Sienna's Erotic Lounge

[Ginmill72]

I can identify with that "paedophilic" description Joy. You are so right unfortunately, yet I have gotten into a personal habit for the reasons I had mentioned and one is the "itch" When pubic hair grows back, you know it's time to shave or wax again because of that uncomfortable sensation that gets embarrassing.

yes the itch is very bothersome, or also the if you are a runner, and when the hair starts growing back and its prickily it makes for very uncomfortable runs.

 

[Sienna]

yes the itch is very bothersome, or also the if you are a runner, and when the hair starts growing back and its prickily it makes for very uncomfortable runs.

((( Ginmill ))) ... Hope life is good for you at the moment

 

[BrettJ]

No one targeted me or sought me out for friendship SIENNA - for the most part, high school was a very awful time for me. The only thing that got me through it was having a sense of humor and finally quitting (for a time) after a very emotional period and going to a totally different high school (which I had to fight for but once I turned 18, there wasn't much they could to to stop me)

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

No one targeted me or sought me out for friendship SIENNA - for the most part, high school was a very awful time for me. The only thing that got me through it was having a sense of humor and finally quitting (for a time) after a very emotional period and going to a totally different high school (which I had to fight for but once I turned 18, there wasn't much they could to to stop me)
BrettJ in Canada

Your days of high school were obviously different to mine. Your gender, what society accepted as "norm or popular" at the time and things like how your "special geeky" talents won points in school competitions. In my time, the 9o's it was very easy to become an "heroic pretty nerd", you gained respect, especially for those daring, shall we say, talents in a certain greenhouse

To add to JoyDyan's comment about paedophilia. To be honest I am guilty. Why? Because I made certain older men break the law myself and to save them, I kept things secret for many years. However, these events only happened during my "mature teens" and thankfully not in childhood which would have no doubt wrecked my mind being 100% abuse towards me. I would not of understood what was happening. Reaching a nubile age of curiosity is both daunting and exciting for a girl.

 

[BrettJ]

My "geeky talents" got me noticed at times but at the end of most school days, I didn't get invited to parties or out with friends. It wasn't until I was 17 that I had a small circle of friends, most of those from work. The other group of friends I had (some I still see on occasion) centered around the book store we all frequented. I have but two friends who I've known since my teen years and one I've known for a little under 30 years.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

My "geeky talents" got me noticed at times but at the end of most school days, I didn't get invited to parties or out with friends. It wasn't until I was 17 that I had a small circle of friends, most of those from work. The other group of friends I had (some I still see on occasion) centered around the book store we all frequented. I have but two friends who I've known since my teen years and one I've known for a little under 30 years.
BrettJ in Canada

For many years during the later years of high school and up to today there has always been a sisterhood we called ourselves the "Peak Dale Posse" Nine not so innocent young ladies of which today we rarely see altogether and one we will never see again due to cancer

Not all of us were geeks or nerds. Infact, personally were a few lovable "thick biatches" we will always miss if they were not around somewhere. Jules and I turned out to be Sapphic lovers, however, one of us is a fully confirmed Goth lesbian living in Sheffield, not so far away We change and develop over the years. Still, I am the one they call whenever they need advice, even after 16 years we have properly known each other. By the way, that isn't because I have very strong Italian community connections

 

[BrettJ]

My best friend, although I knew him in high school, I met through work. He and I live very disparate lives although we talk on average once a week. He is very wealthy and has a high-end job whereas I - do not. The friends from the bookstore live a distance away and have varying lives, we talk a few times a year and have a dinner annually in honor of the owner (a friend to us all and my oldest friend when he passed - in years and in time) A few friends have come and gone over the years, but I've never really had the circle such as you describe, even though when the bookstore existed, I was one of the central people in it.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

My best friend, although I knew him in high school, I met through work. He and I live very disparate lives although we talk on average once a week. He is very wealthy and has a high-end job whereas I - do not. The friends from the bookstore live a distance away and have varying lives, we talk a few times a year and have a dinner annually in honor of the owner (a friend to us all and my oldest friend when he passed - in years and in time) A few friends have come and gone over the years, but I've never really had the circle such as you describe, even though when the bookstore existed, I was one of the central people in it.
BrettJ in Canada

Yes, the "posse" became a clan or circle. In the early days of its formation was to say the least unsociable to other groups, which made it a typical teenage girl gang. The nature of which changed as we all became more adult thinkers and some of us moved into further education or work. Even finding love and having a family eventually changed us all. Probably not like your "circle of friends".

