Your body it beyond beautiful, I find absolutely attractive!Iāve seen a few comments floating around the ether recently regarding body type and I wanted to come here for some advice I guess. Or reassuranceā¦. Or both. Or neither and just tell me to sit down and stop being silly.
My body weight fluctuates month to month. Regardless of how I eat or how much I exercise and I walk and kayak a lot. Right now, Iām about to be visited by Mother Nature and my tits are BIG, bouncy, full and impossible to ignore. When Iām dieting, especially with my PCOS, I drop weight like, super duper fast and within a couple of weeks I can go from full cleavage DDs to a C cup. It fluctuates like crazyyy, thatās just how my body works. My body can be like a lil shapeshifter and I do love that butā¦. Insecurities can creep in, especially when you post to such a big platform for so many people to see you.
Still, Iāll see people say theyāre only into āsmall chestsā or āpetiteā girls, (bearing in mind Iām not actually a big girl in any sense; Iām 5.5) and suddenly Iām second-guessing whether I should post that picture. Or post that video. Like if my body looks different this week, fuller, rounder, suddenly Iām less attractive? Itās stupid, I know. Even hearing myself out loud right now I feel like face planting into a pillow.
I guess what Iām trying to say is: I know Iām desirable. I know my body is beautiful in all its phases. But sometimesā¦. Like on a day like thisā¦..I need the reminder of validation.
ps I realise now that this post will come underneath all of those really lovely complimentsand I feel silly even posting this now butā¦. I have too. Because not every single day is a confident day for me.
Sad Rant over.
(These were taken a couple of weeks apart)
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