I got back on and the thoughts come rushing back. The orgasms are so amazing. But I'm left wondering whether it's healthy or not.
Anyhow just wondering how you guys dealing with it.
Thanks!