 

[BrettJ]

My circle remain unusual. Most live in Toronto. One friend (to the astonishment of all) did find a wife, marry and have kids. One friend remains essentially the same person he has been for decades, living in the same home. Another is very successful yet he too, seems frozen in time. Others have drifted away. My best friend is - who he is. Quirky and yet very wealthy and successful, happily (for the most part) married and enjoys life. Only I have gone backwards, due to the ravages of a life that went left when it should have gone right. Too many mistakes made over too many years, sad to say.

Time has made me stronger and I have survived things that would have destroyed a younger me. Yet it has not made me happier, I truly wish I could say that it has.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

My circle remain unusual. Most live in Toronto. One friend (to the astonishment of all) did find a wife, marry and have kids. One friend remains essentially the same person he has been for decades, living in the same home. Another is very successful yet he too, seems frozen in time. Others have drifted away. My best friend is - who he is. Quirky and yet very wealthy and successful, happily (for the most part) married and enjoys life. Only I have gone backwards, due to the ravages of a life that went left when it should have gone right. Too many mistakes made over too many years, sad to say.
Time has made me stronger and I have survived things that would have destroyed a younger me. Yet it has not made me happier, I truly wish I could say that it has.
BrettJ in Canada

Well atleast your circle of friends doesn't have biatches with an on off love hate relationship where cuddles and kind meaningful words can seal that bond back together again

 

[BrettJ]

The core group has remained friends, if that is what you are saying. A few of the group drifted away, 2 (a married couple) because they weren't really doing any of the work to maintain friendship. No phone calls, E-Mails or any work and I live in the same city as these two people, both of whom I've known since high school. While we're all a bit eccentric, these two are eccentric beyond our group and should they drift back, fine - if not, that's life.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

The core group has remained friends, if that is what you are saying. A few of the group drifted away, 2 (a married couple) because they weren't really doing any of the work to maintain friendship. No phone calls, E-Mails or any work and I live in the same city as these two people, both of whom I've known since high school. While we're all a bit eccentric, these two are eccentric beyond our group and should they drift back, fine - if not, that's life.
BrettJ in Canada

Our posse is still there, even though we all hardly meet at the same time We are in contact and know our historical roots, gay, single, married or whatever I use the term gay freely because I know that we all love each other in a special way and the only thing that was missing between some of us was that intimate contact. One night it was close, thanks to us all being drunk, however time and the over use of drink changed a course that I personally think would have added a new dimension to our circle. One that we would probably try to deny for the rest of our lives Or remembered with affection

 

[BrettJ]

I am the sober judge member of the group, never having been a drinker or interested in any pharmaceutical recreation. So there is nothing that would have led to any intimacies with anyone when the group did include a few women. It was a very large group at one time, hard to believe what it is now. But these are 5 or 6 people whose company I can still enjoy.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[twistinside]

I thought I'd weigh in on this too.

All of us are different. Men vary in size, shape, etc. as do women. Each of us has our own hangups about our bodies, as well as things we celebrate. Some of us prefer natural, some of us prefer to alter our bodies to fit our own definition of beauty.

I have not had any cosmetic surgeries, however, I do have my nipples and my hood pierced. When asked why, the reason is simple, I did it for myself. I enjoy the piercings, they feel good to me, so that's why I have them.

As for what I look like in regards to other women "down there," I know I'm different, but the same. We all have the same parts, we're just constructed slightly different. I'm fine with it, and I've never received a complaint in regards to my womanhood. I'm not going to post a picture though.

Thanks photograph and I'd like to add that men's penises seem to have quite a bit of discussion but women's vulva's and vagina's are not discussed as much so I thought the article was interesting and helped bring out the point that we all are unique while being the same.

Sorry it took me such a long time to read this. But I was really interested in what was said.

I hope this puts an end to the whole~ do women like big cocks? As the article says. there are so many different vaginal shapes and sizes that for each dick there is a place for it. [laughs]

As for me, I will admit to comparing myself against the "normal" type. But I have to say with age comes an "ah fuck it" attitude. It is what it is and mine feels good both to me and my hubby. So I think I will keep it.

I will say that this does bring to mind a conversation I had with a friend. We started talking about hair on the female body. I had to laugh when he talked about what was normal and it occurred to me that some people think of a woman having hair (not just in the pubis region but anywhere) is somehow not natural. And yet it seems to be that the absence of hair is what is "unnatural". We are supposed to have hair~ under our arms, on our arms, on our legs, between our legs. That we as a society have decided that hair anywhere on female body other than the head is not natural or attractive is what I find a little "odd".

How did this happen? Any ideas?

I think you can blame porn again for bringing about the shaving part at least the pubis hair. I'm not sure where the other shaved areas came from.

