ButtAnalMan
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The guy I'm convinced I'll always still love a little bit was laying right in my bed.. All night and I didn't have sex with him. I wanted to be different then the other girls. But I regret it because I feel like it may have made us closer and if I would have had sex with him maybe I wouldn't still be holding onto him like I still am.. It's a rather complicated situation .
In the past year I've passed on 2 threesoms. (FMF/FFM)
Part of me is glad I passed them up, part of me still wants to do it, because I know I'll never pursue it again.
The guy I'm convinced I'll always still love a little bit was laying right in my bed.. All night and I didn't have sex with him. I wanted to be different then the other girls. But I regret it because I feel like it may have made us closer and if I would have had sex with him maybe I wouldn't still be holding onto him like I still am.. It's a rather complicated situation .
Why did you pass them up?
The first one was because I knew one of the girls was emotionally unstable, and it could have messed her up.
The second one was with more mature women... One was my (at the time) sub, but the other was our mutual friend. Redhead, sexy, but a total and complete slut. My sub and I were put off by the fact that she has had so many sexual partners, and the fact that she'd have refused oral in all ways. We still would have had a great time... And we did all three hang out on multiple occasions, but I never initiated anything. To this day I still could, and may.
My biggest regret...
We were in the hot tub... four of us, my wife, my friend Sam, his girl friend Brenda and I, all absolutely naked and a bit drunk after a football game. My wife & Sam were very obviously playing with their hands beneath the bubbles. It was so obvious. She had that glazed look in her eyes, they were side by side... meanwhile Brenda was next to me, quietly watching, saying nothing. Me? I was a bit disgusted... not wanting to share my wife with anyone... yet I was willing to fuck most any woman when she wasn't around, and often did.
As Brenda sat so close to me, our knees touching, I never reached out to her... and she was a fine specimen of a woman. About 38 of 40, great figure... obviously very aware of what was happening just a couple of feet from us... and I'm sure, willing to join them with our own mutual play. BUT, I didn't want to share my wife. SO, the more I watched, the angrier I got, finally saying, "it's time to go home."
Why, but why didn't I just say to my wife, "go ahead and fuck him." Or, better yet, why didn't I just reach out to Brenda, and begin our own little foreplay... who knows what would have happened! I'll never know, but I relive that moment, that happened so many years ago, countless times, thinking how different it could have been.
True story... my wife and I divorced a couple of years later. I'm sure Sam finally did fuck her at some point. I'm not sure when... I never fucked Brenda, but always wanted to... Brenda and I remain just friends to this day, as for Sam, not so much, haven't spoken to him in years. Brenda and I have never mentioned that night to each other since.
I have a few other regrets... but this one probably tops my list.
I had an affair with a girl. We had were just friends but we experimented once..She suggested, I said ok and then she blackmailed me to keep doing it. We started having sex every time we got together and it made me feel so bad and confused. I horribly regret that. It would have been one thing if I was attracted to girls, but I'm not. I can appreciate the female form. Lol. But that is all. I have never had a crush on a girl- only guys.
I also regret the first guy I slept with. Was forceful and not in a fun way that is fantasy, like I have mentioned I have a preference for. He never listened to no (when I managed to actually get enough courage to say it) even when I was sick. He almost got me pregnant- I said no without a condom but he just didn't care. Thank God I was just late... He used me and treated me like his whore, in and out of the bedroom. No one wants to feel like someone else's trash. But I have a hard time saying no, so I am easily taken advantage of. Finally got the lady balls and dumped his ass.
Thank God I met my husband when I was 15 so I have no more regrets. Sometimes it takes some bad experiences to make you truly appreciate it when you find someone who treats you right.
Everything? Is that allowed for a response? I've mostly had messed up sexual encounters from a young age. I never got to fall in love with a woman and be totally open about sex as we explore each others bodies. My memories are just hundreds of random drunken sexual hookups. Now I'm maybe just too cynical to have the kind of honest, innocent encounter that I've always dreamt of. Sex is only mechanical now. Lit has been healing because it's been nice to hear other people's experiences and know that we all suffer in some way.
Mike
Hmmm... my biggest regret is from my college days. I was at a party, playing some kind of drinking game with these two smokin' hot guys. Each time my turn was over, I had to either drink or kiss one of the guys. I was smart enough to realize at some point that I had had enough to drink, and just resolved to ending each turn with a kiss. I alternated between the two guys, and each kiss grew more and more consuming. Then the kisses started to involve roaming hands and some playful groping (over clothes). It was awesome, and could easily have led to a threesome if I had indicated I was interested/willing. If I could go back and do it again, things would happen differently.