Your Future

[Future]

I am new to this. I know that this stuff is somewhat subjective and interpretive but I am still somewhat nervous.

Shallow Grave:

Depth of one
shallow to another
cerebral mind
begins to wander
lamenting a choice
but why bother
committed to something
that is harder

 

[Future]

Red

Red:

So close but so far
could not be better said.

My spirit longs for
some of my heart...red.

Neither I do know this
confusion that rules my head.

If only I could see
without these lenses of RED.

 

[Future]

My Page

Strange but true
the word on my page.

A page written
in the turmoil of my age.

The incensed always
feel my rage.

And I am suffering
my just wage.

 

[Future]

Days

I have had good days and bad.
Days I sadly forget and wish I could.
Days of confusion, chaos and corruption.
Days of life, love and longing.
I am 29 and my days slip fasterby.
Where am I going...how...and why?

 

[Future]

Canibal

A myriad of thoughts
comsumes my mind
Debt, honor, inegrity,
career, drugs, divorce,
Friends, hope, intensity,
compassion, downed, abandoned.

I am alone. So very alone.

I am alone in a room full of life and energy.

Is my aloneness self-inflicted? Could the
thoughts of my mind be really consuming me?