Of course, there are some cultures where hair on a woman's body is still acceptable and normal....and even attractive.

I've noticed that men are also trying to rid themselves of hair in the places that they are supposed to have it - their chests, especially, and their balls. While the smooth ball look - and feel - is attractive - to me, at least - I would definitely be a bit dismayed to find that my partner had rid himself of that sexy hairy chest and belly. Men are supposed to be a little rough and hairy.

I will say that I keep the hair on my chest as is but do keep the hair trimmed in the pubis region. I like it that way and because I like the women I'm dating to be at least trimmed or shaved (for oral sex reasons) I feel it's only fair that I am trimmed.

Oh I hate when men wax and shave themselves.

But that being said, you say men are supposed to be hairy. But so are women. In our natural state that is they way we are supposed to be. Perhaps not as hairy as men, but still the hair is supposed to be there. Or else we wouldn't spend money and time removing it.

I'm glad though when women keep things trimmed up or shaved

Removing pubic hair:

My hubby complains quite a lot about me shaving and waxing my pubes regularly. He likes "some" down there, a neatly trimmed patch no doubt. However, like photograph says, I shave mainly for my own satisfaction, not his.

Now and then I do get him to shave his shaft, especially when it gets far too heavy (don't even think of it ) because I give oral sex quite a bit. Oral sex and hair on his manhood somehow don't go together very well.

The reasons he likes me having pubic hair is, (a) It's natural. (b) Looks good when trimmed nicely to a natural shape, and (c) It collects my scent and excites him to want to have sex (mentioned by JoyDyan as one of the natural features of attraction for procreation). What lies beyond is just the "basic equipment" no matter how it appears. Pubic hair on a woman does a very good job of harbouring lots of female body scents...

But, I personally feel more hygienic being shaved/waxed at the end of the day.

I'm so glad you do Sienna and loving your photos showing so.

I actually have the same deal myself, only the male version. I wouldn't shave completely, but I do trim close. To me it feels better, as well as when I'm running, I don't have any issues like caught hairs, or really bad sweat smell. It also makes it a lot easier to clean, and makes me feel like I did a better job.

I agree raiguy and I also feel cleaner and it just feels better to not be that hairy.

Yes, as well as turning me on too, actually sucking on a gorgeous 7" cock and feeling it filling my whole mouth from lips to tonsils along my tongue Somehow I think thoughts like that can be kind of distracting when your deal needs to keep atleast 40 people in employment for a whole six months

Wow Sienna, that is a very hot picture I'm painting and I'm impressed with your oral skills

 

[Sienna]

I am the sober judge member of the group, never having been a drinker or interested in any pharmaceutical recreation. So there is nothing that would have led to any intimacies with anyone when the group did include a few women. It was a very large group at one time, hard to believe what it is now. But these are 5 or 6 people whose company I can still enjoy.
BrettJ in Canada

There were strictly no lads or men in our group Brett. It was a girl gang basically that had started from a "pyjama party" and developed over the years from there. We stuck together growing older, defending each other, even if it meant telling lies to protect one or more of us. We shared secrets amongst us including criminal indulgence (mainly drinking or smoking under age). We almost wrote each others diaries, we were that close The size of a lad's cock would be known to us all, even though only one of us had indulged Thing is, we were a group that enjoyed fun and those of us still get together now, we live close by still, we act like a bunch of late twenty to thirty year-olds, deny our age and re-live those wicked days we shared with different people.

Quite of the subject; "OMG! Do you remember... ?" would always come up and the memories and experiences gave us pleasure between us. The things we did were bad, a hint of bullying if you like, but pure biatches

 

[BrettJ]

Glad you still have that closeness SIENNA. I don't really, some shared experiences here and there but even in my group, I was the odd man out. Still am, I guess. Which is funny because I (and my late friend) were also the ringmasters, so to speak.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

Wow Sienna, that is a very hot picture I'm painting and I'm impressed with your oral skills

((( twist )))

Glad you still have that closeness SIENNA. I don't really, some shared experiences here and there but even in my group, I was the odd man out. Still am, I guess. Which is funny because I (and my late friend) were also the ringmasters, so to speak.
BrettJ in Canada

 

[twistinside]

((( twist )))

(((Sienna)))

 

[BrettJ]

Switched computers and am now on the laptop. We're undergoing one very nasty winter (yes, again) storm and the lights were flickering in the other room, so came in here. Now it seems to be dying down, figures.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

(((Sienna)))

Today I have some time with the girls They are still on Easter break and once again Mum is kidnapping them for the weekend later Not sure if I will be staying in tonight or joining my friends out.

Tony isn't planning anything important tonight, which hopefully, if I stay in, should give us "quality time" together Or perhaps we go out for dinner first depending on our moods. His more than mine these days because of his illness.

My illness is this cyst, which according to a scan recently shown that the meds I am taking shrank it and they been known to disappear altogether leaving just "invisible" scar tissue inside. I don't relish the idea of even keyhole surgery to be honest. That will still leave some scar visible on a part of my body I am very conscious of. However, the meds have actually helped me loose some surplus weight, but unfortunately leave me lethargic like those meds Tony takes at night. Amazing things really

One tiny experiment I did was to give him his meds then have sex (jockey) and during the whole performance they began to work on him. He said I left him with beautiful dreams of him constantly cumming In real, that never happened. He came whilst inside me and flaccid, and he was well asleep. I had to find out what happened. The good side is, they are working, giving him a restful sleep which helps reduce his epilepsy and anxiety

 

[Sienna]

Ladies & Gentlemen too, please give your honest opinions on this "controversial" subject:

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How many of you ladies have ever ejaculated when you orgasm?

 

[twistinside]

Today I have some time with the girls They are still on Easter break and once again Mum is kidnapping them for the weekend later Not sure if I will be staying in tonight or joining my friends out.

Tony isn't planning anything important tonight, which hopefully, if I stay in, should give us "quality time" together Or perhaps we go out for dinner first depending on our moods. His more than mine these days because of his illness.

My illness is this cyst, which according to a scan recently shown that the meds I am taking shrank it and they been known to disappear altogether leaving just "invisible" scar tissue inside. I don't relish the idea of even keyhole surgery to be honest. That will still leave some scar visible on a part of my body I am very conscious of. However, the meds have actually helped me loose some surplus weight, but unfortunately leave me lethargic like those meds Tony takes at night. Amazing things really

One tiny experiment I did was to give him his meds then have sex (jockey) and during the whole performance they began to work on him. He said I left him with beautiful dreams of him constantly cumming In real, that never happened. He came whilst inside me and flaccid, and he was well asleep. I had to find out what happened. The good side is, they are working, giving him a restful sleep which helps reduce his epilepsy and anxiety

Oh your Easter break is later then ours but glad you get a break with TRT and the girls get to go with your mum.

It's very good news that your meds have shrunk the cyst but too bad they make you lethargic. Interesting the meds worked so quickly on TRT while having sex with you but glad he slept well and he had beautiful dreams of the two of you. Hopefully you'll have a fun weekend.

 

[BrettJ]

Sometimes they can change the meds to give you others that do the same thing but have fewer detrimental problems SIENNA.

Easter break has been over here for a while now.

BrettJ in Canada

 

[Sienna]

Sometimes they can change the meds to give you others that do the same thing but have fewer detrimental problems SIENNA.
Easter break has been over here for a while now.
BrettJ in Canada

They all return to school on Monday, and I can get back into my normal work routine. It's not been easy juggling family with some very important meetings like this week. I am only the Quality Manager and the Sales Exec did most of the talking, but I had to be there to provide the promises of standards and abilities to comply to requirements. Working with major UK engineering companies as we are now makes the work interesting, but meds, kids, work have equalled me falling to sleep a lot after dinner, hence these very early mornings on line. Poor Tony even misses out on his "oates" as he calls it.

Oh your Easter break is later then ours but glad you get a break with TRT and the girls get to go with your mum.
It's very good news that your meds have shrunk the cyst but too bad they make you lethargic. Interesting the meds worked so quickly on TRT while having sex with you but glad he slept well and he had beautiful dreams of the two of you. Hopefully you'll have a fun weekend.

Yes, these things are really powerful. Once taken he is out in 10 to 15 minutes completely. An overdose of just three times the subscribed level can cause comatosis, which is the reason I alone control them for him. If he forgets he has taken a dose it isn't technically fatal for a healthy man like him. He would just go into a coma of unpredictable length. They actually contain morphine which doesn't surprise me...

 

[twistinside]

Yes, these things are really powerful. Once taken he is out in 10 to 15 minutes completely. An overdose of just three times the subscribed level can cause comatosis, which is the reason I alone control them for him. If he forgets he has taken a dose it isn't technically fatal for a healthy man like him. He would just go into a coma of unpredictable length. They actually contain morphine which doesn't surprise me...

Wow, that is powerful and I've taken morphine before. It's a fantastic drug and made me feel so good I didn't want to stop but they made me.

Time for me to sleep now. Have a great day Sienna and everyone.